( I MISS YOU, I'M SORRY )

CORBYN SNIFFLED AS HE WALKED INTO HIS HOUSE, just quickly making his way into his room. He didn't notice his girlfriend curled up on the couch, but she definitely noticed him. Corbyn was supposed to go to rylan and gabbie's apartment after he was done with rehearsals, but he changed his mind. Jonah knew that corbyn needed comfort after the rough day he had, so he had told his sister to go to his house.

The only thing jonah didn't know was that his sister wasn't feeling all that well either. She had been sick all day, the entire time since she was awake she was either vomiting, blowing her nose, sneezing or just laid down because of the pain she was in. The girl just had some sort of virus, the whole day she felt drowsy and sick, but she didn't tell anyone being as she was alone in jonah and corbyns house.

Jonah walked in after his bandmate, signing knowing that the boy was going to lock himself in his room and cry. Unlike corbyn though, jonah noticed his sister, being as she stared up the stairs with a confused expression.

"What happened to corbyn?" She frowned, worried about her boyfriend. Once jonah caught sight of rylan, he forgot about corbyn and just raised his eyebrow.

"What happened to you?" Jonah shot back and rylan sniffled slightly before wiping her nose with a tissue.

"I'm not feeling to good today."

"But you're okay?" He asked, his face slightly distorted with the disgusted look.

"Yeah I'm okay, but—"

"corbyn hasn't had the best day so go talk to him. Work your rylan magic." Jonah grabbed hold of her shoulders and pushed the girl towards corbyns room.

Rylan rolled her eyes before going up to her boyfriend's room. At first, when she heard the quiet sniffles, she thought he was just sick like her. That was until she heard a light sob coming out of his mouth, so rylan quickly went to knock on the door.

"Corbyn, baby, open the door." She spoke softly and corbyn just used his hoodie sleeves to wipe his eyes. He didn't want rylan to know he was crying. He really just didn't want to talk about what had happened earlier.

"It's already opened." His voice cracked, causing tears to just well up in his eyes again.

He blinked them away as rylan opened the door. The girl sent him a small smile, going to go sit next to him. Corbyn didn't meet rylan eyes as she slipped her hand into his and staying quiet, knowing that he just needed some quiet for a while.

The blonde boy silently cried, hoping his girlfriend didn't notice. She definitely did though, causing worry to flow through her. Rylan gave him a couple more minutes of just him choking up, letting him process before she spoke. The girl softly lifted up his head so he could meet her eyes. The moment they did though, all she saw was corbyn beating himself up over something, just over and over again.

"Baby," she breathed out softly, before wrapping her arms around him and letting corbyn melt into her embrace. The moment he did though, the boy completely broke down, letting out sobs that only worried rylan more.

"What's wrong?" Rylan asked, rubbing her hand up and down his back to calm him down. Corbyn didn't respond wanting to just let his crying slow down before he did.

"I'm a horrible person." He whispered, which caused rylan to furrow her eyebrows.

"What?"

"I can't get anything right. I can't keep my girlfriend happy because I manage to screw that up. I can't keep my friends happy because they're still mad at me. I can't hit the notes I'm supposed to hit because all I can't think about the shit that I did to you and I can't focus. It's like my entire life is crashing into a mountain and I can't fix it th—" corbyn choked up, just letting another sob.

"Corbyn look at me." She told him, and corbyn shook his head, darting his eyes around the room so they could look anywhere but her. Rylan sighed, knowing that he was going to avoid her gaze, so she just started speaking on her own.

"I am happy Corbyn. You want to know why? Because even though we both messed up, I still love you and you still love me. And if our friends are still mad at you that can leave because they have no right to be. It's our relationship not theirs." Rylan rubbed his back, just trying to calm him down again. Her hand slipped under his shirt, hoping that the contact would help as it usually did.

"And your life may feel like it's crashing into a mountain but it isn't. And you might feel broken right now, but what you don't know is that I'm right here picking up the pieces for you. I'm right here baby and I'm not leaving." She told him and corbyn just responded by finally lifting up his eyes to meet her green ones.

"How did I end up with you?" He asked and Rylan shrugged, sending a small smile his way.

"The real question is how I ended up with you. You're so perfect." she whispered, feeling her own tears come into her eyes.

"How can you say that?" Corbyn's voice broke as he spoke and rylan frowned.

"How can I not? You're my everything."

"Rye I'm so sorry." Corbyn choked out, instinctively wrapping his arms around her waist, and resting his head on her shoulder.

"Corbyn i already told you to stop apologizing."

"I can't, because the amount of times I say I'm sorry will never make up for what I did." He shook his head and Rylan sighed.

"Corbyn stop beating yourself up. I already told you to stop." She spoke sternly now, and Corbyn snapped his eyes up to her.

