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"the bracelet"
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"Come on [N/N] I don't wanna be late" she was currently dragging me down the streets of Miyagi only because her boyfriends school was holding a practice match aoba something. School started about 2 weeks ago but today was a Sunday "Why am I here again" I spoke as he arrived in front of the school "because you love me, ok so he said the gym is this way... bingo" she dragged me to the gym as u just let her.

We ended up on the gyms watching area or whatever, they seem to be on their first break "IWA HEYY!!" She yelled gaining the attention off everyone in the gym. I quickly hid behind her not wanting oikawa to see me, but that didn't work, "yuhooo, is that my cutie [Y/N]?" he shouted I mentally face palmed.

I moved from behind Emiko, "There she is" he spoke as I looked at the other team to see... KARASUNO? "HI NOYA, HEY YACHI!" I shouted as he was already looking my way, I waved at them as they waved back. I was a little surprised when I didn't see the bracelet I made him on his wrist.

I figured he took it off so it didn't pop or anything, I smiled while looking at him run to his spot when the whistle blew. "He's so cute when he's focused on the game" I said in awe as I stared at him while he played.

The game continued with both teams having the advantage from time to time. Aoba Johsai called for a time out, I guess they panicked since Karasunos in the lead. Emiko began fangirling about her boyfriend and how he spiked the ball, I rolled my eyes as I lead on the railings.

I saw Noya drinking his water then spotted kiyoko handing out waters. "She's got her hair up today... makes her look even more irresistible" I thought as she handed a bottle to that tall lanky player, I began to look away until something caught my eye. It was the bracelet... the bracelet I had made noya, did he give it to her?

"I'll cherish this forever"

Maybe she just has one that looks similar? Oh fuck it I need to stop being in denial, he doesn't want me and he never will... I don't understand why. I felt my eyes tear up as breathing became a little harder to do.

I felt my grip tighten around the railing as I tried to hold back my tears but I couldn't seem to. The whistle blew and I immediately turned to leave, "[Y/N] where are you going?" Emiko questioned. I stopped in my tracks as I tried to say something but I couldn't.

I ran down those gym stairs as I heard Emiko call for me, I felt my tears fall down my face as I ran to who knows where. I slowed down as I felt my heart become heavy I leaned against the wall whilst I sobbed quietly, I noticed that the sun was starting to set so I decided I'd head to the train station to head home.

Second best- laufey

I'll never forget how stupid in love I felt

I walked to the train station as I whipped my tears, try to take my mind off things.

I'll always regret how I couldn't ever tell
That you walked a little faster, left me behind

I waited for the train as multiple passes by as I stood there feeling the cold breeze passing through making me shiver.

Kissed me with somebody else in mind

I found myself thinking about when he kissed me, I thought it was filled with something. Was he thinking of kiyoko when he did it? Did he even enjoy it? Questions filled my head as my train approached.

I loved you so much

I found myself a seat on the train as I zoned out till my stop.

Oh, you were my everything
I was your second best

The train stopped as everyone began to get off, I got off the train soon feeling water hit my skin. I felt it become heavier as I walked to the exit out of the open.

Lying awake, I'd watch as you'd dream at night
Nightingale singing half-hearted lullabies

Once I made it to the exit it was raining harder. "Great" I breathed out as I couldn't walk all the way home in the rain because it was too far.

Well, you swing me around in that midsummer dance
Hеld me in close as you thought of your past

I decided I'd walk to tetsurōs house considering it was closer than mine, but I don't want him to question anything. Yet at the same time he'll question if I don't show up tomorrow because of a cold.

I love way too much
Oh, this hurts to confеss

I began walking as I immediately became soaked from the rain. I walked as I saw the arcade me and Noya would go to whenever he came here, I felt tears fall as I continued walking

Oh, you were my everything
I was your second best

I walked as I soon approached his door knocking on his door, it soon opened to reveal tetsurō. "[Y/N] what are yo-" I cut him off as I hugged him tightly, he was a little hesitant but then he wrapped his arms around me.

I tried to hold back my tears back as I felt his arms around me, but they immediately fell as I sobbed into his chest. "Hey why don't you come inside and I'll get you a change of clothes" he spoke as he moved me from the door way, "I'm sorry I shouldn't have come to you like this" I spoke softly. "It's all good I promise".

He went upstairs, as I wiped my tears taking my shoes off. I didnt want to get anything wet so I stayed near the door. He came back down with a long sleeve shirt and shorts, "these are from my sisters clothes so they should fit, and this is a bag to put your wet clothes in" he spoke as he handed everything to me as I made my way to the bathroom to change.

Once I got to the bathroom I stripped out of my wet clothes into the dry ones yet I didn't have any under clothes on because they were wet. I stood and looked at myself in the mirror, my face was a little red and my eyes were puffy.

I grabbed the back of wet clothes and headed downstairs. I grabbed a pair of slippers from the basket as I slid them on, "I'll take that bag" I heard as he took it and placed the clothes in the washer. I made my way to the living as I sat on the couch, he soon sat besides me while placing two mugs of hot chocolate on the table.

"I added marshmallows in the chocolate and on the whip cream just how you like it" he spoke as we sat in silence. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asked as I started down at my hands.

He sat in silence for a second until I decided to speak, "he kissed me" I started "and he told me he thought he loved me" I continued as I felt my words get stuck in my throat. "Why did he say that when he knows he doesn't tetsurō?" I questioned as I felt my tears run down my face, tetsurō quickly hugged me while patting my damp hair.

My heart felt heavy I felt really dumb for thinking I had a chance with someone who was obviously in love with someone else. I wanted to stop crying but I just couldn't because I've been holding in how I felt for so long.

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