K. T. H: wished

I wished,
Feelings may never returned
Seems like I was okay with that

Okay
Being numb
Not having any feelings

Cause ,
Only feelings that have returned are
Pain, hurt and anger

I want
To slit my chest and
Yank my heart out

Cause
It just hurt and pains
Seeing you in else's arms

Pain oozes day by day
I wished
Feelings may never returned

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