(Look at daddy pony&dally😍😩)

Y/n pov
I saw the one and only ponyboy soon as I seen him I felt tears down my face I ran past ponyboy I heard the gang calling my name but I kept on running not caring who was following me I get to the park where memories played back when I killed the soc that were drowning pony man I thought to myself I went to jail because I saved pony life all because of him I said and just for him to ghost me like that just made me sob more as I see pony come up to me sitting down next to me I felt anger inside like I've never before
End of y/n pov

Y/n:what the fuck are you doing here?
*saying very angry*

Pony:I'm here to talk to you nothing much chill out
*he says angry too*

Y/n:their is nothing to talk about with you go back with your little bitch

Pony:she's not a bitch you are for what u said to her
*he says very pissed off*

Y/n:listen here Curtis *I say pulling out my blade*I just got out of jail and Im not afraid of returing so you have a few minutes to speak and explain yourself you little bitch *I say with pure hate*don't ever forget I'm a winston*I say proud*

Pony:yeah yeah put the blade down I'm not here for any trouble don't act like you don't know what you said to Cherry before u got pulled away from the cops that day

Y/n:what are you talking about
*I say questioning him*

Pony:don't act like you don't know but if you don't remember Cherry told me that she came up to you and was very sad you got put in jail  then you smacked the shit out of her because you seemed jealous that we were friends so you threatened her that if she was around me then you would kill her after your out of jail then I got really pissed off and now we're dating

Y/n:that little lying slut she's a fucking little bitch what really happened was is she came up to me and said that I deserved what happened to me and that I was a little slut and that she was going to steal you from me because she knew how much I loved you and that you mean a lot to me and that she dosent love you and that she was gonna play you

Pony:y y you loved me??

Y/n:yes I did
*kinda regret it but not because ponybitch pissed me off*

Pony:Oh well I don't know I don't believe you because I knew how much u hated Cherry guts and I know it wasn't cool what you said and when you smacked her for no reason

Y/n:fine then dont fucking believe me then just know ponyboy Michael Curtis Ive been in love with you ever since 6 grade ever since I laid my eyes on you and don't forget that night I killed that socs who was drowning you I saved your fuckin life and this is how you pay me back you wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for me just remember that curtis I may hate cherry's guts but I wouldn't do such thing ever I'm already traumatized when I killed those socs don't ever fuckin talk to me ever again and know karmas a bitch FUCK YOU PONYBOY

*I get up and flip him off and leave him their*

Ponyboy pov
Did I just fuck up with a girl who finally told me that she loved me I really loved her but I got to caught up with dating Cherry but now I'm relizing I lost y/n forever I'm going to hate myself for the rest of my life I'm never gonna recover from this I want to die the only girl who has ever loved me and thanks to her I'm here alive and this is how I pay her I fucking hate myself but I'll still believe cherry I don't know anymore
End of ponyboy pov

Y/n pov
I get home and see dally worried on the couch he looks up at me as he see my red puffy eyes
End of y/n pov

Dally:where the fuck have u been I've been worried sick about you y/n

Y/n:I know I'm sorry I was out in the park with ponyboy we talked but it didn't end well

Dally:oh my gosh man come here y/n *he says giving me a hug and a kiss on my head* it's gonna be alright I'll talk to that piece of shit and beat his ass I don't care anymore cuz no one messes with my kid sister besides me

Y/n:no dally don't hurt him
*I say worried because I knew dally could end of doing something stupid*

Dally:I don't care he messed with the wrong person that little shit I warned him and he ends up fucking up but tell me the story if u don't mind

*I tell dal the entire story and the more I said the more anger grew inside him I could tell because his face got more red then ever and his eyes looked like they were about to pop out*

Dally:alright y/n I'll be back okay I love you their some of your favorite ice cream in the fridge

Y/n:thanks dal don't do anything stupid alright please

*he nods and leaves*

Dally pov
I'm fucking pissed off I'll go over to the curtis and have a "nice" little talk with ponybitch and if I end up in the cooler I wouldn't mind coz it's all for my sister
End of dally pov

*he barges in and everyone is there Including ponyboy as darry gets up and greets Dally*

Darry:hey dal-

Dally:where the fuck is ponyboy

Darry:hey chill out dally what did he do

Dally:he knows what he did and I warned you and you didn't listen so now ur gonna pay you bitch

*dally was getting ready to punch ponyboy hard but darry stop dally from hitting pony and pony runs behind soda who look frightened*

Darry:Dallas calm down let's go outside and talk

Dally:no darry this piece of shit deserve it he hur-

Darry:ENOUGH DALLAS WINSTON COME OUTSIDE NOW

*they get out and talk for a while*

Ponyboy pov
Dally came in all mad I've never seen him this mad in my entire life if it wasn't for darry I would have probably ended up in the hospital or probably even dead I fucked up real big time but I don't care y/n hurt me then darry comes in with an angry expression on his face coming towards me
End of ponyboy pov

Darry:ponyboy come over here

*pony goes over to darry and sits down*

Ponyboy:yes darry?

