You no longer see the stars in his eyes. It was just plain, black eyes.

"Hanee, don't be absurd" he grabbed your hand.

"We're in the mafia, lee heeseung. And our job is to kill those who rape, do drugs, murder, sexual harassment. You know this shit better than i do"

"So can i kill her? Since she sexual harrassed you?" you lift his head up to look at you.

"It doesnt work that way" he look away.

You laughed.

"And its fine for you to kill Jae Hwa? Heeseung, you're a jerk" you flipped your hair out from your face.

He kept quiet and you thought for a second. You look behind you and realise you were on a bridge. You smiled.

"Alright.." you climbed up the railings. You balance yourself.

"Hanee what the hell are you doing" Heeseung panicked.

"Dont come any closer" you said and laughed.

"Fine, you said that you love me. You killed Jae Hwa cause he sexual harrassed me. But im not allowed to kill her sister." you said, slowly walking on the thin railings. You shivered from the cold wind.

"Hanee get down please" heeseung begged, tearing up.

"If She was here, standing right next to me, right where i am, and we decided to jump, who would you save?" you stopped and look at him.

"Hanee please don't" he cried.

"Answer me. Me, cause you love me, or her, cause you felt bad that you killed her sister?" you clench your fist.

"Choose, or i'll jump"

'if this is the only way to know if you really love me, i will do it'

"Get down Hanee please. We can talk this out. Don't do this to me" he begged you.

"I love you, Lee Heeseung. I fell for your charms, your personality. But you called me annoying. You weren't exactly honest with me. You should have told me. You should have told me everything." you said slowly.

"Maybe us meeting was a mistake"

"Maybe im just a burden to you. Maybe i don't deserve to be loved or love anyone. Maybe i should have just killed myself after killing my mom" you smiled, tears rolling.

"No, Hanee, Don't say that. You're not a burden to me. You're precious to me. You're someone i want to protect. Hanee, i love you, please believe me" Heeseung came closer to you. 

"I won't do you any good Heeseung. Im a pain to the team. I shouldn't have come here. The guys are too precious to go through all the shit i've done" you cried, ready to jump at any time.

"Hanee" he called you.

You suddenly felt dizzy and wanted to vomit. You covered your mouth. You were losing your balance. You leaned to the back ready to drop. 

Heeseung grabbed your arm and pulled you down, back to the road. You fell onto the ground. You vomitted. Heeseung hold your hair as you vomitted. 

"Im tired" you said and sat down. 

Heeseung put his suit around you. He hugged you. 

"I promise you, you're worth to be loved or love. You're the best thing that has happened to me. So please, don't do that again. Please forgive me. It was all my fault. Im sorry. Don't leave me" you felt his tears falling. 

You cried in his chest. 

"You can kill her. You can do anything to her. Just don't leave me. Please. Kill her for me" he said, stroking your hair. You smiled.

"I spent the past few days finding your father. You can call Taeyong. He'll explain everything to you. Im sorry for being a jerk, please forgive me" he said, tightening the hug. 

"I love you Hanee" he said and you hugged him.

"I love you too Heeseung" you said and you fainted in his arms.

-  Sunghoon pov -

Heeseung hyung suddenly called.

"Hyung? Is she okay?" you asked him.

"Call the doctor.  Hanee passed out" he said slowly in a low voice.

"Im reaching soon, so please, call the doctor" he begged and you could hear him crying. 

"A-alright. Hyung, hang in there" you ended the call and called the doctor.

"Mrs Kim, we need you again. Please hurry" you told her and ended the call.

'please be okay, both of you'  you clenched your fist together. 

"Hyung, is everything okay?" Jungwon asked. You look at Jay and the maknaes who were sitting down on the stairs, waiting for Heeseung and Hanee to come back.

"Everything is a mess right now" you said.

"But it will be okay. Hanee is probably feeling bad and guilty for dragging the team down. Heeseung hyung is upset that he disappointed us. but..we'll be okay" you tried to brighten up the mood. 

Everyone kept quiet. You were deep in thought. Jake is on the way home. You called him to rant to him. You didn't know what to do or say. You were both Heeseung's and Hanee's best friend, but you knew both of their intentions were good. 