"What happened today? Why are you like this?" Rylan asked him and Corbyn sighed, closing his eyes momentarily as he felt her hand cup her cheek and wipe away a tear.

"I don't want to talk about it." he mumbled and Rylan frowned at him.

"Corbyn i can't help you if you don't tell me what happened."

"Yes you can if you hug me while watching a movie." He let out a small pout, opening his eyes again as he sent her an innocent look. Rylan bit back a smile as she shook her head.

"Alright come on," she told him, backing up into the bed and getting under the covers. Corbyn grinned for the first time that day as he immediately got up.

"Okay Im going to stop be sad now, what'd you do when I was at the studio?" He asked as he got up and walked to his dresser, looking for some more comfortable clothes than jeans and a button up.

"Uh i was home but then jonah told me that you weren't feeling well so I got worried and came over here." She spoke, grabbing the controller and going through Netflix. Corbyn pulled off his shirt as he turned to her with furrowed eyebrows.

"Are you feeling okay? You sound wonky." He sent her a worried expression as he pulled in the first clean t-shirt he had.

"I feel kind of sick, but I'll be okay." She shrugged as Corbyn started pulling off his jeans.

"Well what's wrong?" He asked not having a chance to pull on his sweats as he moved over to the side of the bed she was on. Corbyn put the back of his hand on her forehead to make sure she didn't have a fever.

"Rye you're burning up." He frowned and Rylan shrugged.

"Don't worry about me you're upset." She told him and Corbyn put his hand on his cheek to make sure he wasn't just worrying himself for nothing.

"No rylan seriously you're burning up, we should take you to the doctor."

"And you should put some pants on but you don't see me complaining." She shot back, but it came out the wrong way. Corbyn raised his eyebrows, and amused smirk plastered on his face, which caused rylan to notice how that sounded.

"No no that is not what I meant! I was just—"

"Bothering me? Yeah I know, rylan I've been dating you for almost a year." He told her, leveling himself down so he could kiss her. Jonah just so happened to walk in at that moment, jack following after. Instinctively, jack shot his hand up to cover his eyes while jonah's jaw dropped.

They we're definitely getting the wrong idea.

Corbyn pulled away from his girlfriend and raised his eyebrow at his friends. Jonah was opening his mouth and closing it like a fish as he struggled to find words on what he thought he walked in on.

"Are you just going to stand there or...?" Corbyn trailed off and jack removed his hand that covered his eyes.

His hazel eyes were wide as he pointed to corbyn which caused him to look down and noticed that he still had yet to put his sweatpants on. Corbyn rolled his eyes at his friends dramatics, being as it wasn't like he was naked or anything.

"You two are idiots."

"I see you're feeling better." Jack spoke before slapping his hand over his mouth. Corbyn just frowned and shrugged before slipping the sweats on.

"Woah woah what are you doing?!" Jonah exclaimed as Corbyn slipped in the bed next to rylan.

"Hugging my girlfriend?" Corbyn asked, thinking that was obvious.

He didn't know that jonah thought that he walked into Corbyn and Rylan about to do the dirty. And Jonah didn't know that Corbyn was just getting changed. It was a confusion all around.

"No no i saw you guys you guys were about to—"

"What?! NO! NO!" Rylan shut it down once she realized what jonah was about to say.

"Rye isn't feeling well so I was just making sure she was okay." Corbyn I formed him as he wrapped his arms around rylan.

"By kissing her?" Jonah crossed his arms and raised his eyebrow, not buying it.

"No I kissed her after."

"So you weren't going to..." jack question, waving his finger between the two of them. The couple shook their heads and and jonah let out a sigh.

"Thank God i did not want to hear that." Jonah's commentary made Corbyn roll his eyes as he laid his head on rylan's shoulder.

"I'm not opposed to i—" Corbyn began, teasing his girlfriend.

"Corbyn!" Rylan exclaimed, her face being consumed by a blush.

"I'm kidding!" He laughed, earning a glared from jonah. "Though it would make me feel better." He pointed out and Rylan pinched his side to shut him up. At the same time jonah hit him with a pillow, so Corbyn let out a shriek.

"Ow!"

"Corbyn just shut up." Jack pat his head before turning around and leaving. He expected jonah to follow after him, but the older boy stayed put.

"Let's go jonah." Jack walked back in and grabbed his arm to pull him out.

"But—"

"No let's go." Jack didn't let him get a word in as he closed the door, leaving the couple in the room. Rylan laughed at her brothers protectiveness, while Corbyn looked at her.

"Did you really have to pinch me?" He asked her and Rylan nodded.

"Yup."

"You could've just told me to be quiet."

"You didn't listen the first time."

"I think I have a bruise now." Corbyn dramatized, lifting up his shirt to check where his girlfriend had pinched him for a bruise.

"Stop being a baby."

"Kiss it better?" He pouted as Rylan let out a sneeze.

"Watch the movie."

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