You saw heeseung and you started crying a lot more.

'thank god. please help me it hurts'

"Hey, stop crying" Jae Hwa touched your face and wiped the tears.

"You have to save it for later" he said with a smug face.

You look at heeseung and he was getting ready his gun. Jae Hwa looked into your eyes scoffed.

"He's here, isn't he?" he whispered to you. You panicked.

"No no no- Heeseung!" Jae hwa turned and threw the knife, aiming at Heeseung. Heeseung reacted fast and dodge it.

"Fuck" Jae Hwa took out another knife and put it against your throat. Heeseung pointed the gun at him.

"Let her go, you dickhead" heeseung said, you could see him being angry.

Jae Hwa scoffed. "Hyung, why are you angry? Im just helping you get rid of this girl. She will dragged the whole team down" he yelled.

'he's right though. All these time, because of me, they had to go through. I faint many times. im too problematic'

Suddenly the rest of the members came surround the building.

"Noona!" Sunoo cried, trying to walker closer.

"Don't come any closer or i will slit her throat open" he said and pressed the your wounded stomach.

"I can do alot worse than this" he smirked.

"You jerk!" Heeseung was about to flung at him when Sunghoon caught him.

"Hyung no! He has a knife at her throat" Sunghoon grabbed him.

"What do you want?!" Heeseung yelled.

Jae Hwa shrugged. "Money? Kill her and escape?"

Niki and Jay started walking slowly towards Jae Hwa. Slowly surrounding him.

"Just let her go" Jungwon plead.

Jae hwa cut another line on your stomach. More blood came out.

"Not happening" he laughed

"Jae Hwa!" Heeseung yelled and you used your last strength and stomp on his feet.

He falls back. Jay and Niki ran to him and grabbed him. Niki smacked the knife out of his hand. Jungwon kicked his knees, making him dropped to the ground.

Heeseung ran to you who was nearly dead from all the blood that you lost.

"Hanee, im here. Good job, you did well. Im sorry im late" he said while you cried.

He cut the knots and rope. When you're finally freed from the ropes, you stood up, holding the wounds on your stomach. More blood splurt out. Your legs went weak but Heeseung caught you in his arms.

Jae Hwa laughed. "Why do you guys like her so much? She's weak! She'll drag the whole team down! She's useless!" He tried to struggle out of Jay, Niki and Jungwon's grips. Sunghoon punched him repeatedly in his face.

"Your punches are weak compared to hers" he said in between punches.

"she's a lot better than you for sure" Jay said and smacked his head.

"If she isn't hurt right now, she could defeat you in a fight" Jungwon added with his killer smile on his face.

'oh god' you facepalmed.

"Okay Let's go" Heeseung said, slowly pulling you away.

"Hanee!!" Both you and Heeseung stopped.

"Fuck you! No wonder your family is gone! They're dead cause of you!! You killed them!" he laughed, even though his face is bleeding from the punches Sunghoon gave him.

Your heart sank.

'its true' 

"Shut up." heeseung said, his eyes were getting dark. He wraps his arm around your waist with one hand and points the gun towards Jae hwa with the other. His finger on the trigger.

"Do it! I Dare you!" Jae Hwa screamed and laughed like an insane man.

Heeseung glared. He covers your eyes.

"Cover your ears" he ordered you and you listened.

You covered your ears with your trembling hands. Now, you can't see or hear anything.

[bang!]

You flinched as tears rolled down.

"Im sorry. I don't want to upset you like last time" heeseung said, still covering your eyes. He pulled you into a hugged, your head in his chest.

"Im sorry, im sorry" he stroke your head. He looked down at your stomach and saw the blood dripping.

"Let's go" he picked you up in his arms,carefully, trying not to open up the wounds more.

"Burn the body, Sunghoon, called for the doctor at the mansion" he ordered the guys and walked out. You look behind him and saw a flood of blood on the ground, Jae Hwa's lifeless body on the ground.

