Suddenly Alex jolted and hissed in pain as I saw this purple spark hit him. "Alex what was that?" I was worried "You know when we were late for Julies dance.." "yeah continue" "So basically we went to this club thing and ever since we've been getting these shocks. We think we have some sort of unfinished business" He goes on. So I get emotionally attached to a ghost then this happens. wow. It's just my luck Isn't it, one of the first guys who has ever actually respected to me, even though he isn't real which means respect doesn't really count...

"What do you mean by unfinished business?" I questioned him "When we died there was one thing that we about to do..." he paused "let me guess...the Orpheum?" He nodded "You have to play the Orpheum...how long do you even have?" He looked at me directly "I don't know but the jolts are getting more and more intense the longer we wait...so It would be handy If we had the chance any time soon" I just stare at him feeling so many things... I didn't like that even after he passed, he had to go through so much pain. It wasn't fair "I promise we'll get you there as soon as possible" I lowered my hand onto his.. It didn't go through. I took my hand away quickly then he stared at me "what was that... I felt you" He says "SH" I shut him up and try touch his hand again only for it to go right through "Well that was a wasted opportunity" I say and he stared at the human boy in front of him In awe.

"What's that supposed to mean?" he asks softly "You should get it eventually Mercer" I looked up at his blue eyes and his blonde hair without the cap. he was really beautiful.

Me and Flynn were talking In the corner and then Flynn points out that Julie is talking to Nick.... "I think she's going to reject him" I whisper "Yeah me too... what a shame though" I shook my head "nah not really" She punched my arm. Nick left and Immediately me and Flynn walked over. "Well that wasn't just a 'what's up'" Flynn teased "What happened J" "Nick wanted to go on a date" She begins "Let me guess you rejected him because you're totally completely in love with look" I said making doe eyes at her "Well this Luke thing Isn't going away anytime soon" "yeah being in love with a ghost sucks" I stated and did the normal head shake at me.

Once I got home I was motivated to work on a new song... Considering I don't know how much time we have left with the guys... I want to make something special based of what I've been feeling. I came up with a melody at school in my free periods I just needed my brain to let loose and let the lyrics flow through. I took a deep breath then begun the chord progression I used at school.

Yelling at the sky
Screaming at the world
Baby, why'd you go away?
I'm still your girl
Holding on too tight
Head up in the clouds
Heaven only knows
Where you are now

How do I love
How do I love again?
How do I trust
How do I trust again?

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost

Never got the chance
To say a last goodbye
I gotta move on
But it hurts to try

How do I love
How do I love again?
How do I trust
How do I trust again?

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost

How do I love
How do I love again?
How do I trust
How do I trust again?

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song

Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost

I just needed to let everything out... I hear my phone notification and It's from Julie in the group chat...I don't know If the boys told her yet... It was urgent so I'm assuming it is.. Flynn comes to my house then we both walk over to Julies. We get to her room and she stops us as we get closer to her "don't get to close, everyone I seem to care about disappears" And when she said that I put my head down "Did you know" Julie asks as she noticed my sudden mood change "Alex told me last night" I muttered "You can't get rid of me I'm like crazy glue for Best Friends" Flynn adds "I just don't get it. Right when my life starts to get good again, Great friends, great band, great band then BAM!" Julie holds up an illustration of an explosion

"I seriously don't know why all of this is happening... But that's going to be a great album cover one day" Flynn smiles at her friend and I sit next to her and comfort her. Flynn starts folding a sweatshirt of Julies. She pulls out a shirt... "woah" she talks to herself while holding It up "did you know this was in here?" "No, The guys say they didn't know my mom so why would they lie?" Julie looks at the shirt confused "but what if she knew them" I added "I mean, sunset curve was playing the Hollywood Club scene back then" "Oh my god... what if you were right... what if the guys are connected to your mom" Flynn gasps "because she bought their T-shirt?" Julie says sounding unconvinced. "Look you're going to lose them no matter what... but they helped bring you back to life. Now you have to help them" I nodded in agreement with what Flynn was saying. "You guys have to let them go..." She says looking between me and Julie.

how am I supposed to let go of something that I haven't held.

- Jules Summers.

A/N: This fanfic has been so fun to write. I literally wrote half of it in less than 24h so that I could get back to working on other projects.