JIN'S POV:

(starting povs finally)

Namjoon and I waited for a really long time. Namjoon eventually fell asleep, but I couldn't sleep. I wanted to be with my Taehyung.

I can't believe that all of this was happening. My heart ached and I never stopped crying.

After waiting like 2 hours, even though it felt like forever the doctor came to me and talked about Taehyung's condition.

It wasn't good. I didn't say a word to the doctor. I just nodded my head and starred blankly at the floor.

"please just tell me he'll be alright.." I said finally.

The doctor paused.

"he'll be alright.. You can go see him now Jin." he said smiling softly.

I felt more tears fall down my cheeks.

"thank you.." I said and the nurse took me to his room.

I opened the door, and saw him lying stiffly. His eyes were closed and I could see tear marks on his cheeks.

"Taehyung.." I said softly.

He turned his head and looked at me. He looked pale and sad. My heart dropped.

He smiled at me and gestured a hand for me to sit next to him.

I sat next to him, and moved his hair from his face. I looked into his eyes, I saw pain, suffering. I couldn't see him like this, it broke my heart.

He gently caressed my face. I tried to stay strong but began sobbing again.

"no.. Jinnie, I'll be okay" Taehyung said between sobs.

"I love you Jin" he said wiping my tears away.

"I love you too Tae.. So much" I smiled at him, and he smiled back.

I never want to leave his side. I laid down next to him and cuddled him.

Namjoon then came in, his sad face brightening slowly as he saw Tae.

"Taehyung-ah" he said and hugged him tightly.

Namjoon sat at the end of the bed. I could see he was trying to be strong.

Taehyung fell asleep after we all talked for a bit. I never left his side. I stayed by him and watched him sleep. I was still not able to sleep, it was too much.

I quickly got a coffee and checked the time, 2:07 am.

I kissed him on the forehead and sat on one of the chairs beside his bed.

I grabbed his hand and held it, never letting go.

The sun soon came up and I watched it, trying to find peace. Taehyung woke up about 2 hours later and the nurse bought him breakfast.

He ate slowly, taking his time with each bite. After breakfast the nurse asked me if I could help him shower, I accepted and took Tae to the bathroom.

He sat on the edge of the bath and covered his eyes.

"what's wrong Taehyungie" I said moving his hands away from his eyes.

His tears fell slowly. I wiped them away and held him. He buried his head in my chest and I caressed the back of his head softly.

"what's gonna happen to me Jin" he said slowly moving his head away.

"I.. I don't know" I said helping him up and taking off his hospital gown.

I helped him in the shower and washed him. He stayed silent, I knew he felt helpless and weak.

What hurt the most was that  I couldn't do anything to make him feel better..