"𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠."

"you fell hard

i thought good riddance."

after the loss of a friend, millie turns to harry, her lifelong friend and colleague, and realized their bond had turned to love.

soundtrack !

1. oxytocin - billie eilish

"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐱𝐲𝐭𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐧."

2. the blue - gracie abrams

"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭."

3. paris - taylor swift

"𝐢'𝐦 𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠."

4. ocean eyes - billie eilish

"𝐟𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬."

5. so american - olivia rodrigo

"𝐨𝐡 𝐠𝐨𝐝 𝐢'𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐢𝐟 𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐮𝐩."

6. the wedding song - renee rapp

"𝐢'𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬."

7. casual - chappell roan

"𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐬."

8. i do - renee rapp

"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐈 𝐝𝐨."

9. hopelessly devoted to you - olivia newton john

"𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦."

10. paper rings - taylor swift

"𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭."

11. mastermind - taylor swift

"𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥?"

12. eat me alive - alessi rose

"𝐈 𝐤𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐫 𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞."

13. you're not a god - arthur hill

"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐢𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭."

14. deeply still in love - role model

"𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐨 𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫."

15. packing it up - gracie abrams

"𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫."

16. juno - sabrina carpenter

"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞."

17. moon song - phoebe bridgers

"𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧, 𝐢'𝐝 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧."

18. frances - role model

"𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐞'𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭."

19. passing thought - arthur hill

"𝐢'𝐦 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐢𝐟 𝐢'𝐦 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐫 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭."

20. the greatest - billie eilish

"𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐦 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭"

author notes!

hi hellooooo

i've been planning this for a very long while and i'm so excited to give to you Oxytocin (my fav billie song hehe) !!!!!!!

this story takes place in june 2022 !!

for context, millie clarke is a singer/songwriter/influencer, the next few chapters will explain her lore but just quickly, Millie is in the sidemen, and i've changed a lot about the uk youtube world which i'm allowed to do because i'm so perfect and this isn't real 😚😚😚😚

quick psa!!! some people may act like a dick in the story and it does not reflect to them at all!!! i do not know any of these people, i cannot write how they are off camera, because i don't know them off camera so its all for the plot hehe