THIRD PERSON POV
"I love yo, Mr. Park."
Sunghoon was stunned... for a moment
he thought he heard wrong but no..
he heard it right.
He looked down at the limp body of
Sunoo in his arms. In standing position, he was in his arms, a little bit far from his body as his body was kind of hanging.
Sunghoon slowly brought his body close to his own and picked up Sunoo with care as his head fell on Sunghoon's chest. Closely looking at his face, he found himself attracted to the boy. Those closed eyes, long lashes, tinted cheeks, and pink lips were so tempting, A small smile formed on his own lips on the view that was short-lived when he saw a stray tear
roll on the side of his left eye and Sunghoon wiped it by brushing his
"You are so pure Sunoo..I still regret hurting you." Sunghoon mumbled and then he left the room with Sunoo in his arms.
Kang-min and Ni-ki were trying to eavesdrop but they couldn't hear Sunoo's or Sunghoon's words while Heeseung was sitting on the couch and texting someone.
Ni-ki placed his ear on the door of the room and he heard a click from the other side so he quickly ran away. Kang-min was confused at first, but then he understood and also rushed towards the couch, pretending to read a novel that was placed on the side table while Ni-ki was rushed to the kitchen.
Little did they know, Sunghoon already
knew what they were doing. He silently came out of the room and all of them looked up at him with side eyes when they saw Sunoo in Sunghoon's arms Sunghoon noticed that and he sighed.
"Sleeping," Sunghoon said shortly and
started moving toward Sunoo's room. All of the others felt relieved but not anymore when Sunghoon suddenly turned back and glared at Ni-ki and
Kang-min.
"Are you an alien? Pretending to read
a novel upside down." He said to Kang-min who was too much surprised
to say anything in defense.
"And Nishimura.. your sandal is still in the doorway." Sunghoon pointed to the door where Ni-ki was standing before. Leaving the others, he moved again, walking with a smirk while others were dumbfounded and embarrassed.
Sunghoon gently placed Sunoo on his bed, tugging him into fluffy blankets. Thank God that Sunoo already changed into comfortable clothes so he doesn't need that. He was about to leave but Sunoo mumbled in his sleep.
"Mr. Park... Don't le-ave m-e " His voice
was quite low but due to pin-drop silence in his room, Sunghoon heard that clearly.
Feeling something stir inside his heart, he turned on his heels and sat down on the bedside while facing the sleeping boy.
For a moment he thought that Sunoo wasn't asleep but after a few minutes of observation, he concluded that he was indeed sleeping.
Without his realization, his hands again made their way to the soft cheeks of the sleeping beauty, caressing softly and carefully not to wake him up while his mind
"How could you love me? I hurt you... I tortured you.. even I sold you to a player.. how could you say that Sunoo?" He mumbled in a soft voice but smiled afterward, a smile that hold hidden pain.
"If it's true, what am I supposed to do
with you? I can't love you back boy. I can't give you my heart. This is the only thing, I am afraid of. I don't want to be handled by Someone... to be controlled by someone. to be a toy in someone's hands." A sadness spread Over his face.
"I don't love you, I think I just like your
innocence. Yes... I don't love you... yet."
He stopped caressing and revert back
his hand, using the same hand to ruffle
his own hair.
"But you are doing something with my
heart.. I am not sure what I feel... but
it's not love... I can't love you back." He
kept mumbling that like he wanted to make himself sure about that but deep
inside it was just like a phrase nothing
else.
Sunoo again moved in his sleep but his peaceful expression turned into a painful one. He frowned and scrunched his nose and a small yelp left his lips.
Sunghoon knows that vodka was quite
strong for the boy and as he is already
Sunghoon quickly got up and left the room after that not before stealing a
glance at the sleeping boy. He silently
entered his room and plopped on the bed with many questions swarming in his head.
"Why does my heart always feel soft for him? I need to make a distance from him or else I will lose it." Sunghoon muttered and after checking one last time on his laptop he closed his eyes, a best way to ignore everything is to sleep.
Sunoo opened his eyes to the unease of rising feeling to puke. He got up with a throbbing head, shutting his eyes more tightly due to the wave of pain in his head, and he rushed to the bathroom. After emptying his stomach, he did his morning routine and went back to bed. It was 10 am and his eyes widened in horror.
"Damn. how could you sleep for so
long Sunoo. Sh*t! I am late" He
scolded himself and quickly changed.
"At least I can still attend a few classes." With that thought, he made his way to the living room while rubbing his temples to soothe the pain.
He thought to skip breakfast as he was
already too late. Just when he was about to leave the mansion, kang-min called him.
"Sunoo! Where are you going?" He questioned him after watching the bag
on his shoulder.
"Hi. umm well going to college. I am already damn late, talk to you later." He turned to leave in haste but this time Ni-ki grabbed his wrist.
"Hey.. you are really wasted... tch.. its weekend, you thick head!" Ni-ki mocked him and flicked his forehead but regretted after as Sunoo hissed.
"Oh.. really? Wow.. and what do you mean I am wasted?" Sunoo asked still rubbing his temples.
Ni-ki and Kang-min looked at each other and sighed.. how can he forget everything so easily after creating a whole big scene in front of everyone.
"Don't eat me with your eyes Ri-ki, tell me," Sunoo whined.
"YOU Chucked down a whole Vodka bottle," He exclaimed with horrible eyes, shivering lightly as he recalled all of his efforts to get hold of the now, innocent-looking boy.
"Actually half but consider it full, because it's one of the strongest and most expensive ones, and the horrible part is that it was Than's favorite one and
yeah... the last one in the mansion,"
Kang-min explained while counting all
points on his fingers.
