The hallway was quiet. Everyone was frozen. The only light was coming out of Heeseung's room.

You felt your heart slowly ripping apart.

"Opps. Oppa your team is back early" the girl chuckled. You look at her hand and saw her holding a piece of the glow in the dark stars you pasted.

'How did this mf get that?'

"w-what the hell is happening" Jay stuttered.

you laughed.

"bloody hell" you cursed.

"I didn't get second stitches to see this women taking a piece of my stars" you yelled.

She grinned and shrugged.

you watched the girl zooming pass you and the guys.

You grabbed her face to take a good look.

"You?" Sunghoon said, recognising her face.

"Long time no see, Park Sunghoon" she smirked.

She smacked your hand away and ran out of the house. You look back to Heeseung. He was leaning against his room door.

"Who the hell is she?" you ask sunghoon. He paused.

"The sister of his ex's girlfriend. The one he killed" Sunghoon said. Everyone gasped.

'what is this'

you started crying, trembling from anger. Then you laughed.

"n-noona" Sunoo touched your shoulder.

"I can't do this anymore" you said.

You went to your room and slammed the door, bear still in your hands. You locked it.

"Hyung what the hell?" you heard Sunghoon yelling at Heeseung in the hallway.

You covered your ears.

'this isn't happening. This is definitely. not happening' you said to yourself.

You stuffed your ears with your earpiece. You blasted songs so you couldn't hear the arguement between the guys.

You threw the bear into your closet. You didn't want to see it at all.

'What is this?' you laughed insanely.

you didn't know what to do. The betray you felt was eating you up.

'he let a girl. in his room.. she took a piece of my stars. She-' you cried even more.

'i've never seen his chest before but he-' 

'what did i do? why did this happen? how?'  there were many questions in your head.

'they. slept. together' that thought kept spinning in your head.

You shouldn't have let him in your heart. You shouldn't have. 

What happened? What changed him? Why was he doing this to you?

The next day, you were still crying.  Your ears were still plugged in so you couldnt hear anyone or anything  You just cried. You spent the day tearing and cutting the bear apart.

You broke the glasses and vases in your room. You went crazy. Your hands were bleeding, but who cares right?

You couldn't take it anymore.

You look at your window and got an idea. You washed up and got ready.

"Hanee!" you heard Heeseung knocking desperately.

You put a chair against the door. You ignored him.

You called Jaehyun and Yuta.

"Let's do it. Clubbing? Im in"

"Hanee? Isn't this too sudden though?" Jaehyun asked.

"So you guys don't wanna go with me? Its fine. i can go myself" you look into the mirror, checking yourself out.

You were wearing the short dress Jay bought for you.

"Okay okay. we'll go. We'll meet you there" they said and you hang up.

You grinned. You tied your bedsheet to your bed frame.

Even though you were wearing a dress, you hanged your bag on your neck and slide down from your window. Nothing could stop you now.

'this shit is fun'  you smiled and quickly ran to your bike before the guys caught you.

You pushed the bike out of the front gate and to the streets. You got on it and started heading to the club.

- Sunghoon pov -

"Hyung give it a rest. She's probably so mad and she needs space" you crossed your arms. Heeseung was kneeling on the floor, feeling guilty.

"But its so quiet. Shs stopped screaming and throwing stuff. Im worried. what if something happens to her?" He leaned against the door.

"With all due respect hyung, you should have thought about that before letting that wrench into this house. Or calling Hanee annoying" you started to get pissed.

"Let her be. She probably fell asleep" you told him and walked away.

- author nim pov -

Hanee took a good 15 minutes ride to the club. She was happy that she could see the night sky.

"Shit this feels good" she shouted.

She parked her bike and got off her bike. A few guys were already staring at her. She smiled and went in.

'its my first time but Jaehyun and Yuta aren't even here yet'  

she got in the club and look around, trying to find Jaehyun or Yuta. Many people were staring but she liked the attention.

'at least these people are giving me attention'  she laughed in her heart.

She went to the bar and sat down.

"First time?" the bartender asked.

"Yeah, so just give me anything with alcohol in it" She simply just said.

The bartender scoffed.

"Girl, that's a bad shit to say here, but alright. Since its your first, lets make a good impression huh?" he smiled and started making the drink.
[im sorry idk how this works 💀💀]

Hanee smiled. She texted Jaehyun and Yuta.

"Helloo~ are you two reaching? Im very lonely"

"Crap, you've reached already? Don't drink anything without us" Jaehyun texted.

"Here," the bartender gave her the drink and she took a sip.

'holy shit it burns'  she coughed and the bartender laughs.

"you'll get used to it" he says and she smile.

"Already did" she replied back to Jaehyun.

"Hanee- wait for us and don't go anywhere. What happened to you??" Yuta asked.

"im just bored. Hurry come~" she texted and drank.

She got tired of waiting so she drank up 3 shots. The burn hurts but it hurts more to know Heeseung slept with his dead ex's sister. That's messed up.

The bartender just stares at her, slowly doing his job. She started to get dizzy.

'oh shit is this how it feels like to be drunk? am i drunk?'  she rest her head.

"where the hell are they?" she look around to find any sight of Jaehyun or Yuta.

"You're waiting for someone huh?" the bartender ask her and she nod slowly.

"What man leaves their girl waiting for him?" he scoffed and she laughed.

"They're just friends" she said sloppily. Her face was getting red and she couldn't focus on anything anymore.

For sure, it helped her forget about Heeseung for a moment.

She felt someone touching her waist. She turned and saw a man in a suit.

"Hey, you alone?" he said smiling, touching her more. She didnt care at that point and just look away.

"Silent treatment huh?" he smirked and she look at him.

"You look rich, but your personality sucks. We just met and you're already touching me?" she point to him up and down. He laughed.

"You're cute" he brought his face closer to her neck. She push him away.

"Fuck off, im not in the mood" she pushed him away.

'I totally forgot this place is filled with asses'

She tried squirming out of his grips. The bartender was too busy entertaining other customers.

"Dude get lost. Don't touch her" she heard two guys saying and shove the guy away.

"What the hell?" the man yelled.

She saw Jaehyun and Yuta sitting beside her.

"Oh yall are here~" she said happily. They look at her, shocked.

"Hanee how much have you drink" Yuta hold her shoulders.

"A few? Hehe" Hanee giggled happily.

"Bro she's drunk. And we just came here" Jaehyun told Yuta.

- Hanee (you) pov -

"Drinkk with mee~" you tapped the table. Jaehyun and Yuta look at you and ordered their drinks.

"What's wrong with you? Did something happen at home?" Jaehyun pushed your hair behind your ears.

Your expression suddenly changes to sad.

"I don't know? Maybe?" you said sadly, looking down.

"Something did happen, right? Do the guys know you're here?" Yuta asked and shook your head.

"i snuck out" you giggled.

They sighed.

"Are you proud of me? At least you 2 should be proud of me" you said, getting upset.

Jaehyun pat your head.

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked.

You shook your head. You look around and realise their legs were behind your chair. As if they are ready to launch at anyone who were getting close to you. The guys in the club looked to scared to approach you, thanks to Jaehyun and Yuta.

You giggled.

"You two protect me better than that heeseung jerk" you said, rested your head on the table.

Yuta look at you and then to Jaehyun.

"So this is about Heeseung huh?" Yuta asked.

"He slept. With someone" you blurted out.

There was a moment of silence.

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hardcore cursing incoming ok I WARNED