welcome to my first THE BEAR / Carmy Berzatto fic!
I'm soo excited to start this book <3

𝙄𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝘾𝙃 carmy falls for his new employee, alexa.
[this book will be a slowburn, and also kinda toxic]

(future) content warnings: alcohol
and drug use, addiction, sexual content

small a/n before we start!

this fic  starts a day  before  season 1;  episode 4
the only big difference is that  Sydney hasn't only
been there for week, but already for a few months!

The OC doesn't have a face claim, but she's 
mixed. You can  imagine whoever you like.

And please keep in mind that  english is  NOT  my
first language.  It's quite possible that grammatical
errors etc. will occur.  feel free to point them out to
help me improve my writing and improve this book <3