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"What a jerk?!" Emiko spoke has we sat in class, it was lunch time and she was ranting about how much of a dick Noyas been lately. "Have you spoken to him lately?" I shook my head while I looked out the window, it was spring meaning the flowers on the trees had began to bloom. The white flowers always fell I nicely beside the cherry blossom tree.

"[Y/N]... do you still love him?" She questioned, I turned towards her, she looked a little saddened. I know I still do have feelings for him but why? He doesn't share those same feelings, so why do I still have them? "I do, but I'm not sure why" I told her "it's because you believe you guys could still be something... you're over looking what he did with all the good memories you guys made" she replied while grabbing my hand.

"You need to talk to him and tell him how you feel" she continued as the bell rung. She turned back around in her seat as we waited for the teacher to start class, do I really have to talk to him? I mean I don't really have anything to say to him nor do I want to face him right now.

I stared out my window as looked at the cherry blossom tree in the center of the inner yard, the wind was blowing making the flowers petals fly around. "Around this time I'd usually make macaroons... I guess I can make them when I get home, or probably tomorrow since practices today" I thought as the teacher walked in.

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Now it's Saturday afternoon, Haru sat on the couch watching one of his shows, while I was in the kitchen... baking like always. I was making little moons and suns for my cupcakes, I decided to make the moons out of little cakepops and just add little details with some edible dust. I had just finished securing the cake in the stick until the doorbell rung.

I saw ru turn towards me from the kitchen with only his eyes peeking from above the couch, "I'll get it ru" I spoke as I placed the cakepop on the pan of parchment paper. The doorbell rung again, and again... and again, "hold on!" I shouted as I just finished washing my hands wiping them on my apron.

I approached the door as whoever kept knocking, "do you have no patience's?" I said as i opened the door. "No not really" I heard, it was that familiar yet unfamiliar voice "Noya?" I questioned in a whisper as I was staring straight at him. "Can you talk to me now?" I quickly closed the door until he stopped it, "[Y/N-" I quickly stepped outside closing the door behind me.

"Noya, why are you here?" I questioned in a whisper, "you weren't answering my text how else was I supposed to get to you?" He also spoke in a whisper "well obviously I don't want to talk you" I spoke in an other whisper "why do you keep whispering?!" "What do you want Noya?". He was silent for a moment, "why have you been Ignoring me? And I know you have because yachi told me, and she told me you saw something and you have to tell me because it's been killing me not talking to you" he spoke in one breath.

I stayed silent as he breathed heavy, "listen Noya... I saw kiyoko with the bracket I made" I spoke. He looked a little confused at first until I continued "I love you Noya and I've never felt like this before and it's an amazing feeling and you're an amazing person... and I know you don't share the same feelings but I can't help it and I know it's my fault because you like kiyoko and I cant compete with her" I felt tears well in my eyes as we stared at eachother.

"Noya I'm sorry for avoiding you but I just can't keep hearing you talking about her knowing I'm in love with you" I finished the tears had already fallen and just kept coming. "I'm sorry I'm so emoti-" I felt this warm feeling against my lips already knowing who it was, I felt his hand sneak around my neck as I held his face.

He soon pulled away as we both breathed a little heavy, "[Y/N] I'm sorry and about the bracelet it was all a misunderstanding she just found it after I put it the bench and thought putting it on was the best way to keep it safe" he spoke holding my face "I love you [Y/N] I have since we met I just haven't realized it until recently, I never loved kiyoko i just liked her looks and I never took the time to get to know her" he paused for a second.

"With you I had the chance to get to know, it's like I know everything about you especially how you play with your fingers when you're nervous or how you tend to look away when your flustered, like right now" he smirked as I felt my face grew hot. "So do you love me?" I questioned, he chuckled a little bit "yes, yes I do" we smiled at eachother for a little "can I ask you a question" "go ahead".

He stared at me for awhile before he moved his hands to my hands holding them gently, "Can I be your boyfriend?" He questioned as he looked at me more serious. I felt my heart skip multiple beats as he started at me with his mesmerizing brown eyes awaiting an answer, "yes, yes you may" I spoke. His face immediately let up as he kissed me once again, this time more passionate.

He held the side of my face as his other held my waist pulling me closer, my hands were resting around his neck. "[N/N] who is it?" We heard from the now open door, we quickly moved away from eachother to see Haru "Hey Noya!" He yelled as he grabbed his hand pulling him insides. I smiled as I walked inside closing the door behind me, I made my way back to the kitchen washing my hands getting ready to finish the cakepops.

I looked over to the clock on the oven to see it was already 7:52pm, "looks like I'll have to finish these tomorrow" I thought as I placed a freshly gray colored chocolate dipped cakepop on the draining tray. "Whatcha doing pretty" I heard as I saw him lean on the counter besides me, "I'm finishing up these cakepops so I can actually finish them tomorrow" I spoke as I placed the last freshly dipped cakepop on the drainer, I then placed the already drained ones in a holder to place in the fridge.

"Noya it's getting a little late so you wanna stay the night?" I questioned as I placed them in the fridge. "That was the point, I did bring a bag if you didn't notice it" he spoke as he began helping me clean up, "so you had this all planned out, huh?" He nodded while I wiped the counters down "where are you going to sleep" I questioned him "hopefully with you mamas" he replied as he hugged me from behind.

"In your dreams" "awe please pretty, I don't want to sleep out here on the lonely couch while being lonely on the lonely couch" he begged. He began taking my apron off as he continued to beg me, "please beautiful?" He finally spoke as he spun me around facing him. His eyes held a pleading look as he held me in place, keeping his arms beside me on the counter. I sighed as I couldn't help myself anymore, "ok" I answered as his face lid up.

I went up to my room with him trailing behind, I opened my bedroom door turning my desk lamp on as it lightened the room a bit. Flopped on my bed sideways, I heard Noya drop his bag and a bit of rustling; I sat up to find him with his shirt halfway off. I felt my face heat up as I caught a glimpse of his abs, I changed my direction to my closed window as the moon peaked through the curtains.

"Hey uhh... Ba- Noya" I spoke in a stutter, "what's up?" He spoke as he sat besides me. "Your qualifiers are in less than a month right?" I questioned as he nodded in response... "I might not be able to make the first day but the second I'll most definitely be there cheering you on" I smiled as I turned to him. He gave one back as he held my face pulling me in for yet another kiss.

"Noya it's already late, we should head to bed" I said breaking the kiss, "yeah but I've been dying to do this for so long" he pouted. I rolled my eyes playfully as I held his face, "just one more then we're going to bed. He immediately pulled me in as his hands rested besides me, this quickly turned south as he began climbing on top of me.

I felt his hand sneak up my shirt as he laid me down onto the bed, he soon pulled away smiling at me. "Ok now let's go to bed" he spoke getting off me to turn the desk lamp off, I sat up a bit before getting under my covers. He soon left the room soon coming back with his hair down, he joined me leaving a bit of space between us, "y'know you don't have to be so far" "I know I just didn't wanna touch anything and make you uncomfortable" he replied. My heart fluttered at how much of a gentleman he was, "you're ok Noya..., you can lay on my chest if you want".

We were facing eachother as he looked at me, "are you sure?" "I'm sure". He was hesitant at first until he moved closer to me laying his head against my chest, I began playing with his hair as his arms wrapped around me. "You're so cute with your hair down" I commented as I felt his body relax, I smiled as I continued playing with his hair as I drifted off into sleep.

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