Wang Yibo POV: ( bolds ones are Yibo's sarcastic self)

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I think everyone needed a doctor....why?

Strange things were taking place now a days......my teammates said I smiled frequently out of nowhere....that too without reason and only by myself......Now tell me, Was I a fool or stupid to do such things????

They said now a days it happened many times that I paced out abruptly and also my cheeks turned red.....liar!!!...ok.....ok....they said I blushed very often ......for God's sake......I am a man...how could I blush and why the hell I would even blush....and that too without reason.........so I handed them a list of names of good eye specialists and suggested a thorough check up.

You wanna know how I was so sure that I was perfectly well.....simple!!!! I asked the most trustworthy person, my husband.....Mr.Xiao said it just now a days my face was bit flustered because of the changing season and nothing much and regarding pace out..that probably I was overdoing my work or taking too much stress. He even wanted me to have a thorough check up or rest for a while..............so sweet of him~~~~

See......I told you everything had logic.......oh!!!!!really!!!!!then what was that?

Huff~~~~~Actually, that day when Mr.Xiao touched my cheek just to confirm whether I had any kind of allergy or rash, I felt like my heart would jump out from my rib cage any moment.....honestly I couldn't endure the kind of feelings that were creeping inside me at that moment.....it was like I was losing myself. 

I stood up abruptly and retrieved in my room as soon as possible without turning back.....closing the door I stood supporting my back on the door only then my eyes darted on the mirror of the opposite wall.

My both cheeks had a faint red hue where my ear tips were completely red......and no my face was not cold but hot......my breath was labored and I was hella nervous. At this moment I understood I had f*cked up.

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Things really got tangled and I felt lost in abyss,in a good way though.......it was when we went for a trip......full family!!!

After our first night convo, Mr.Xiao himself canceled our honeymoon, for which I was relieved back then, but now this thing had started bothering me......somewhere I had regrets.

We reached at our destination and got the keys for our room............Me and my husband in a single room....I.gulped.hard.

I knew it was very very normal but what to do when till date we never shared same room. Yes!! in our apartment we had our separate rooms which Mr.Xiao declared the very moment I stepped my feet inside the apartment.

I was very grateful to Mr.Xiao back then I was never so comfortable in sharing room with someone.....even if he didn't then I would have asked for so.....But now, these things had started bothering me. I didn't know why I felt insecure about my own self . Am I not that charming for my husband to lust on me? Why I never saw him jealous for me? Why he never try to invade in my room without knock?  Why he never try to take the next step in our relationship?

I scold myself thousand times for pondering on such meaningless questions. Isn't it obvious that we were agreed for a marriage for convivence then why I was even expecting such childish things?...........I must be happy that he maintained our boundary but no matter what when it comes to Mr.Xiao, I found myself weak and surrendering. 

Back to vacation.....I didn't know why but I was freaking out, I was nervous unlike our first night where I was confident and determined....my mind was going numb with each step, I was taking towards our room.

Thousands of wild anticipations were having a relay race inside my mind and opposite to my natural character....all was shifted towards erotic situations...Like...

In my imagination he pinned me on the wall just as we entered the room and tried to have his way......again in another scene he was pleading to me for permission then suddenly I was on the bed under him, writhing and moaning his name. 

I shook head to clear out my thoughts but no avail.....the very next moment my mind drifted making anticipation again. What if at the night being in same room, same bed maybe he would lose control which probably he was holding.....

Or maybe not that extend.....then maybe one of us entered inside the washroom while other was already using it?......or he unconsciously came out from washroom in towel only......or how about he came out and the towel fell down......aish~~

But what about I came out in towel with some water droplets on my prominent abs and some dripping from my damp hair...do you think he would find it sexy? Or that would seduce him?.....or that would ignite a beast inside him?....was I even that alluring in real?.........very confusing!!!!!

But why he had to initiate or things had to be done from his side....I could even pounce on him and rail him under me......wasn't it????

Wait a minute!!!! Am I sexually frustrated.....NO!!!....then why the hell I am so much into such stuffs.

stuffsss!!!....what if he had those kinds of interests......oh god!!!....was he really going to be that dominant in bed......I must say he would be very hot in that case.....but

How would I handle then.....it must be painful......ahh!!!

I came back to my senses and understood I hit against his back.....oh!!!...we had reached in front our room...he already had put the keys inside the hole......hole....shut up!!!!...what am I even thinking???

"Are you ok? Yibo....you seem lost"............he asked with concern and I looked at him blankly and blinked my eyes then regaining my senses I tried my best to reply covering my pervert thoughts and nervousness.

"Nothing!!!...I......just....."...............I again lost my voice and shuttered awkwardly.....I was really embarrassed so I just scratched my nape while thinking what to say more

"It's Ok. Don't worry I already have the solution"...........he said..........Ok???? Worry????? solution???? what he even talking about?.....nevermind

He unlocked our room and held the door for me.....once we got inside, I was really amused with the decor....it was simple and cozy but then I heard something that destroyed all my excitement.

"Yibo, do you like your room?"..............he asked making me frown...........my room??? weren't we staying together?????

I would have asked but as usual he was faster to answer.

"I have already asked the hotel for another one"...............so this was what he was mentioning about....humph!!!........"They are arranging.....so by the time we will come back from our side visits...I will take my leave......I hope you won't time if I use your washroom for this one time only.".............he said and I just nodded curtly for which he went inside the washroom.

I swear....for the first time I wanted to cruse and I cursed...........'What the fuck!!!!'........not loudly, inside my mind. I felt red smoke coming out from my ear and nose.....I was really mad. I felt irritated, rejected, ignored and what so more.

How could he?.....just why the hell he even needed another room....Wasn't I his husband, then why the fuck he was so uncomfortable sharing room with me? Not husband then at least we were friends for God's sake, then why couldn't he stay with me in a same room?

But wait a minute......why the hell even I was so annoyed? Why the hell I was even craving for him to stay with me or share bed with me? 

Hey!!!wait..Who said I was craving?? I was just concerned about others...what if they got to know we were leaving in different rooms???? What would they think????.........Lair!!!!

Ok fine......I just wanted to sleep with him!!!...huh!!! Sleep???? Yeah...only sleep..side by side..just lying.....really only lying!!!!...yes...only lying....I just wanted his presence by my side.....just his warmth.....(I pouted)...Am I not allowed so????

Absolutely allowed...I am his husband...I had my rights over him.

Fine...just let me clear one thing here....... I was not going to let him have another room for sure......I was thinking all by myself when the door of the washroom clicked opened.....a man walked out.

'Who is he?'

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𝑻𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒆𝒅.....

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