THIRD PERSON POV

Jay was walking back and forth in
his office after his confession.

"Never thought that I will become
weak for someone.. damn," He said
while sighing loudly. A little of his
pride was hurt due to the attitude
Jungwon showed to him. Girls were dying to be with him and the person he
want to be with... never cared for his
feelings.

His trance broke when he heard a soft
knock on the door, saying a curt come
in. he settled himself on the chair...
maintaining his posture.

Doe eyes peeked in, trying to locate the
blonde in the office... catching Jay's
attention. When Jungwon's eyes caught
the person he was searching for, he
fully opened the door and entered the
office with a pout.

Jay was confused about his behavior but somehow he gestured for him to sit down. 5 minutes passed and both were still sitting in uncomfortable silence. One is on the verge of silence. Snapping while the other is on the verge of drowning in the other's gaze.

"Umm-" Jungwon cleared his throat but
nothing came out of his mouth as he
opened and closed his mouth but ops.
He quickly grabbed the bottle of water
placed on side of the table and gulped
down the whole bottle in one go..
panting afterward. Jay was just
watching him with his mouth opened
ajar.

Is he ok?

He thought when Jungwon started wiping his palm on his pants while inhaling and exhaling sharply.

"Are you ok?" Finally, Jay asked
Concerned about his condition.

"Um. yeah. I think.. I am" Jungwon's
words came out broken, oh boy, he was damn unsure about his condition.
Jay sensed his uneasiness and got up, slowly getting up from his chair, sitting in front of him on the table.

"It's ok. I know you must be surprised
by my sudden confession but I am not forcing you to feel the same.... and about your freedom, you are free to do
whatever you want. I won't stop you
from going- going anywhere." Sadness
was clear in his voice and Jungwon felt
that. He got the sudden urge to hug the
blonde in front of him.

"Were you serious?" Jungwon asked in
a low voice, looking directly into
Jay's eyes.

"Of course I am."

"Then prove it."

"What?" Jay raised a brow.

"I said.. prove it Jay." A sudden
confidence hit his soul and said it out
loud with a cooky expression. Jay
smirked, liking the change in his
attitude.

"Are you sure?" Smirk was still
lingering on his lips when he mocked
back. Jungwom nodded with a fierce
gaze... and in the next moment he got
up from the table, leaning forward,
grabbing both arms of the chair.

"How you want me to prove?" Jay
voice was deep.. low and Jungwon gulped in response, feeling hot with close
proximity, his cheeks started getting
a new wave of heat, making soft skin
pink.

Jay was definitely enjoying the view in front of him... his smirk widened satisfied. He slowly moved his fingers on Jungwon's cheeks, feeling the heat of the silk-like skin.

"Your skin is soft Jungwon-ah." Jay

breathed caressing the soft skin and in
turn, Jungwon closed his eyes.

Oh my God.. what is he doing? Am
I giving in? Not so easy. not so easy
Jungwon. you idiot do something.

Jungwon scolded himself and after slapping himself internally he suddenly opened his eyes and got up from the chair.

"Y- you are not allowed to touch me.
Don't invade my personal bubble!"" He
snapped at his boss.

"But you said to prove," Jay blinked
innocently, completely ignoring the
shout he just heard.

"I asked to prove that you are Mafia."

"Oh about that.." He took out his gun
from his belt, which was covered in his
Coat and Jungwon's mouth hang open.

"It's just a simple gun Jungwon-ah. I
trusted you enough to share this info.
I hope you believe me." If any of his
mafia gang had heard him talking like
that, they must have mistaken him for
Someone else. But yeah he was sincere
with Jungwon.

"About my confession to you, it's also
a truth. Honestly, I am also surprised
about my feelings but I can't do anything about it." He took a step closer to Jungwon, holding his hands in his own, softly and gently.

"And I know why you want to go to
Seoul. I promise we will go next week
and find that boy but I can't allow you
to go alone. I don't want to lose my
love once again." His words caught
Jungwon's attention.

"You knew? And once again??" The
second question was more noticeable
as his eyes were more bigger than
usual.

"Yes, I know that you are in search
of some boy, and about my previous
love. she is dead." A pang of guilt filled
in his words and eyes as he said the
Word dead.

"H- how?" Curiosity was killing him
inside when Jay's eyes dimmed in an instant.

"One of our enemies was in a fight
with us and to harm me, he caught her
and-" He sighed loudly while closing
his eyes as the dead body of that fragile girl came into his mind. Since then he thought that he will never love Someone again in his life but all of his words faded in thin air when he saw Jungwon.

"I am sorry to know that. Poor her."
Jungwon mumbled sadly, feeling really
bad for the girl but Jay shook his head with a smile.

"Don't Worry, I know how to protect
someone now. That time I was young
and immature but now I am well
aware of situations."

"Ok.. so next week and please, you
Won't harm him." He demanded or
more like order. Jay raised one brow.

"And why do you think so?"

"Of course.. he is very close to me and
according to you, you love me and I
saw in movies that Mafia are always
cruel and never like other people close
to their love so they always harm those
people. Yeah." Jungwon said in one breath, moving his hands here and there while explaining.

"So you are very intelligent Mr. Yang. I
am impressed you know everything."
He joked and laughed when he saw the
wide open mouth and eyes of Jungwon.

"Don't you dare Mr. Jay. Park. He
is my only best friend and he already
suffered a lot. I just hope he is fine."

Jungwon glared at him but softened when he remembered his only best friend.

Jay came forward and hugged Jungwon who was talken aback by the sudden touch.

