You got shock at Heeseung's words.

"I thought you were in my team, with me? Why are you suddenly with him?" Sunghoon whispered at you.

"Even i am confused" you whispered back, your face getting red.

Sunoo, Jungwon and Niki looked at each other, and smiled.

"Well, i hope we get along" heeseung broke the eye contact and look the rest of them.

"Hopefully i can be a hyung to you guys" he smiled.

Your heart softens.

'awwwww'

Jay, Sunoo, Niki and Jungwon smiled. except for that idiot. he just looked down.

"Okay, rest well" heeseung said, looked at you and walked up the stairs to his bedroom.

After the door closed, you turned to them.

"Noonaa, where is your bedroom? Can i take the bedroom beside yours?" Sunoo cling his arm to yours.

"Suree!" you smiled.

'he's so pure and so bubbly'

"Yah! Don't cling to herr" Sunghoon pulled you away from him.

"Wae??? We are going to spend the rest of lives together so why nott?? Noona is cool unlike you" Sunoo said to Sunghoon. You gasped.

"Yah!! Im older than you" Sunghoon got mad and Sunoo shrugged.

"Hyung, you're sleeping with me right?" Niki asked Sunoo.

'HUH?'

"Yah! We moved to the mansion, why are you still scared?" Sunoo looked at him.

"The ghost could follow us here" Niki said.

"Ghost what ghost?" you asked Niki.

"Apparently the other recruits saw ghosts and Niki got scared" Jungwon said, shaking his head.

"Ah please!!" Niki begged.

"Ah, finee" Sunoo said and grabbed his bag up the stairs, Niki following behind.

you stared at them and look at sunghoon.

"No wonder you look drained" you facepalmed.

"See. i told you" sunghoon said.

"Jay and Jungwon, you can just pick any room" you smiled.

"Ah, thanks noona" jungwon smiled with his dimple and went up.

"Thanks lady" Jay joked.

"Yah!" you were about to punch him when he ran away.

"You too Jae Hwa" Sunghoon said. Jae Hwa nod and makes eye contact with you. He smirked and walked up the stairs.

'tf you smirking at' you cursed at him

"Why do you look at him like that?' Sunghoon asked when he noticed you glaring at him.

"Its nothing..go rest." You shoved Sunghoon. 

You closed your bedroom door and laid on your bed.

'Omg today was a long day'  you stared at the ceiling. 

You suddenly thought of the members.

'They're so cuteee. Hopefully we can get closer' you smiled to yourself.

'Jae Hwa...i have to be careful' you sigh in frustration.

Then you suddenly thought of heeseung. You smiled. You grabbed your necklace and hold it tight.

'Jakey, can i finally be happy? How are you? I miss you' you kissed the necklace.

You sighed and went to bath. After bathing, you were chilling on your bed when you heard a knock. 

"Noonaaaaaa" 

"YAH! DON'T COME IN YETTT. WAIT"

you quickly changed to a long pants and tshirt.

"YES OK COME IN" you were panting. The door open and you saw Sunoo. 

"Hellooo" Sunoo walked sassily to you.

"Yess sunoo shiiii?" you laughed.

"Let's wear face masks together" he showed the face masks to you and gave one packet to you.

"HAHAH Okayy" both of you skipped to the bathroom. 

"Is this your first time wearing a mask?" Sunoo asked, seeing how you were reading the instructions.

"Yep, i didn't have the chance to wear one" you said, still reading the instruction.

"Okay come let me teach you" you both sat down in front of the mirror.

"Peel the packaging off, then wet your face. Then you unfold the mask. The two holes on top, for your eyes, while the big one for your mouth" he explained while you followed his instructions.

You put the mask on your face.

"Ah! Coldd!" you yelled. Sunoo laughed.

"I put it in the fridge. That's why its cold." he helped you adjust the mask.

"Fridge? You mean the fridge in the kitchen?" you asked.

"No, i brought a mini fridge here" he said.

'hUH?'

"You bought a mini fridge?" you asked, shock. He nod cutely.

He put on his mask when suddenly you heard 2 voices behind you.

"So this is where you have been" you looked behind and saw Niki and Jungwon. Niki was walking in with his nintendo while Jungwon was dragging him. You look at Jungwon's pajamas.

'...teddy bear?'  you tried not to laugh.

'GOD HE'S SO CUTE PLSS. TEDDY BEAR PAJAMAS' you cried in your heart.

"Why? What do you want?" Sunoo asked him.

"Niki came to my room since you left him in the room alone" Jungwon pointed to Niki.

'omg, i didn't expect them to be this cute. Is this even a mafia team anymore'

you laughed.