Sunoo was frozen like a statue on his spot and gulped thickly after hearing the last words.
"It means... I am going to be puni-" He stopped while putting his hand on his Mouth as the urge to throw up engulfed him again causing him to rush to find nearest bathroom to ease his sickness after throwing his bag on the couch in living room.
Ni-ki also followed him quickly and waited for him outside the bathroom but the sound was quite loud so he entered the bathroom and patted the Elder's back.
After throwing up for a Few more
minutes, ni-ki washed up and again held his head which was literally hammering.
"It's ok. come here. Let mne make soup
for you, it will ease your pain." Ni-ki
pitied while looking at the teary eyes
of the younger.
He lead him to the kitchen and started
cooking for him while the blue-haired
plopped on the chair near the table.
"Did you ever drink before?" Ni-ki asked and Sunoo shook his head with a pout, he started banging his head on the table with closed eyes to ease the throbs.
"Woah, stop doing it your pretty little
head will hurt more." Ni-ki tried to stop him and for a moment he stopped. Ni-ki grinned in the victory that he listened but Sunoo again rushed out of the room while covering his mouth.
"Oh... He got a bad hangover." Kang-min
muttered while shaking his head. He
was standing there as he was also free
for the time being.
"Please watch him, kang-min hyung . After all, he is just a kid like me." Ni-ki requested the other as he couldn't leave the stove.
"A naive one," Kang-min muttered as he
followed the sick boy. He was about to
enter the room where Sunoo was in the bathroom when the younger came out of the room but again rushed back without any word. That definitely left him worried too, before he could enter behind Sunoo, someone tapped his shoulder.
"Um.. yes THAN?" Kang-min asked in a low voice, totally surprised to see the other.
"What happened to him?" Sunghoon asked.
"Hangover. well a bad one. He is throwing up since he woke up and he got the worst headache" Kang-min informed him Sunghoon nodded but with a worried look that kang-min noticed quickly.
"Don't worry, ni-ki is preparing soup for his hangover and will give him a painkiller for his headache," Kang-min
Sunoo finally came out and kang-min took him to the kitchen as the younger
was swaying lightly after retching so hard his head was spinning.
"Drink it." Ni-ki placed the soup in front of him and Sunoo started devouring it.
"Ri-ki.. I am done, right? He won't leave me this time... argh why do I always mess up... no, wait... you placed that bottle here right?"
"Yahh.. who told you to drink it? Can't
you distinguish between a water bottle
and a vodka bottle while you worked
in a club?" Ni-ki retorted at him while blinking continuously.. of course, he was nervous too.
"Ah... Ri-ki, how can I distinguish when you already tore off the label from the bottle?" Sunoo again gave him another glare and Ni-ki facepalmed.
"Ok.. but the shape of the bottle is
different, hyung." Ni-ki again defended
in a calm tone while moving closer to
him.
"Ri-ki. will he punish me again? I swear it wasn't intentional." Sunoo's voice was so low, showing that he was again scared but actually, he was sad.
"No, he won't. I promise he won't do it anymore," not after yesterday Sunoo started eating silently but soon his gaze fell on Sunghoon who was coming to the dining while talking with heeseung and smiled a bit. All of his worries vanished just by seeing that smile, that rare smile.
Sunghoon looked up at him and that's
it, his own words from yesterday night started to echo in his ears like a mantra.
"Mr. Park~ you are sooOoOo nicen
"I am not scared of you Now."
"I want to be a robber"
"I want to rob your diamond heart."
Sunoo's eyes widened and in the next moment, he choked on the soup and started coughing while hitting his chest vigorously, catching everyone's attention.
Sunghoon was also surprised but also worried as Sunoo was still coughing badly while tears already filled in his eyes. He doesn't know what happened at the next moment but he was found..
patting and rubbing Sunoo's back
soothingly.
Sunoo bit his lips while still anymore.
"Be careful.. why are you so much naive." Sunghoon scolded him but not in a harsh tone, his tone held concern and Sunoo felt it.
"So- sorry Mr. Park.. i.. that.. actually."
Sunoo didn't look up at them and left dining in embarrassment. He rushed back to his room.
"No no no... Kim Sunoo what have you
done... what you said to him... damn
alcohol... damn vodka.. arghhhhh!" Sunoo was grabbing his hair in
frustration. He continued scolding
"But he is not angry.. he didn't even punish me.. well I didn't give him any
chance to speak. What if he got angry
that I left without listening to him..
AhhhHHhhHhhhhH!!!!" He yelled, pacing back and forth in his room when all "He must think that I am crazy." A
sudden sadness spread through his mind after he was a bit calm.
"Well, he won't understand my feelings, right? It was a quite messy confession... and he might think that I just talked like that because of alcohol."A part of him was happy but he was also sad because his newly developed emotions were left
undelivered, little did he know what
he actually did.
"How I am going to face him now?" Sunoo huffed while closing his eyes as he slumped down on the floor, leaning his head on the mattress. Everything was so rushed in his life, his separation from his parents, his abused childhood, his rotten
adulthood, meeting Sunghoon and all. But all those years he yearned for what Sunghoon provided him within days, he can't help but fall for the one who literally saved him from dying in his room someday. Even when the other will stay unknown to his feelings, he won't be changing his mind and heart.
His glossy eyes stared at the ceiling, his heart again thudding wildly when he recalled that short-lived, rare, but the softest smile he witnessed earlier, he whispered out the words from his heart.
"I can't overcome my feelings... I can't."
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