^^𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐨- 𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐢 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 (𝐭𝐢𝐤 𝐭𝐨𝐤 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧) this song is a masterpiece

— chapter 13 —

& angst.

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"k-keiji, y/n's in the hospital. she got into an accident."

those words had repeated in akaashi's head over and over again as he dropped the water bottle in his hand.

it almost felt as if the room had gone completely silent. he could only decipher the sound of the bottle falling to the ground hitting the hardwood floor.

"keiji?" he could faintly hear whispered on the the other end bringing him back to reality as the boy clutched his phone tightly.

"i'll be there," akaashi was able to get out before hanging up the phone.

"what happened?!" bokuto now stood in front of his friend, concern laced in his tone.

"y/n—" his voice drifted off, "she got in a car accident," keiji's eyes were glued to the ground his body trembling ever so slightly. "i have to go."

and with that akaashi took flight running past everyone who had been listening in on their conversation.

he could faintly hear the voices of his teammates calling for him but only ignored them as his mind was set on seeing her.

just needing to hear his girlfriends voice knowing that she was at least still with him, that she was alright was all he needed.

keiji had acted with his heart, not thinking whatsoever of what he had been doing.

the boy only ran out into the pouring rain towards the direction of the hospital.

he didn't  care that his clothes began drenching with water, or that there was a possibility to catch a cold.

he didn't care that his phone was most likely dead at this point or of those walking by who eyed the boy in confusion.

he only wanted to see her. y/n.

the girl that ran through his mind 24/7.

the girl that always found a way to make him happy.

the girl that always put others before herself.

the girl that only showed the cheery and energetic side to her not wanting those to feel pity towards her.

the girl that hid her emotions from him, akaashi trying not to give a care in the world when it was his only lingering thoughts.

y/n. the girl he had just fought with only moments ago over something so foolish.

the girl that he had forgotten to give a goodbye kiss to and the girl that he may to ever be able to see again.

those thoughts continued to run through keiji's mind as if almost in an endless loop.

a nightmare that he couldn't break himself out of.

akaashi couldn't even think straight as memories of them together had just taken over his mind.

regret & angst. that was what stuck to the ebony haired male the most.

he regretted not being stubborn for once and joining her on her ride to her appointment. he knew of how different, tireless y/n had been acting the entire day but in the end only respected the girls stubborn persona allowing her to leave without him.

to which caused the angst. the itching feeling in his brain that he couldn't push away.

maybe if he had went with y/n she could've been alright.

now guilt and regret seeped through his body, it not wavering one bit as he quickened his pace.

with so akaashi was able to make it to the hospital in records time frantically opening the doors as his blue orbs wandered around.

his chest was heaving in pain as he let out heavy and frantic breaths his body trembling at his cold body hitting the warm atmosphere.

but it wasn't time for the setter to care about his health in this moment, only hers came first.

spotting a desk where a lady sat behind he rushed towards it ignoring the numerous stares he was getting.

as the noise of akaashi's shoes squeaking against the tiles it had brought the ladies attention her head perking up to meet the boys blue orbs.

"may i help yo—"

"i'm here to see y/n l/n," he cut the elder off quickly as he couldn't bare to waste any more time.

the lady only eyed keiji intently in response at his dishevelled appearance before looking back at her laptop screen her eyes squinting as her finger hovered over the mouse.

"are you immediate family?"

"n-no i'm her boyfriend," he stumbled on his words as his foot began tapping on the floor impatiently.

"i'm sorry sir but i can't let you in," her tone spoke with one of assertiveness a tang of guilt hitting her as she watched the boys face drop.

"p—please i-i have to se-see her."

just the cracks in his voice and the gloomy expression the setter wore was enough for the lady to feel sympathetic towards akaashi.

training her eyes from his to the desktop her finger once hovered over the mouse now scrolled down the screen. "she's in room 213 but i have to tell you that sh--"

keiji hadn't even dared to listen to the next words that escaped out of the women's mouth as he sprinted towards the staircase his feet acting on its' own as a sudden burst of energy had loomed over him.

his feet began aching as if the feeling of weights had been added onto his ankles.

but that only made him speed up. adreneline coursed through his body at just the thought of just seeing y/n.

finally reaching the third floor he opened the door abruptly before jogging down the halls.

his eyes frantically skimmed over the numbers hastily only to come to a complete stop as he saw a small figure sitting down.

the women glanced up as if almost as she sensed the presence her eyes looming over akaashi with worry.

the two made a quick eye contact with one another before he only continued his way down the halls before reaching his stop.

his hand flew to the door knob about to twist it open before a reflection had caught his attention.

the damp hair, pale face, pruny skin, red eyes was the sight he saw in front of him.

akaashi just realized how much of a mess he looked like.

'he had to calm down' the words lingered in his mind. he didn't want to walk into the room with the possibly that y/n could be awake to see his appearance.

'breath keiji breath,' he repeated to himself for a few seconds before finally having the confidence to bear himself for what he was about to see.

opening the door his eyes were quick to latch onto y/n.

there layed his girlfriend bruises on her body, banged wrapped around her head, many tubes on her, her body laying there helplessly.

no wonder had y/n not wanted akaashi to come him to come to her appointments.

she didn't want him to see her like this. in such a vulnerable state.

the setter couldn't help but allow hot tears to fall down his cheek an emotionless look on his face.

"keiji—we need to talk," the boy felt a sudden hand on his shoulder after a few moments to which he finally broke his gaze from the girl to face her mother. "because i don't think y/n's told you everything."

      
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             "𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨
𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦,
𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦,
𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦."
- 𝘬𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘰𝘭𝘥