you and selected boy are in
a secret relationship, but how long
can they really last not having

• 𝐭𝐨𝐦 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 •

It sucked arguing with Tom. So much. And it was less about the fact that he was my boyfriend, and more about the fact that I couldn't talk to anyone about it.

He was religious on the fact that no one could know about 'this little fling' and apparently I has stared at him in class for a second too long.

And now he was upset with me. Gosh, he doesnt realize that people are too busy in they're own lives to realize.

But if Tom wanted to get mad for nothing, I'd give him a reason to be mad.

The next day, I got changed for school. In my shortest black mini skirt. One that Tom had a toxic relationship with.

He showed me that he loved it in private, but couldn't stand it in public... almost like me.

I tucked my white school shirt in and put on my robe. Perfect.

"Damn. Hey sexy!" Pansy says, rasing a brow at the short skirt and giggling. If only she knew...

We walk to DADA together and I barely hear Tom curse under his breath as we walk past him.

Me and Tom have this class together and I sit with Pansy next to the desk that Tom and Blaise were sitting on.

I act normal the whole class but - ironically - I feel Tom's eyes on me every 5 minutes.

After class, I'm a little disappointed. No reaction from Tom and I feel like I probably don't even look that good.

I quickly head up to my dorm to change because it got a bit chilly an-

"Is that a skirt or your fucking underwear? Take it off."

I almost break my neck turning my head around so quick. How did he get in my dorm?

"What are you talking about?' Play dumb.

"Don't play dumb with me, Y/n. Take it off and put your normal skirt on."

"But-"

"But what? You want everyone to know about us? Gosh, Y/n it's not that deep."

"If it's not that deep, let's be offical!" I say, bending down to grab my other bottoms.

I get up and start going to the bathroom to change. I've never changed away from Tom's eyes, but since he wanted to be like that - let's be like that.

"Where are you going?" He stops the door with his foot and reaches his hand out to grab me.

"Getting dressed. Let go." I stuggle against him as he opens the door and pulls me closer toward him.

"You wanna let all of these people know about us? They'll ruin us."

"I won't let them."

"Y/n, yo-"

"Tom, I literally want nothing more than to let everyone know about how in love we are and how-"

He grabbed my face and smashed his lips on mine, pinning me against the bathroom wall.

"Fuck- this skirt made me go crazy the whole day."

I giggle as he slips it down, kissing my neck. "Trust me, by the amnount of times you'll scream, everyone and their mum will know about us."

I feel a swarm of butterflies and... yeah 15 people asked about why I was limping.

• 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐟𝐨𝐲 •

"Because I love her! So much! And she's so sexy,"

Never in a million years did I think that Draco Malfoy would get drunk at a packed slytherin party and confess his love to me.

"and I love when she-"

"Okay, bud. That's enough now." Mattheo says, dragging him off of the table, everyone starts giggling and Pansy goes crazy.

"I'll tell you every detail tomorrow!" I exclaim when I see Draco walking toward me, puppy eyes.

"You've had quite the night, huh?" I say, smirking. He smiles foolishly amd everyone glances at us as we leave the party.

We arrive at my dorm and he sits on bed, pulling me in between his legs and onto his lap.

He's sobered up a tiny bit, but will probably still have a violent hangover tomorrow.

"What am I gonna do with you, huh?"

I say, cupping his cheek.

"You could just do me." He leans back on the bed and I obviously fall on top of him.

I chuckle. "C'mon let's sleep."

We both got dressed into our pjs; it's too late to shower now and it would be a struggle with drunk Draco.

-

I wake up with Draco vomiting into the toilet.

Bad hangover. I rub his back and pull a little bit of his hair back. "You okay?"

"I'll be fine." He gets up after 2 minutes and cleans his mouth for the most part.

"What a night, huh?" His cheeks tint pink as I remind him about his oh so poetic words yesterday.

"I... I know you wanted to be private an ease into the relationship but I just love you s-"

"Hey, it's okay. I love you to the moon and back."

It was true; I did kind of want to ease into the relationship. Mainly because of Dracos's popularity. And there are lots of jealous people out there.

"Let's fuck in the shower to celebrate?' Draco suggests and I blush.

"You're not very seductive with throw up on the side of your mouth, babe."

We celebrated. 5 times.

• 𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐳𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐤𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐞 •

"I can't even go out with my boyfriend because he's too popular and ashamed to be seen with me! That's how it feels!"

"Fucking hell, you're so dramatic! All the time! I'll announce this in a week just-"

"No, Lorenzo! Leave! Just leave! You've been telling me to wait for 2 months now! We're so done!" My voice is hoarse and my eyes are teary.

We've been arguing for the last half an hour.

About us. About what we are. Or better, what we aren't. Because to anyone else, we were nothing.

And do you know what it feels like to know that everyone else thinks that you and the love of your life are nothing?

Me and Lorenzo? Nothing?

He opens his mouth to say something, bit scoffs instead, grabbing his phone and leaving.

I doubt that it was Enzo's intention to make me feel like this, but he was probably scared of everyones reaction.

-

3 weeks.

It's been 3 weeks that me and Lorenzo have been 'done'. I haven't seen him with any other girl.

But, it's ironic because no one ever saw me with him. I've kinda been suffering in silence... because I couldn't even tell anyone.

