Camille meet distant strains

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The first month of Josh being in Canada was bearable. Camille filled her days with school, her modeling gigs, and spending time with her friends. She stayed busy, counting down the days until Josh would come home. They texted constantly, video-called when they could, and Josh made sure to send her photos from the set to keep her included in his new world. 

But as the weeks turned into months, the cracks began to show. 

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  Unanswered Calls

โ€œHey, Josh. Just checking in,โ€ Camille said, her voice light, though the ache in her chest was undeniable. She hung up and stared at her phone, the missed call notification from earlier glaring back at her. 

She knew he was busy. Filming a movie wasnโ€™t a nine-to-five job, and his schedule was packed. But lately, it felt like their conversations had become shorter and less frequent. 

That night, as Camille lay in bed, her phone buzzed. A text from Josh popped up. 

Josh: Sorry I missed your call. Long day on set. Iโ€™ll call tomorrow, promise. 

Camille stared at the screen, her heart sinking. She typed out a quick reply: Itโ€™s okay. Miss you.

She set the phone down, but sleep didnโ€™t come easily. 

A few days later, Camille sat with Maya and Riley at Topangaโ€™s cafรฉ. They were laughing over something Zay had said earlier in class, but Camilleโ€™s mind was elsewhere. 

โ€œEarth to Camille,โ€ Maya teased, snapping her fingers in front of her friendโ€™s face. โ€œYouโ€™ve been zoning out for like ten minutes. Whatโ€™s going on?โ€ 

Camille sighed, stirring her iced latte with the straw. โ€œItโ€™s Josh. Heโ€™s so busy, and I feel like... I donโ€™t know. Like Iโ€™m not part of his life anymore.โ€ 

Riley frowned. โ€œThatโ€™s not true, Camille. He loves you. You know that.โ€ 

โ€œMaybe,โ€ Camille said. โ€œBut itโ€™s hard. Heโ€™s out there chasing his dream, meeting all these new people, and Iโ€™m just... here. Waiting.โ€ 

Maya leaned forward. โ€œOkay, letโ€™s get one thing straight. Youโ€™re not โ€˜just here.โ€™ Youโ€™re Camille freaking Hunter. Youโ€™re gorgeous, talented, and youโ€™ve got your own dreams to chase. Donโ€™t let this long-distance thing make you forget who you are.โ€ 

Camille smiled weakly. โ€œThanks, Maya. But itโ€™s not just that. Itโ€™s the feeling that he doesnโ€™t need me anymore. Like Iโ€™m a distraction.โ€ 

Riley reached across the table, squeezing Camilleโ€™s hand. โ€œTalk to him. Tell him how youโ€™re feeling.โ€ 

โ€œI will,โ€ Camille said, though doubt lingered in her voice. 

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That weekend, Camille and Josh finally managed to video call after days of missed connections. Seeing his face on the screen made her heart ache with longing. 

โ€œHey, beautiful,โ€ Josh said, smiling. โ€œHowโ€™s everything?โ€ 

Camille hesitated, unsure of how to put her feelings into words. โ€œItโ€™s... fine. I just miss you, Josh. A lot.โ€ 

โ€œI miss you too,โ€ he said, though his tone was distracted. 

Camille noticed how tired he looked, the way his attention seemed to drift as she spoke. It was the same feeling sheโ€™d had for weeks nowโ€”that she was no longer his priority. 

โ€œDo you?โ€ she blurted out before she could stop herself. 

Josh blinked. โ€œWhat kind of question is that? Of course I do.โ€ 

โ€œIt doesnโ€™t feel like it,โ€ Camille admitted, her voice trembling. โ€œYouโ€™re so busy, and I get it, I really do. But itโ€™s like I donโ€™t matter anymore.โ€ 

Josh frowned. โ€œCamille, thatโ€™s not fair. You know how crazy things are here. Iโ€™m trying to balance everything, but itโ€™s hard.โ€ 

โ€œAnd itโ€™s not hard for me?โ€ she shot back, tears welling in her eyes. โ€œIโ€™m here, trying to hold this together, while youโ€™re out there living this whole other life. I feel like Iโ€™m the only one fighting for us.โ€ 

Josh ran a hand through his hair, frustration evident on his face. โ€œThatโ€™s not true. Iโ€™m doing my best, Cam.โ€ 

โ€œMaybe your best isnโ€™t enough,โ€ Camille whispered. 

Her words hung in the air, heavy and final. Joshโ€™s expression softened, but the damage was done. 

โ€œIโ€™ll call you tomorrow,โ€ he said quietly before ending the call. 

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The next day, Camille sat in the living room, her arms wrapped around her knees. Shawn walked in, immediately sensing something was wrong. 

โ€œKiddo, whatโ€™s up?โ€ he asked, sitting beside her. 

Camille hesitated before pouring out everythingโ€”how the distance was straining her relationship with Josh, how she felt like she was losing him, and how powerless she felt to stop it. 

Shawn listened intently, his brow furrowed. When she finished, he placed a hand on her shoulder. โ€œCam, I get it. Long-distance relationships are tough. But youโ€™ve got to ask yourselfโ€”what do you want? Is this worth fighting for?โ€ 

โ€œI donโ€™t know,โ€ Camille admitted, tears streaming down her face. โ€œI love him, Dad. But it hurts so much.โ€ 

Shawn pulled her into a hug. โ€œLove isnโ€™t supposed to be easy, but itโ€™s also not supposed to make you miserable. If itโ€™s meant to be, youโ€™ll find a way. And if itโ€™s not... well, youโ€™re strong enough to let go.โ€ 

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Over the next few days, Camille thought hard about what her dad had said. She loved Josh more than anything, but she couldnโ€™t keep pretending everything was okay when it wasnโ€™t. 

One evening, as the sun set, she called him. 

โ€œHey,โ€ she said softly when he answered. 

โ€œHey,โ€ Josh replied, his voice cautious. 

โ€œIโ€™ve been thinking,โ€ Camille said. โ€œAnd I think we need to be honest with each other. This distance... itโ€™s breaking me, Josh. I donโ€™t know if I can keep doing this.โ€ 

Josh was silent for a moment. โ€œI donโ€™t want to lose you, Camille.โ€ 

โ€œI donโ€™t want to lose you either,โ€ she said, her voice cracking. โ€œBut I also canโ€™t keep waiting for you to come back and hoping things will get better. We need to figure out if this is something we can handle. Together.โ€ 

Josh sighed. โ€œYouโ€™re right. Letโ€™s figure it out. I donโ€™t want to give up on us, Cam.โ€ 

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Their conversation didnโ€™t solve everything, but it was a start. Both Camille and Josh knew they had a long road ahead, but for now, they were willing to try. Because even when love was hard, it was still worth fighting for.


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