them wanting you back...

• 𝐭𝐨𝐦 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 •

For the 5th day in a row, Tom was knocking on my door with the intent to apologize to me.

But I'm not a toy. He can't just fucking betray me like that; humiliate and belittle me.

And then come back asking for forgivness.

"C'mon, Y/n. Let me in. You know it was a mistake. I want you back, c'mon. We can be great together. I love yo-"

"Fuck you, Tom!" I say, opening my door with full force and yelling in his face.

"Leave! You're such a fucking prick! You're a cheater and you thunk I'm that stupid to just accept you back into my life after you betrayed me? Think. Again."

I don't realize I'm holding my breath until I properly lock eyes with him. He clenches his jaw.

"You're making a mistake. You always put your emotions on top of your mind and mess thi-"

"You cheated on me! You messed things up with us and think it's okay to now ask for forgivness?"

I've never spoke to Tom this way, but it somehow feels really... refreshing.

He's never treated me like his wife and now he will now never have the priority to do so.

He can go be with that blonde bimbo.

• 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐟𝐨𝐲 •

Ever since watching the one ma- boy I lived walk off with someone else, my heart did break.

Bur I grew.

Well, I was forced to whenever Draco and I made eye contact when she was right there.

When I caught him glancing at me whike they made out in the halls

So, now that he's broken up with her, I know better than to accept his pathetic attempt to get back into my life.

"She was nothing serious. You're the one one I want." The lies spill out of Dracos's lips as if they were rehearsed in front of his mirror the previous night.

"Are you seriously saying this shit right now?" I snap, my hand tightening on the door.

Trust me, if I knew it was him, I wouldn't have even opened it.

"Of course I am. Do you forgive me now?"

"Don't fucking speak to me ever again."

I slam the door in his face.

• 𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐳𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐤𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐞 •

"We have to break up. This isn't working out." I say, chin up and voice confident.

"You're breaking up with me?"

I hold back a sarcastic comment.

"Yes, Lorenzo. I'm gonna be honest... I see the way you look at her. And I'm not being a second option. Ever."

"You're being stupid, Y/n. Just because you're jealous doesn't mean I'm cheating on you."

"Jealous? Lorenzo, you love her! Admit it! And don't insult me because you have no right to do so."

He's so in denial right now, and it's been hurting me all this time. Knowing that the man I love loves someone else.

But now, all the sadness turned into anger. He was such a coward. He couldn't just grow some balls and tell me he didn't feel the same?

He smirks, making fun of mem

"Get out." I snap and he crosses his arms.

"No. I'm not leaving until you give me a proper explanation! Y/n, this is so-"

Gosh, his voice is so fake.

"Leave!" He stops talking at my tone and rolls his eyes before leaving my dorm.

What a weight off my shoulders.

• 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐢 •

"It wasn't what it looked like. I promise. You're overreacting."

"Exactly! We're really sorry an-"

Is this a joke? I genuinely think I'm watching a comedy as I see my ex-boyfriend and ex-bestfriend try to explain.

Explain why they were fucking. My ex boyfriend explaning why he was having sex with my best friend.

And my ex-bestfriend explaining why she was having sex with my (at the time) boyfriend.

"I hate you both. You can both go to hell and rot in there."

Okay, I know that the courtyard in front of a group of people is not the best place to have this conversation, but I don't care.

They came to find me.

They will also probably be dating and all happy together in less than a week, knowing them.

"You don't have to be like that." Blaise says.

"Be like that? You cheated on me with my best friend" - I throw up quotation marks - "and now you don't want me to be like that? Fuck you both."

I walk away.

• 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐭 •

"Go away." I say, still hearing Theo knock at the other side of the door.

"Let me talk to you. We can fix this."

"Oh, no. We are done." I say, not even bothering to glance at the door he's clearly leaning on from the other side.

"But c'mon. My reputation. Your reputation. Our reputation."

I scoff, almost not even believing what I'm hearing.

"You better be kidding. But it's good to knoe how you think. That that's the only thing you think about. Your reputation."

"I... Well, obviously not. It's just- It's important to me."

"Definitely important. More important than people's feelings and needs. Which you don't think about when going out and cheating on your ex-girlfriend."

He sighs and I can visualize him rubbing the top of his nose with his pointer finger and thumb.

"Leave Theodore, you're being pathetic."

I hear his steps as he walks away; music to my ears.

• 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 •

"What's wrong? You've been ignoring me, darling." Mattheo says, sitting next to me in the great hall.

"I didn't wanna disturb your relationship." I day dryly, poking at my food.

"Relationship?"

"The girl you were with after leading me on for months." I lock eyes with him and he raises a brow.

I can see the cogs configuring in his brain trying to make up a lie to tell me about this.

"She's just a friend. Don't worry. You're better."

"Oh, I'm not worried. I don't even care. You cam be happy with her. Just know that it's your loss."

He laughs, the sound dry and almost unbelieving.

"I'm not joking."

He scratches the back of this neck.

"C'mon, be reasonable. Think about this."

"About what? A guy with mixed feelings and about a hundred options. Count me out."

He clenches his jaw and gets up.

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