Heartless ; ˈhɑːtləs

S o n g  S u g g e s t i o n ~

* Seven nation army ; The White Strips

* My ordinary life ; The Living Tombstone

~ [ y / n ] ' s  P O V ~

" go [y/n]!" Your mother yelled as the open window awaited your presence

Your shocked petite figure shook your head

" w-what is h-happening?" You manage to muster

Your mom smiles

" I love you" she said as she ran to you and shoved you out the window carefully and passing you a pocket knife in panic

You stand there crying and confused

" w-what are y-you d-doing?" You said in between sniffles

Your mum smiled and as that happened the door fell down and thugs came and snickered with their drenched breath

They warm there fingers and closed the window, and with that red spattered on the window

You drop to your knees, something in you dropped and your emotions disappeared, fighting only circled your mind

" look there she is" someone smiled

You look at them, your expression dropped

" cmon join your mummy" they tried to grab you

You then without hesitation, ran under there arms and stabbed them in the stomach

" y-you little b-bitch" they tried to speak

" what did you do to my mum and dad?" You asked pissed

" g-go t-to h-h-hell" those were their last words

You pressed it harder and pulled it out and stabbed there upper chest deeply

Blood was stained on your little white dress as they fell, only one 

You stare at the body and walk away

" looks like your going to hell instead"

. T i m e  S k i p ( brought to you by pastor Nick's beliefs ) ; many years later that took you to be squad captain .

" go on, demonstrate" one snickered

You raise a brow, keeping a natural face and you pointed to your self

" listen you shouldn't say that-"

" don't worry, this will be easy" you said rolling up your sleeves

" a small little girl like you can't do shit" they smiled brightly

You gave a death glare and got in your fighting stance 

They strike but you grab there arm and twisted it making them squirm in pain and kicked there torso and legs, knocking them over and you pulled the rest of them toughly on the ground and shoved your foot on their face

" get up fight" you commented

They were just screaming in pain and you heard a familiar tone

" that's enough" Erwin dismissed

You turned around and walked away

" I heard she was like this at the beginning of the survey corps" someone whispered

" nah when she lost her comrades, she trained everyday and went on, full emotionless " someone whispered back

You continued to walk

" wow [y/n]! That was total badass! Your even better than shorty over here! Maybe that's why he likes-" Hanji laughed

You stare at her and look at the stoic Captain

" shut up shitty glasses" Levi yelled In frustration

" maybe..." you mumbled 

" you want to go [l/n]?" Levi asked, threatened

You looked at him

" ready when you are" you mustered

" ATTENTION!" Someone called

You turn your head and saw the announcer

" tch" the monotone captain spoke

. . .

You stare at the man tied up and gripped your  knuckles

" he broke in and tried to steal our gear" one explained

You gripped your knuckles even whiter, avoiding the pain that the sensation gave, your palms might even be bleeding

You kick the man without permission

" [Y/N]!" Someone yelled

You punched, kicked, twisted, anything to hurt the man, the man was bleeding out by now, probably dead by the lack of noises

Soldiers swarmed to get you off him but Levi was only capable enough to pull you of

Levi pulled you aside

" What Are You Doing [y/n]?!?" Erwin yelled at you, not being mad but clearly confused at why you killed him

You stared at the people watching you and stormed away

Blind people, they didn't even recognise that was the man who organised your family's death sentence heck how could they know

You go on the field who had a target practice where you go to when you want to, only where no one could see you

You got a arrow and threw it without the bow and it landed in the middle

You did it again and again, for the first time...you felt anger and sadness

" that bastard why did he show up and make me like this...that bitch" you cursed as you dropped on your knees

And like you guessed, you cried, cried for the first time

Keeping in your emotions all the time was all useless, you still felt like this

You felt weak for not keeping the emotionless face

" [y/n]!...tch" you heard as someone walked to your side

You cried, you cried a lot, you cried for all those times you wanted to break

You then felt arms around you and tighten making you cry more

. . .

" you want talk about it" Levi suggested

" no" you shook your head

" it's the first time I seen you express emotion...it's probably something serious" Levi's stated

You brought your knees to your chin

" fine...that man organised my parents death...they all deserve to go to hell...I hope he died" you yell in frustration

Levi expression softens and hesitants to pat your shoulder at first but does it eventually

" I understand...your not alone, don't worry they will all get their karma...it wasn't your fault " Levi finished

The word fault played in your mind, so many times, you had told yourself those cruel words

You look at Levi, the man who unlocked your emotions

You lean in and hug Levi tightly

" thank you Levi" you said as you squeezed him tighter

" no problem... you don't have to go back" Levi explained

You parted from the hug and stare at his features

. T I m e s k I p ( brought to you by Armin's book) ; a few weeks later .

Throughout the time period, you had expressed a little more emotion making everyone gossip but in reality you liked sharing a little emotion

After working in your office for a few hours you heard a knock and it presented Levi

You stare at him as he serves you tea

You stare a bit in confusion about what you felt for him for the past few weeks

" why are you like this? Your just a cold as I am...well when I see you" you explained

Levi blushed at those sudden words

" well I try to act more...tougher than you...I was kind of jealous...of you brat" Levi added

You stare in confusion and suddenly laugh

Levi's eyes widened at your cute laugh

He blushed even more and smiled, savouring the moment

" now I understand...you always made me feel a little something" You smiled for the first time

Levi raised a brow

" I think I like you" you said confidently

Levi chuckled and held your hand and kissed it

" me too [l/n] " he replied smirking

You then move in and you reward him with a kiss, a long sweet kiss

After the kiss you both parted and smiled

" thank you Levi" you mustered

" for showing me emotions " you finished

Levi smirks and replied

"Me too, you did make me smile after all brat"

T h e  E n d ~