(Michikatsu POV)

I woke up with my head banging and my eyes hurting. I remember almost everything that happened last night.. I remember having my hands all over her body which made me feel terrible.

She didn't give me consent, what if she felt uncomfortable? I wanted to apologize to her, but I'm 100% sure she doesn't want to see my face  after I molested her.

I got up and got dressed, the whole time feeling like I was about to throw up. I didn't even eat breakfast which I'll definitely regret later.

I was chatting with my friends when I saw y/n walking up to me. I excused myself and left before she could say anything. I didn't want to hear it, it'll just make me feel worse than I already do.

I went to my first class, not bothering to pay attention since I was way too sleepy and hungover. Even when my friend tried talking to me, I didn't answer.

☆彡🌩ミ☆

During the first break, I spent the entire time in the bathroom thinking about what I did, and how she'd probably never talk to me again. But also.. What if she made me drunk on purpose? What if she was trying to find a reason to be mad at me..?

This made me start pondering what happened last night. She did seem a bit sketchy, but would she really go as far as doing that? I didn't want to believe that she would do something like that, but I couldn't find another explanation.

After our break, I went to my next class which unfortunately she was also there. I saw her coming up to me, so I went up to talk to the teacher about whatever. She seemed a bit frustrated.

I wasn't feeling as terrible as before so I actually paid attention this time, avoiding y/n's gaze even if it was really noticeable. After the teachers lecture she began walking up to me.

"Why are you ignoring me? Did I do something wrong?" She asked, her soft voice making me feel warm and fuzzy inside, but I quickly pushed those feelings aside. "No, I'm just not feeling well." I said a stern voice, my gaze never leaving my phone.

I was saved by the bell, immediately getting up and out of there. I went to my room, startling gyutaro unintentionally by slamming the door.

I was frustrated, but also so enamoured by her. I couldn't show that side of myself, especially not after she tricked into drinking alcohol.
I put myself to sleep by listening to some music, those dreams clouding my mind once again..

Next: 10 - 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑡

(Yayy were going in the double digits!!)

- 𝑀𝑟𝑠. 𝑇𝑠𝑢𝑔𝑖𝑘𝑢𝑛𝑖