Darry:you know what going on what happened

*pony explains his side and then
y/n side and darry seems to be confused by his story*

Darry:pony isn't it a little weird that after y/n gets thrown in the cooler that Cherry girl starts talkin to you all of the sudden and also pony she's a socs I don't want you hanging out with her I didn't even know you were dating her

Pony:I know I know but I can't stop seeing her darry I love her and I've always have and you know that

Darry:no pony you don't love her your only with her because your trying to get over y/n pony come on don't lie to yourself the way you looked at her the way y'all would talk and everything

Pony:i don't love y/n that for sure

Darry:okay pony whatever you say and I just don't get it why don't u ever use your head

Pony:leave me alone I've had a hard day darry

Darry:your lucky I even saved your ass from dally cus he sure was pissed off he really wanted to beat your head in

(Idk If I used that term correct 🕺🏽)

Pony:yea yea whatever I don't care

Darry:I'm very disappointed in you ponyboy Michael curtis

*ponyboy gets sad because darry never calls him by his full name unless he's really disappointed he leaves to his room with soda and darry stands their mad about the whole thing pony and soda stay silent for a while till soda speaks up*

Soda:you alright pone u seem like u haven't ate at all today?!*he says worried*

Pony:I don't wanna talk about it everyone yelling at me all day today I lost both of my best friend today what do you want me to do sit here and be fucking happy or what

Soda:damn pony chill out what do you mean you lost both of your best friends because all I know that Johnny was your best friend who else?

Pony:haha very funny *he says sarcastically* I lost y/n and Johnny they both have left me all alone y/n told me to never talk to her every again and I haven't seen Johnny in about a year

Soda:pony stop lying y/n was not your best friend and you know that pony your in love with her like how she is with you have u heard yourself when u talk about y/n and the way you guys look at each other you guys are ment to be with each other

Pony:will you knock it off not you too telling me that shit I don't love her and never have

soda:okay whatever you say

*they both say goodnight to each other*

Ponyboy pov
I do love y/n I really do but I'm with Cherry right now I can't tell anyone how I feel at all I feel alone and empty I haven't been eating for like the past week at all but I've eating probably like a apple or sum fruit I really wish I could tell her I loved her but now it's too late I've lost everyone important in my life I feel numb
End of ponyboy pov

*back to y/n*

Y/n pov
I woke up getting a proper shower since back in the cooler it wasn't the best and then I throw on some light wash high waisted shorts with a red tank top and a jacket I found I think it was pony I didn't care it was comfy I put some light makeup on with necklaces I layer then with a few bracelets I put on my gold hoop earring I go to my vanity and I see my black hair was fading and my hair is Long so then I get some money I've been saving up I head to a local pharmacy and get myself some hair dye and scissors I get home and dye my hair really black was really darker then the one that Johnny put on my hair back in the church and cut my hair to shoulder length then I thought about Johnny and then it hit me I should go see Johnny and I head over to the lot and see him their playing with his blade on the dirt and then I go up to him
End of y/n pov

Y/n:hey johnnycakes how are you!!

Johnny:y/n is that you??

Y/n:yes johnnycakes I changed a few thing

Johnny:yes I can tell you look very good short black hair suits u well u look unrecognizable I've seen u in black hair but not really dark black

Y/n:yeah *I laugh a little* so how are you johnnycakes

Johnny:I'm doing wonderful and you

Y/n:good

*we have a long conversation and then we say bye and I go back to the park where i killed some socs then I light up a cigarette then see that little slut cherry with ponybitch holding hands she was smirking at me and flipping me off and then comes up to me and before she whispers somthing in ponyboys ear *

Y/n:fuck you bitch I hate you so much you little slut

Cherry:*she chuckles hard*oh hey y/n nice seeing you here you little bitch

(Cliffhanger again lmao I've worked on this chapter all day I hope you guys like it what will happen next will pony find out?!will y/n and pony ever become friends or lovers???!!!will the truth ever come out??!!!okay yall have a good day stay gold besties love ya<33)