That day, he woke up to a very nice smell.

Woah, did Eunra made breakfast?

Jaemin showered and went to the kitchen.

He saw Eunra, cooking.

"What's for breakfast?" he sits on the dining table.

"Yeah, morning to you too." Eunra greets back, rolling her eyes.

"Sorry." Jaemin apologize.

"This isn't for you. It's for Haechan."

"Haechan? He got out of the hospital already?" He raised an eyebrow.

"No, I'll bring this to him, at the hospital."

"Oh."

"You'll come back before lunch, right?" 

Please say yes. Please say yes.

Eunra knitted her eyebrows.

"Why would I?"

"Um, I thought I wanted to have lunch with you." Jaemin scratches his neck.

"Are you that desperate to separate me from Haechan?" Eunra accuses..

Jaemin looked at Eunra in disbelief.

"Eunra, why would you ever think that I would do things like that?"

"Huh, I can see it in your eyes, Jaemin. You don't fucking care if Haechan is in the hospital because you'll be happy if he dies. Right?" she raises her eyebrow at Jaemin.

Jaemin walked closer to Eunra.

"Could you stop hating me and assuming stuff about me?"

Eunra looked into Jaemin's eyes.

"You're no good for me." she left Jaemin.

Jaemin sighs in frustration.

-

"Baby!" Eunra smiles as he sees Haechan sitting on the bed, while watching the television.

Haechan waves at Eunra.

She puts the food on the table beside Haechan's bed and holds his hands.

"So, how are you? Are you getting better?"

Haechan smiles.

"Yes, the doctor said that I can go out soon."

"Go out? What do you mean?"

"You know? Out of this hospital of course." Eunra's eyes widen.

"Wait, really?" Haechan nodded happily.

"Oh my god, I'm so happy!!"

"You can go to Baker Beach soon." her eyes sparkled in excitement.

His forehead creases.

"Baby, are you okay?"

"Can you scratch my back? It's kind of itchy." Haechan pouts.

"Aish!" Eunra slapped Haechan's chest.

"Don't scare me like that!"

"Ouch!"

"Don't play around, Haechan." Eunra started scratching Haechan's back.

A few seconds later, Haechan turned around.

"Done?"

"Yeah."

Eunra lifts her hands.

"I'm kind of craving for a hot chocolate right now." Haechan told Eunra, pouting.

Eunra smiles.

"Fine, fine. I'll go out for a bit, okay?" he nodded.

"Wait, can I have a hug?"

Eunra creases her forehead.

"Why so sudden?"

"A celebration hug, of me going out soon." he convinces.

Eunra wrapped her arms around Haechan tightly.

Haechan went beside her ear and whispers;

"I love you."

Eunra pulled away.

"You know I love you way more than you do."

Haechan smiles.

Eunra left.

Little did she know, he lied.

-

"Yeah, a hot one."

"Anything else, miss?"

"I want-" 

Suddenly her phone rings. 

"I think I'll just have one." the cashier nodded.

She went aside and took out her phone.

Ahh, what does this guy want?

"What do you want, Jaemin?"

-

The moment she heard it, she ran towards his room, with a hot chocolate in her grip. The hot chocolate spilled all over his hands but it's not a big deal for her.

She arrived in front of his room, seeing the nurses bringing a lying figure with a thin white blanket over him.

She stopped them, wanting to see if it's really him or the reality was just playing with her. She lifts the white blanket and sees a pale face. A face that lightens up her world, a face that never stops smiling even when the world is cruel towards him.

She's fighting back tears. It's like a war between her and her tears. But she lost. Tears started rolling down on her cheeks, not believing what she just saw.

She can't be strong anymore because what makes her strong is him. Now, he's gone. She lost her strength, her soul. She lost half of herself. Her heart is still inside him.

He took her heart with her.

"Eunra.." she turns around, hugging Hajun tightly. 

If only the world could know how hurt she is.

He said he can go out from the hospital, because he really can.

He said he wants to hug her because he knows it'll be his last time seeing her.

He said he loves her because he knows it'll be his last word.

Mr.Kim hugs Eunra.

"He's in a better place now."

"If I had known that was our last hug, I would hug you tighter and longer."

"If I had known that was our last moment together, I'll stay and would never leave you."

"I'm sorry, Haechan."

"You can rest now."

-

She has been staring at the picture for god knows how long. It's their last picture together, yet Haechan still looks healthy and happy as he used to be.

Her thoughts are being cut off when there's a knock on the door.

The door went open and revealed her husband bringing a tray of food.

"Hey, I know you haven't eaten since yesterday. So I'll make you some food." Jaemin smiles.

He can see how broken she is. He understands. But would she ever see how broken he is when she didn't take care of herself anymore?

Jaemin put the tray on the bed.

Eunra took a glance at the food tray and looked back up to Jaemin.

"You love this, don't you?" she asks.

"What-"

"You have been hoping for this to happen!" Eunra gets out of bed.

"Eunra, I-"

"You have been planning this all the time, right? We both got married, Haechan sickness and death. You think I didn't know?"

Jaemin sighs.

"Eunra, please. Stop accusing me of things I didn't do. I never wanted Haechan to die because I know you love him so much and he is the reason for your happiness."

"I never wanted to see you like this, in this condition. It's hurt me to see you like this but you never care."

"Because you love Haechan so much that you won't let anybody in your heart anymore." he says in brittle.

Eunra scoffs.

"Yeah, you're good with words, Jaemin. I knew it."

Eunra pushes away the food tray, causing the chicken porridge to spill all over the place.

"I need to remind you, Jaemin."

"If you thought that I'll love you one day, you're wrong."

"Because you're just some rich guy that is good with words. You can persuade anyone with your sweet talks, but not me."

She left.

i cried.

btw, if you love crying over a fanfiction, i recommend this;

it is quite different from what i usually write. take a look if you want <3