❛𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘦𝘮𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘬 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴.❜

DAZAI removed himself from your hugging position as he got up from the bed and put his night clothes back on. You had a hand pressed up against your face and an elbow propped up in order to look at him cover his gorgeous yet bandaged body with your lower lip in between your teeth.

You wanted to be ruined by him the whole night like a few months ago which was your first time but you didn't want to overdo it because this time your experience was different. It involved more love than lust.

The both of you had been married for almost two years now and you told him to have the first time after a year of your marriage because you wanted to get to know him in different aspects. Memories of you both traveling, trying new food and just enjoying the time flashed before you as he walked over to the bathroom to freshen up.

You couldn't care any less and wanted to lazily lay on your bed, still butt naked and the empty ache in between your thighs making you slightly uncomfortable. This time it was still okay and didn't have the feeling that maybe, just maybe, your legs were chopped off like last time, they were so numb back then that you couldn't walk.

"(Y/n) baby?"

You hummed in response, stretching your limbs.

"Come here and clean yourself up," was what he said from the bathroom.

Scrunching up your nose you spoke, "I don't want to," you whined laying on your back fully and gazed towards the ceiling.

He came shuffling from the bathroom and leaned against its door frame with crossed arms, "Can you still walk?"

You nodded, a blush creeping up your face at his question and shifted under the sheets. "Well then get your ass here,"

"But Dazai!" you whined again.

Hearing fast footsteps nearing you, your eyes widened when you saw his head hovering above you, yeeting the sheets away from you to reveal your naked, and sweaty body. Your arms covered your boobs when his arms hooked under your body and lifted you up, a yelp left from you.

"Put me down! What the hell!"

Dazai ignored your protests and walked over to the bathroom and dropped you in front of the sink, your back turned against him. Eyes meeting by staring at the mirror he could see the frown on your face and he only smirked.

His body came closer until your back was pressed up against his chest and his pretty hands roamed your waist all the way to your stomach, practically back hugging you with his chin on your bare shoulder before he whispered lowly, "If you don't want to obey me then deal with a punishment later and I won't talk with you for the rest of the day tomorrow,"

You gulped when he gave you an intimidating glare as a warning and stared at your fearful eyes intently before his touch completely removed from you and shut the door, leaving you alone to freshen up.

After a few moments you came out of the bathroom, all cleaned up to put on some night clothes on your own and slid onto the bed where Dazai was sitting, laid back, waiting for you. As you began to lay down, he followed your actions and you both layed on your sides to face each other.

Dazai was a clean person, even though before your marriage he was a mess and drunk and suicidal and all that shit, living his life with you turned him better and gave him an opportunity to work on his habits. He was your comfort person, someone you'd seek for advice, your true soulmate that you would never stop loving.

But holy shit was he good at loving you and in bed, just to add. He wasn't necessarily a beast but he wanted to try his best giving you a good experience, however today was a different story.

"Are you sure you wanted that princess?"

He questioned as his thumb went over your lips. You had thought about it for a long time and you thought having some company wouldn't be so bad. Even though you knew it'd be hard, you still wanted to live a good life with Dazai.

You nodded as his hand went to your cheek and you put your own onto it as well, kissing his skin. "I'm very sure,"

A smile tugged at his lips and he leaned in to kiss yours, his breath fanning over your face. "I'm not only gonna be your daddy?" he questioned cockily, his stupid tongue teasing you.

You hit his chest when he giggled afterwards. Your body moved closer to his and you wrapped your arm around his neck and he wrapped one around your waist.

The way he stared at you always left your heartbeat quickening and loved all over again, like waves hitting you. If another pair of eyes could replace them, they wouldn't make you feel so special like his pretty brown eyes did. Your fingers ran over his messy brown curls as he leaned in.

"So do you think our neighbours heard us?"

"Hell fucking yeah I hope they did." he kissed your collarbones and left marks as he mumbled those words, his hand trailing down to hook your leg over his hip. He showered your face with kisses, wholesome giggles and laughter were the only sounds echoing the spacious room.

"Just hope that we'll get our first baby. I can't wait to see a mini version of you," said your husband, eyes sparkling at the thought of a chubby little version of you walking around your apartment. The thought made you smile widely.