"Don't look" he said. you looked away.

Heeseung sat you down in the passenger's seat and pulled back the chair, making you lie down. You groaned in pain, holding you bloody stomach.

"Hang in there" he ran to the driver's seat and drove. He sped up everytime you groaned. His hands were full of your blood, holding onto the steering wheel.

"H-heeseung" you called out to him.

"Yes? im here" he hold your hand.

"Im feeling cold, and i can't see clearly" you said to him slowly. You look up, you saw 2 of the same thing.

"Shit Hanee, your face is pale. Hang in there" he started panicking and speed up.

"I think im going to faint" you said as your eyes started closing slowly.

"No! Keep your eyes open," he squeeze your hand.

"I will be okay" you said to him and your eyes finally close.

- heeseung pov -

"No no fuck!" you started tearing up. You hold her stomach, trying to stop the bleeding.

'we're here Hanee. We're here. Hang in there please' you saw a doctor and her assistant waiting at the front door.

You pick Hanee up and quickly ran into the mansion.

"Please help her" you said to the doctor while they follow you up to a room. You didn't want her bed to get dirty so you used a guest room.

You placed her on the bed.

'her face is pale' you hold her hand.

"I need to undress her, please step out" the doctor told you and you walked out.

'please be okay, please be okay' you begged as you walked around. Few minutes later, the guys finally came running to you.

"Is she okay?" Sunghoon asked, panting. Everyone had a panic look on their face. Sunoo was crying.

"Noonaaa" he wailed. Jungwon and Niki hugged him.

"Have you burn him?" you asked.

"yeah, we buried his ashes" Jay said. You sighed and sat down. You started crying, covering your face with your hands, intertwined with each other. Hanee's blood on your hands had dried up.

"What do i do. Its my fault" you cried, looking down.

Sunghoon and Jay sat beside you, their hand on your back.

"Hyung, its not your fault" Jay comforted you.

"Its my fault. I brought him in" Sunghoon said looking guilty.

"if she doesn't wake up, i will never forgive myself" you said. The guys looked at you.

You stood up. " i will wash my hands" you said to them and walked slowly to the shared bathroom. You wiped the blood off as the water kept running in. You wash your face.

'get it together'

you closed the tap and walked back to hallway. You leaned against the wall, waiting patiently. Everyone was silent, praying for Hanee to be okay.

The door opened. The nurse told you guys to come in. You quickly stood up and ran in.

"She's okay. She just lost a lot of blood. 2 in 1, period and her wound" she smiled.

"She just needs plenty of rest and no trainings for a few weeks" she adviced. You walked to the bed and sat beside Hanee. You touched her face. There's more blood in her face.

"But.." the doctor said. The 6 of you looked at her.

"She's been consuming a large amount of sleeping pills" she said and you frown.

'that can't be right'

"But she stopped taking it weeks ago" you said to her.

"her body is very very weak due to the pills. If she continues eating it, it could lead to overdose" she said. Everyone had a shock look on their face. Their face were questioning.

'she's been eating sleeping pills?'

Sunghoon looked at you. you look at him. You got angry and walked angrily to her room. You barged in. You open the drawers beside her bed and went through her things.

"Hyung..calm down" Sunghoon tried to calm you down but you ignored him.

'where is it'

you went to her desk and open the drawers one by one. You got frustrated everytime you couldn't find the pills in each drawers.

'where did you hide it'

you open her closet. You aggressively flip through the clothes. You yelled in frustration.

"Hyung" you heard Sunghoon's voice getting scared.

You looked on the floor and saw something bumpy under the carpet. You lift up the carpet.

'here it is'

You picked up the packet. You read the label.

'sleeping pills'

you grabbed it tight and threw it to the wall. As you see it falling to the ground, you sat on her bed, panting and trying to calm down from anger. You hold your head. You feel like you're going insane.

'why are you destroying yourself like this, Hanee? Why?'

'i care for you, so why are you doing this?'

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