You sighed. Jake, Hanee and Heeseung's fate were messed up. They had to go through the worst things. You were upset that you couldn't do anything to help. You just wanted the team to be happy again.

The door bell rang and you open the door. You invited Mrs Kim in. She looked at you and the guys.

"Oh god, how did you guys turn out like this?" she sighed and headed up to prepare.

'i too, don't know when and why things go wrong'

You heard the car's engine. You heard Heeseung's footstep. He was carrying her in his arms, looking a mess. You could he see that he cried. Jay ran to him and he took Hanee from his arms. Jay rushed to the guest room.

"She was about to jump, because of me" Heeseung hyung suddenly said. 

All of you gasped.

You look at him slowly losing himself, face getting paler.

"But i caught her. She's safe" he smiled and dropped to the floor, unconscious. 

'god, why is this happening to us?' you ran to him and picked him up. 

"Mrs Kim, Heeseung hyung fainted too" Niki yelled for Mrs Kim.

"Bring him here" you heard Mrs Kim yelling from the guest room. You laid him down beside Hanee.

"Oh dear" Mrs Kim sighed when she saw both of their faces. You sat beside the bed.

"I didn't expect her to be the person who drinks and go clubbing" Mrs Kim said, wiping the dirt off Hanee's face.

"They fought and they let their emotions get over them" you said.

"That could happen..but im glad. They have each other" she smiled. 

You heard running footsteps. You saw Jake panting and panicking.

"The new member, Jake. Hanee's suppose to be ex fiance.." you said to her when she looked at you. Jake saw you and looked at the doctor. He bowed.

"Im sorry for barging in" he said. 

"It's alright" she smiled.

"Are they alright? Oh god. Hanee" Jake touched her face and hold her hand. He noticed the scars on her palms, created by the vases and glasses.

"Oh god" he cried.

"Hanee is good hands. She didn't eat before drinking, and led to this. Heeseung overwork and needs a lot rest. He pushed himself too hard" Mrs Kim wiped his face.

You and Jake sighed, looking.

"What exactly happened to them that made her go insane like this?" Jake asked you.

"The sister of hyung's ex came and drugged him, i don't know what she wants. Hanee saw her coming out of his room. Then..this happened?" you explained.

"So you know her? Where does she live? I'll bring her here" Jake said, standing up.

"Let's deal with her later. We have to focus on them now" you stopped him from going.

"I let her go, and this happens?" Jake said, looking down. Mrs Kim was shock to hear that. 

"Jake, this happens for a reason. Let's calm down ya?" Mrs Kim said and he calms down.

"How's your mother?" you ask him.

"She's...okay. Well and healthy. She cried for a few hours. I mean ofc, she thought i was dead. She said she missed Hanee" Jake smiled, caressing Hanee's cheeks.

Jake look at her outfit.

"Just why in the world would she go clubbing wearing something like this? It affected her real bad huh" he stared at Hanee.

"She's not okay. Ever since i met her for the first time, i know that she wasn't okay. She keep things to herself, doesn't she?" Mrs Kim stared at her too.

You and Jake nod.

"Hanee" you heard Heeseung talked.

"Hanee" he talked again. You woke him up.

"Hyung.." you tapped him and he woke up.

"shit" he sat up and look at the person beside him.

"she's okay right? She's fine. right?" heeseung look at you and Mrs Kim.

"Yes she is. She just drank too much and she just needs food in her system" Mrs Kim said.

"Thank god..." he said and look at Jake who was looking upset and disappointed.

"Jake, im sorry. I promised you that i will take care of her, im sorry" he said, almost begging.

"I know, but i told you. We both agreed to protect her together. So im at fault for leaving too. I should have stayed by her side" Jake said, caressing her hair.

"How lucky Hanee is. She has 7 guys to protect her" Mrs Kim chuckled.

"Heeseung, you need plenty of rest so please go to your room now, and sleep for at least a day" Mrs Kim advised.

"i- i cant do that. What about Hanee?"

"Hanee probably wants you to rest too. Stop being stubborn and listen to me for once" she scolded him.

You and Jake stood up to help Heeseung up. He looked at Hanee once more and we left the guest room.

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