"Oh gosh please help me" you laughed, your stomach hurts from laughing too much.

The 3 of them looked you, confused.

"Yall are so cute i can't-" They kept looking at you confused.

"Noona, don't laugh too much! The mask will peel off!" Sunoo scolded you.

"Okok sorry" you said and adjusted the mask properly.

"Why is it so noisy?" Sunghoon came into your room. He paused when he saw you, Niki, Jungwon and Sunoo.

"What the hell is going on" sunghoon looked at the 4 of you, trying not to laugh.

"Look at Jungwon, isn't he cute?" you couldn't help but laughed again.

"Wae? Is it weird?" Jungwon asked and he looked at himself up and down.

"No you look cute" you, sunghoon and Sunoo said at the same time.

"You look fine" Niki said, his eyes still fixed on his nintendo.

"okok me and Hanee had a long day, let her rest" Sunghoon said and pushed them out.

"Bye noona, sleep well" Jungwon and Niki said as they were getting pushed out of the room.

You waved back.

"Noona, wait 20 minutes then you can take it off okay?" Sunoo said his last words until the door closes in his face.

"Okay!" you screamed back.

You laughed and plumped onto your bed.

'they're so cute' you smiled.

'okay 20 minutes?'  you took out your phone and set a timer for 20 minutes.

You were waiting patiently for the timer when you started dozing off. Soon after you fell asleep.

You woke up in the middle of night, sweating. Yes you had a nightmare again. You were panting. You took off the mask. You open your drawer and took out your fluoxetine pills. You look on your desk to find water but you forgot you finished it. You groaned and went down to the kitchen. You quickly open the door and ran downstairs. 

'its so hard to breathe'

You grab a cup and poured water. You gobbled down the pill and water. You grab your chest, stablising your breathing.

'when will this stop? please stop' you begged.

"Hanee?" someone said and you got startled.

'no please. why must it be this man' you groan. Jae Hwa walked towards you.

"Perfect timing. I was about to go to you" He grabbed your hand.

You felt weak.

"No, fuck off. Don't touch me" you pushed him and ran away sloppily to the stairs.

"Hanee" Jae Hwa was about to chased after you but he stopped. He went back to kitchen.

'idiot' 

You stumbled up the stairs, when you realised he ran away. Your breathing slowly calms down.

"Shit Hanee, Hey, you alright?" Heeseung suddenly ran up to you. You squad down, calming down.

'so thats why you ran away, coward' you looked behind you and back to heeseung.

"what's wrong?" he said, holding your shoulders, checking on you. You pointed to your chest.

"Nightmares again? Did you forget your water?" Heeseung guessed and you nod.

He pulled you close and hugged you. Your heart started beating fast.

'oh god' 

"Its okay" he pat your back. He looked at you.

"Shit, Hanee. Your face is red. Should we go to the hospital?" he looked at your face.

You pulled yourself away.

"No, im fine. I ate the pills, im fine" you said and sat down. You looked away, trying not to blush more.

'wrong time to hug sir'

"You stopped eating the sleeping pills right?" he asked.

"You crushed it remember?" you said and glared at him.

"ah, right.. You sure you will be okay?" Heeseung asked you.

"Yes, i will figure out how to sleep" you smiled.

"I will go in now. Thanks heeseung" you open the door and he smiled at you before you close the door.

You walked back and forth in your room. Trying to fall asleep.

'why is he suddenly like this? He just hugged me just now'

Thoughts were running in your mind. Even after an hour, you couldn't sleep at all. You hesitated but went to your closest. You dug through your clothes and pulled out your extra sleeping pills.

'should i... of course i had to bring extras' you sighed.

Not thinking much, you ate the pills.

'Just a little more. Just until i find something to make me sleep. I can't do this'

A few hours later, you finally fell asleep.

The next day, you got woken up by Jay, asking you to eat breakfast with them. You quickly bathed and went down. In the dining room, you saw Jay cooking and the members helping to set up the table.

'....its so busy'

You saw Heeseung looking at you and you looked away, still embarrassed about yesterday night. 

"Oh Noona! Morning" Niki waved. You smiled and sat down.

"Noona, why do you have eye bags?" Sunoo took a closer look at your face.

JaeHwa and Heeseung look at you at the same time.

"It's nothing, im just tired" you smiled and looked away. Your eyes landed on Sunghoon. He made eye contact with you. His expression changed to being worried. You smiled at him and nod, trying to say that you're okay.

"how's the mask? It's good right?" Sunoo asked.

"Yesss, my face became softer" you poked your face and Sunoo smiled proudly.

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JAEHWA, LETS FIGHT.