"Yeah..." you trailed off.

His hands rubbed your thigh that was placed over his hip in affection as you both stared at each other again, silence filling the room. All that mattered was him and him alone and nothing more or less. Moments like this always comforted you when you were stressed because of work and life and calmed down your anxiety.

The thought of you both could have a baby in a few months wouldn't leave you and you felt all giddy and excited, being titled a mom and taking care of it. You both loved kids.

"I love you,"

He pressed a kiss onto your forehead when you replied, "I love you more,"

A few minutes passed of you laying in silence, the wind blowing strongly outside, the sounds of rustling trees reaching your ears.

"How's Chuuya?"

A groan left Dazai, "Ughhh why talk about that shrimp, you ruined the moment,"

You giggled, "Come on, answer me, is he still searching for one night stands every day?" He nodded tiredly, "Yeah well, guess those women can't deal with a small dick-" you hit him hard, making him wince.

"That's so rude! Tell me, is he alright?" you urged for a second time, not wanting to deal with him roasting his close companion.

He sighed, "Alright. He's good, a pain in the ass, but he's still kicking and doing his jobs at the mafia." he repositioned himself so his head was laid against the headboard and he put his hand behind his head.

"I see.. tell me more!" you moved so your arm was on his chest along with your chin placed on it, your eyes locked with his.

Humming he reported you how his current colleagues were doing and you listened intently, missing them because you were too busy with your own job. They were always welcoming and more serious than Dazai but they never failed to make things exciting and crazy when you were there as a visitor. Atsushi was one of your trusted friends and you remember him having a small crush on you when you and Dazai weren't a thing yet. You're about two years younger than Dazai and you saw the young adult at the library once, struggling to talk with the librarian because of his anxiety and awkwardness and you immediately jumped in to help him. That's where your bond started to grow and you spent more time together. He was a good kid, like a younger brother you always wished to have.

"And then I used mushrooms to kill myself but turned out they made me high, tying up poor Atsushi and getting my ass whooped by none other than blonde ideal daddy with boomer glasses himself, "

You laughed hysterically at your husband, face buried against his chest. How was he so hilarious without even trying? Oh wait. It's the depression and trauma.

"How?" you kept wheezing, making him crack up as well as he shrugged. Literally an hour had passed of you two talking, topics from about his colleagues, to his times with Odasaku, his times trying to flirt with women - who you were, by the way, sorry for - to him roasting Chuuya - which you also expected from him - and to him telling you his past silly suicide methods.

It was guaranteed by you that this night had been the best of all time, laying here with your husband, in his arms, you made love, hoping to bring a new life to the world and teach it many things, it made you beyond happy. You didn't have time to give yourself fully to your husband because you two were too busy and there was this lack of needed affection and spending time together. But whatever was about to come in the future, you'd never leave Dazai's side, you'll always go through thick and thin, just like you've always have.

A yawn left your lips and you covered your mouth with your hand, eyes closed. Dazai saw that and smiled, patting your hair, the tiredness had fully creeped onto him. He was about to pass out, so he turned his body to his left.

"Baby, I think we should go to sleep," he said as he turned off the lamp and hugged you closer to him. "I agree.." a yawn left your mouth and you snuggled your face into his neck.

"Good night, princess,"

Your lips made contact with his neck, "Good night, Da..zai..."

And just like that, you fell asleep.

• • •

hi, so um. i was bored and i was like 'why not do this' and i know this is a smut free book and i'll keep it that way but that moment you made love to someone and then you anticipate a baby? idk makes my heart flutter :((( uwu and yk actually some lines were more sexual and the part where he wrapped his arms around the reader when they're naked, well, there was one more detail but i realised it was too much and i was like 'well shit, let's fix this'. anyways. and btw!! i will be doing only 20 one shots bc idk my life won't allow me to do more.. i'm sorry. it literally went from optimistic me saying 100 one shots to 50 and then to anxious and burnt out me saying 20 one shots ㅠㅠ

i hope you enjoyed it! thank you and please vote if you liked it! love you guys sm <3

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