On a random Thursday, I'm reading in the common room. Hidden in my little corner, joined with a vanilla candle.

"-and it's because I love her, okay? There, now you all know everything about her and about us and... just everything."

My heart drops when I hear Lorenzo's voice and him say this. He sais everything. He told his friends everything.

I heard all the guys hype him up and I could hear the smile on their faces as they support their friend.

They give him advice and leave one by one, leaving Enzo with no one but his phone.

"Hey, loverboy." I place my hand on his shoulder and sit next to him. I've missed him.

"You heard it all?" He says, worried.

"Everything." I say, looking into his eyes.

"I... you... I've missed you, Y/n." He hesitates but I feel my heart flutter when he admits that he has missed me.

"I-"

He interrupts me. "Y/n, I could never be ashamed of you. You're everything to me and when you said we were done it was too late and- Fuck, I love you."

I'm quick as I move myself onto his lap and feel his hands carress my body as I kiss his lips.

We soon get into a heated makeout session. Right there. In the common room.

Safe to say we're back together. Offical. Public, if you will. I love him and I can surely say we will never go through this again.

• 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐢 •

Blaise, Blaise, Blaise.

Talk about a handful. He didn't want anyone to know we were dating. Reason: unknown.

He was more open to letting everyone know that we were really close friends so we had an excuse to hang out.

We obviously don't kiss at all and overly hug in public, but still, I couldn't tell what the difference would be if we were public.

But it got too much when we were out in hogsmede and he saw a girl he knew. She came and said hi.

God, she would probably suck him off right there and he introduced me as a friend.

"You're quiet today." He says, shortly after she left, poking my hips under the table.

I play with my straw. "Just thinking."

"About?" 

"Us." I blurt out. "Why can't we be public?"

He hesitates. He didn't even know why.

"I- I'm not sure, I guess."

"What now?" I say, blushing and resting my head on my wrist, looking up at him.

"How do I announce it? What do I say?" He itches the back of his neck, cheeks tinting red and chuckling.

God, he's so cute.

"Kiss me, baby." I say, my stomach fluttering.

He leans over and places his lips on mine, tounges dancing.

I giggle, clinging onto his bicep as leaning into him as we break the kiss away.

That girl was staring, but it was nothing I couldn't handle.

• 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐭 •

"Don't. Even. Fucking. Think. About. Her." With every word, Theodore throws a very harsh punch at Graham and he's all blood before I even reach the front of the crowd.

Gosh, this was bound to happen soon. Graham was always being a jerk to be and despite me and Theo being private, that gave him no right.

His eyes slightly softened when he saw me and he pulled Graham up from the floor from his collar, whispering something that was most likely a threat into his ear.

Mind you, there was a whole audience listening and watching this scene.

He walks over to me, everyone following his movements with his eyes.

"Clean me up, sweetheart?" He smirks down at me. I roll my eyes, the biggest smile on my face.

"C'mere." I lightly grab his hand and lead him away from the people and back to my dorm.

We arrive and go to the bathroom, grabbing my first aid kit. I hop up on the counter and pull him closer.

I start cleaning up the blood with wipes before grabbing some cotton and plasters. His fists were fucked up.

"You know, everyone knows now?" I feel a little deflated now as I plaster up his knuckles.

"Good. They should." He tilts my chin up and my eyes meet his. He was reassuring me with his eyes.

"But-"

"No buts." He smiles at me and I might just melt right there. "Mmkay." I hum, smiling up at him.

"I love you."

"I love you so much."

• 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 •

I was the one that wanted me and Mattheo to be private.

I was quite popular online and it was way too much hassle to announce a relationship online.

I had already had one relationship prior to Mattheo and it was very eye opening. I was slut shamed, sent death threats and more.

Mattheo understood and completely respected this.

We had hung out at my dorm the whole day at my dorm and I was currently sitting on my bed, cross-legged while reading.

Mattheo was showering - I had already showered. He came out in only boxers and I blushed, looking away.

I heard him chuckled before my books go swooped from me and I was pinned down on the bed, tackled.

I squealed, laughing as Mattheo kissed my neck. "Babyy!" I exclaim.

"Mhm?" He says innocently, grinning.

He re-adjusts himself, his head in my lap as I sat up in bed. I massaged his hair as we talked for a little.

But, I could tell that Mattheo was wanting to tell me something; he was very quiet today.

"Whacha thinking about, baby?"

"I told Theodore about us." He blurts out.

My heart drops. 

"Is that a joke? Nott has the biggest mouth in this whole school - he'll tell everyone!"

I push away from him. "He won't, Y/n. I promise, I jus-"

I pick up my phone, heart racing.

Ans instantly, I see Theodore apologizing for telling some other people. I take a shaky breath.

"I can't believe you, Mattheo." I say quietly as he apologises.

"We'll work this out together, baby. I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have told anyone, you're everything t-"

I haven't received any negative messages yet, just friends asking about it.

"It's okay, honey." I say softly, smiling a little at Mattheo. He wipes my few tears away, still apologizing.

We talked about it for the next half hour, I got mad but we sorted it out together.

I forgive my boyfriend but part of me would never forgive Theodore. And Mattheo wouldn't either.

But, now, as much as I was his to everyone, he was mine.

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