you and selected boy have
gotten into an argument and it's
not looking very pretty...

maybe some bottled up anger

• 𝐭𝐨𝐦 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 •

Exam week.

Stressful but 10x harder if your Tom Riddles girlfriend and having to deal with relationship problems too.

God, the only time I was seeing Tom was at night for in our 1 class together. He was already awake when I woke up and studying.

I know and completely understand that Tom takes school in general very seriously but it was exam week and so he was next level.

It just felt like he didn't want to make time for me and I really missed him being around.

"Tom, it's not about wether I want you to do well in your exams or not! It's about the fact that I don't even feel like your girlfriend anymore!" I say, beyond stressed.

We've been arguing for around 15 minutes and I'm tired of being calm.

"Maybe it would be better that way. Less stress and more time to do things that are actually useful." He bites back.

I instantly frown, and my heart breaks a little. Things that are actually useful? Is that a joke?

This was the man that I helped open up for years and the same man that I would help clean up after an episode, the same man that I understood.

I cured him. And I would do it all a million times again.

"I- Okay, Tom." I whisper, my voice cracking and shaky. "Just saying, you dont have that problem anymore." I say before leaving his dorm.

I can't believe that just happened. I hope that he got the message. That we're done. Because I'll be damned if I'm dating someone who thinks im just stress.

These next weeks are going to be tough, without who I thought was my other half and partner in all parts of life.

I quietly sob myself to sleep...

• 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐟𝐨𝐲 •

If you want to think about a guy who depends on his friends, its Draco.

Not in a clingy obsessive way, in a way that I can see him look for reassurance in his friends - approval maybe.

It makes me sad. Dray is such a lovely boy and I want him to know that he can find all of the approval he needs sith me.

Someone who actually will be here through thick and thin, not somebody who'll drop him after a silly argument.

They make small bets sometimes and Draco feels that he has to religiously win all of them for the 5 seconds of pats on the back and praise.

No, he hasn't told me any of this. But I observe. I can read his emotions even from far and I don't want him to feel like that.

"Dependent on my friends? What are you even saying?"

"Not in a bad way, baby. I just feel like you look for them to be happy for you and I just want you to start looking for me sometimes."

"So you're jealous? Gosh, this is so pathetic. No wonder that you have no friends."

Ouch.

Draco knows that I've always been more of a loner by choice, it was easier for me and for him to use that against me...?

"Mattheo was right. You're too much trouble."

I was already out of that door with ny heart in my hands.

• 𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐳𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐤𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐞 •

Lorenzo was definitely a ladies man. No doubt.

But then again, there was no doubt that he was a loyal man. None. I've never even feared him cheating or giving attention to amother girl.

But, last week I was on a trip with ny girls and I heard some... rumors. About this girl from the grade below excessively flirting with my man.

I wasn't about to confront her, it's would be unreasonable. But, every single girlfriend has that very very subconscious feeling of fear.

Of him leaving you.

"Well, yeah she was really up my ass all the time but obviously I just avoided her anyway." He replied when you asked about it.

"Why?" He continued, raising a brow.

"I... You wouldn't ever leave me would you?" I blurt out without thinking.

He stands straight. "What are you talking about?"

"I just feel like-"

"Feel like what, Y/n? I should've hoped that everything I do for you would be enough to prove that I wouldn't leave you. But clearly not because you always want fucking validation."

I'm startled at his response... I didn't even say anything bad or that would make him feel like that. Ever.

What Lorenzo does for me and how he makes me feel is beyond everything to me.

"Enzo-"

"We'll talk another time, just leave." He sighs and rubs his temples as I breathe shakily.

I walk out with tears in my eyes. How did that escalte so fast...?

• 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐢 •

I know that I'm enough for Blaise. And always will be - he reminds me everyday.

But I'll never be enough for my mother in law. She has my-little-boy syndrome. She doesn't want to even think of sharing her little blaisey.

This obviously bothers me because... he's my boyfriend! I was not planning on taking away her role as a mother anytime soon.

We were reaching 2 and half years of dating and she had never accepted me. So on a random Thursday I thought to bring it up.

"Blaise, y'know what, I'm dating you not her! I don't even care what she thinks!" I yell after 20 minutes of arguing.

"Oh my lord, Y/n. I should've listened to her. You really are annoying and a waste of time. All this for nothing!" He snaps and I flinch.

Waste of time...

I force a pursed smile and nod slowly. "There was no need for that."

"There was no need for this stupid relationship but here I am!" He raises his voice and I waste no time in swerving past him and out door.

Blaise's mother was a very touchy subject for him, but I approached it with so much respect and there was no need for that.

I feel sick the whole time that I try snd get to sleep, crying softly...

Where did we go wrong?

• 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐭 •

I coughed and was awoken out of ny beauty sleep with the stench of smoke. Theodore.

Gosh, telling him to atop smoking wasn't enough. I had already talked, argued and stressed him enough about it.

"Theodore. If you wanna smoke go outside." I say, tone irritated.

"Don't start that shit." Another thing that bothered me. Instantly defensive and swearing.

"Don't speak to me like that, Theodore." I say, voice tired and less aggressive.

"Can't be asked." He says, leaving the room and I follow. I know I'm gona regret this.

We'll probably just argue, fuck and then cuddle. Making everything seem okay.

"Why are you being like this?" I snap.

"Oh my God. What do you want know? For fucks sake. All you know how to do is bother me."

That hurts. "You're mean all the time! For no reason!" I say, stumbling on my words a little.

He smirks in a... negative way. "Just stop being so sensitive."

"I'm sensitive? Correction. You're a prick who thinks that everyone has to submit to him."

"Excuse me? For one; I'll smoke whenever I goddamn want to. Two; Don't give out what you can't recive and stop being so... such a..." I raise a brow and he stops talking.

Good.

"I'm not sleeping here anymore. Ever again." I grab some of my stuff and leave.

"Perfect." Is the last thing I hear.

Why? Just why?

• 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 •

"Didn't think you'd ever stoop that low."

I look up and tilt my head sith a small smike on my face, thinking that Mattheo is about to tell a joke when he walks into my dorm.

"Hm?"

"Hanging out with Seamus? He's a gryffindor for the love of God."

My smile fades and I frown. Not this again.

We don't normally argue but 4 out of 5 times it will be about Mattheo being jealous... or like he says: protective.

"Don't do that." I mumble, going back to writing in my journal hoping he'll forget it.

To be honest, it hurts so bad that Mattheo even doubts my undying and absolute devotion to him.

I love that man so much and loving another soul as much as I love his seems impossible.

"Well, I am doing that, Y/n. You always say that 'they're just a friend', but geez how many friends do you have?"

"You have way more girl friends than I do boys-"

"I'm not talking about myself am I?" He snaps and I turn around in my seat.

"Do you not trust me?"

"It's him that I don't trust-"

Pretty lies, Mattheo.

"You've done this too much now. If you dont feel secure in this relationship after everything I've done to prove my love to you, then there is nothing I can do anymore. Okay?" I say while walking toward him and gesturing for him to leave.

Something in his eyes changes and he opwnds his mouth but whatever he's saying as he leaves is going in through one ear and leaving through the other.

There was a limit to things and I'm sick of Mattheo not accepting the fact that I do and will continue to have a social life with both genders.

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