it was painfully clear when yamaguchi's presence had left the room. 

tsukishima couldn't bring himself to call the nurses just yet.

he finally accepted defeat. there was nothing that could be done.

he just wanted to cherish his last moments with his best friend, his lover, his soulmate, before he was taken away for good.

tsukishima had forgotten about the music playing until the next song began.

I'm headed straight for the floor
The alcohol served its tour
And it's headed straight for my skin
Leaving me daft and dimI've got this shake in my legs
Shaking the thoughts from my head
But who put these waves in the door?
I crack and out I pourI'm Mr. Loverman
And I miss my lover, man
I'm Mr. Loverman
Oh, and I miss my loverThe ways in which you talk to me
Have me wishin' I were gone
The ways that you say my name
Have me runnin' on and onOh, I'm cramping up
I'm cramping upBut you're cracking up
You're cracking upI'm Mr. Loverman
And I miss my lover, man
I'm Mr. Loverman
Oh, and I miss my loverI've shattered now, I'm spilling out
Upon this linoleum ground (Mr. Loverman)
I'm reeling in my brain again
Before it can get back to you (Mr. Loverman)
Oh what am I supposed to do without you?I'm Mr. Loverman
And I miss my lover, man (I miss my lover)
I'm Mr. Loverman (oh-oh)
Oh, and I miss my lover (Mr. Loverman)I'm Mr. Loverman (oh-oh)
And I miss my lover, man
I'm Mr. Loverman
And I miss my lover

tsukishima allowed himself to let go and breakdown. he screamed and cried, holding onto what he had left of his lifelong best friend.