"I will never hurt you Jungwon ah. Not in
any way. Maybe I can't be lovey-dovey
but I can still prove my love for you.
Just- don't leave me, even if you can't
love me back.. just don't leave my
side. Please." Those words were said in a soft and low voice as Jay was nuzzling Jungwon's shoulder... who's hands were hanging on his sides as he didn't hug back.

Hearing those words made Jungwon's
hands act on their own. Moving up, his
hands reached back to other... gently
patting and then rubbing in circles..
his lips parted to say a few words that
caused the other to smile in relief.

"I won't..."

...

Sunoo was sitting in his deep thoughts, recalling the scenes from the morning. Sunghoon was behaving a little bit differently and Sunoo felt it a lot.

He didn't hug me.

He didn't call me baby.

He was counting all the things that he
missed from his lover. Pouting and
sulking was the only thing he was
doing in his thoughts. His head was
feeling a little heavy and his body
was aching for no reason. He slowly
slumped down on the chair more,
leaning his head back while closing his
eyes.

Is he still mad at me? What should I do?

"Ah what should I do?" He asked
himself while inhaling sharply. Soon
he felt two hands on his closed eyes.

"Seojunie.. don't," Sunoo whined,
not bothering to move an inch.

"Wait? Sunoo you are burning."
Seojun yelped when he felt a burning
sensation on the other's body.

"Get up. you should go to the nurse's
office or hospital. get up..hurry." He
tried to make him stand but Sunoo shook his head no and said that he just wants to sleep. Somehow they ended up on a bench where Sunoo was sleeping, his head on Seojun's lap who silently played with his soft red locks... but he ended on kissing his cheek softly, a smile crept on his face as he did that. Seojun covered his body with the long coat he was wearing before.

Later when Sunoo woke up.. his
temperature was better than before and Seojun was surprised about this but didn't say anything. Saying goodbye to seojun, Sunoo left early after talking with his teacher.

"Mr. Sunoo.. are you free?" His
guard asked him and he just nodded
in response. Drive to the mansion was
silent and Sunoo was leaning on his seat with closed eyes.

Just when he entered the mansion, he
was met with loud noises coming from
Sunghoon's room. Throwing his bag
to the side, he ran to his office which
was locked from the inside. Maybe
Ni-ki or Heeseung wasn't at home as
only Kang-min was standing there witha
Worried yet horrified face.

"W-what happened? Why his room is
locked?" Sunoo asked bewildered
as he continued knocking on the door
but Kang-min said a soft "I don't know"
in reply, causing him to be tenser.

"Mr. Park?? S- Sunghoon Hyung-g.. open the door please.. it's me. O- open the door." He said while breathing heavily, hands continuously banging on the wooden door.

"I SAID DONT DISTURB ME!"
Sunghoon's growl was followed by
a crashing sound and Sunoo panicked. He remembered how he injured himself last time and the bloodied raven-haired was the last thing he would want to witness ever again.

"Sunghoon-hyung. pl-please.. open it. For

sake.. don't be that much an- angry.
Please let me in.. please," Sunoo said as his voice was so much concerned but shaky. Another crash Sound echoed in the mansion and he looked back at kang-min with teary eyes.

"S- spare key?" He was still breathing
heavily and kang-min got worried about
his condition.

"We don't have one for his room but
Sunoo, calm down, please... you don't look good. He will be fine." Kang-min tried in a low voice but Sunoo shook his head.

"Please do... something. HYUNG.. SUN-" He yelled but his words cut off as
Kang-min yelled while catching his body.
Sunoo slumped down on the floor, his fists still on the door but couldn't bang anymore when his hands finally fell on the floor, devoid of any energy.

"Sunoo??? SUNOO?? THAN! Open
the door. Sunoo is not breathing
properly." Kang-min yelled panicked as he held the almost limp body of Sunoo who was barely opening his eyes as trying to breathe.

All the crashing sounds stopped and
soon the door opened. Sunghoon
leaned forward when he saw kang-min
crouched on the floor with Sunoo
in his arms.

"Sun-Sunoo?? ANGEL?" Feeling the dread on the scene, he quickly leaned down and tried to wake him up. Sunoo slowly
opened his eyes a bit and smiled
looking at Sunghoon. He weakly raised
his hand and Sunghoon grabbed that
quickly.. feeling the hotness of the
younger's body.

"He is burning.. call Jake. HURRY UP" He ordered kang-min while taking Sunoo's body in his arms gently as he made his way back to his room.

"Jake Hyung is not in Seoul.. he is out
of the city to attend some medical
conference," Kang-min informed him
while Sunghoon was laying Sunoo on the bed, covering his body with blankets. Sunoo was conscious but due to a high fever, he was at a lack of energy.

With his weak hands, he grabbed Sunghoon's hands.

"I a-m fine. Don't worry. W- why y-"

"Don't talk much. Kang-min call some
other doctor but trusted one."
Sunghoon shushed him and looked
back at kang-min who quickly left on
hearing that.

Sunoo felt relieved that his Sunghoon was back when he felt those warm lips on his forehead kissing him gently like ever. His worries started to disappear when Sunghoon slipped inside the blankets, hugging him closely. Slowly, he closed his eyes feeling so much tired, and let his senses disappear.

"Why everything is happening like
that?? Is my love not enough?"
Sunghoon breathed with teary eyes,
looking deeply at Sunoo, his angel,
the person who actually looks like an
angel.

His heart felt betrayed when he saw
Sunoo in that person's arms... when
he saw that person kissing his angel...
remembering those pictures, his teary
eyes become filled with anger and his
grip tightened on Sunoo's back.

"Once I get to know him...

I will kill him..... "

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