Missing ; mɪsɪŋ

S o n g  S u g g e s t i o n s ~

* When i was your man ; Bruno Mars

* Happier ; Ed Sheeran

~ L e v i ' s  P O V ~

I was at my desk, clicking my pen over and over again

Damn it, I can't think of any rhythm or words to start a new song, my deadline is tomorrow and I need to practice a song as well

I massage my head from all the stress that I was consuming

Being a masked celebrity is frustrating

After thinking to myself for a few seconds I get a text from my phone that gleamed brightly and looked at it

<- [n/n]
[n/n] : you free? I need to get some fresh air...

I look at the message and my eyes linger  back to the blank paper and I text her I'm free and where to meet up after deciding what to do

She reply's with "a meet at the park soon" and I quickly get some cover up clothes so people wouldn't recognize me with a black mask

[y/n] was my friend since highschool and always supported me and my dreams and after I got my fame, we difted apart, it wasn't on purpose, I still missed her and she one of the few people who knew I was no name, the famous singer. I also had a crush on her but I never had the guts to confess my undying love to her

. . .

After getting ready I walk to the park as it was very close to we're I lived in my "singer mansion" and see a [h/c]  haired colored girl awaiting me all alone on a wooden bench

" Oi brat" I yell from afar

She jerks her head to me and excitedly waves for me to sit next to her

" hey Levi!" She waves once more as I get closer to her

I sit down next to her

" what's up" I say sitting down next to her

She looks at me nervously and plays around with her fingers

" well your looking nice..." she starts

" I know " I say trying to act obvious

" also... I...um have a boyfriend!" She exclaims with a huge smile plastered on her face

I looked her with wide eyes and felt sadness rush over me like wildfire

What seriously?? With who?? You really can never appreciate something until it's gone...I quote in my mind

" oh good for you..." is all I reply sounding a bit more hurt than what I wanted to sound like

" yeah! His handsome and sweet and takes care of me so well! We have been dating for a month in secret" She explains happily

" what's his name" I almost whisper

" oh his name is [b/n] and I think I 'm falling a bit to hard " [y/n] said giggling and blushing

I stare with sad eyes as I observe the light in her eyes

" and he also-"

I stand up, not wanting to hear anything more or less

"Where are you going?" She asked clueless

I mumbled home and walked away, heartbroken, god why am I feeling this? I cover my face from the stress consuming me

. . .

After walking back to my desk I look at the blank paper with saddened eyes and sigh before thinking of a lyrics, That was way out of my song genre

. . .

" what's wrong with you Levi, you usually don't give us heartbroken love songs?" Hange observed the lyrics as I gave her the paper

My dull eyes look at her

"Well maybe because I've been feeling emotions I don't want to feel..." I mumble under my breath to myself

Mike suddenly sniffs me and I push his face away

" Tch your disgusting you rat" I insult wiping my hand after that contact

" I guess he going through heartbreak" Mike guessed correctly

"really...?" Hange formed a smirk

"no shitty glasses" I say covering my face from the embarrassment

"whos the girl?" Hange said practically yelling at me

"a...friend" I say giving in, what do I have to lose?

"HA THOUGHT SO!" Hange screamed at me

Me and Mike covered our eyes from the loud bomb ticking off

"so what are you going to do about the girl?" Mike asked curiously

"let's just practice then, I will think about it" I say pinching the bridge of my nose

Hange and Mike observe each other and smirk lightly before going over the lyrics and beat from scraps

"okay, lets come up with some more beats and practice" I dead planned

"are we going to practice all day-"

"yes" I reply as I get my microphone set up

. T i m e S k i p ( brought to you by no name) ; the day of the performance .

After the stage was set I inhale the tension in the air and walk on stage with my band and everyone started yelling my name and the others, as I stood with my mask covering my eyes, they suddenly linger and drift to a [h/c] girl in the front

shit after all this time, I'm still into you

I slowly open my mouth and sing a song about a cheesy heartbreak, pouring my soul into the song while fans cheer and the music supports me

. . .

After the music concert, the audience yells my name and I do my salute before quickly going back stage, not wanting to sign names for fans

Throughout the whole performance I couldn't help but focus my eyes on [y/n],

god what is she doing to me

"Levi?" I hear a familiar voice by the door

I turn my head to someone I wanted here the most

" what are you doing [y/n]?" I asked a little confused

" I just wanted to congratulate you on your performance always" [y/n] held her arm

"Oh thank you" I reply calmly

" you know...you don't usually write heart broken love songs...something up?" [y/n] came closer to me

I look in her alluring eyes

" yes, someone I loved is with someone else, I was too blind to figure out how special she was..." I explain to her, describing her

[y/n] pats my shoulder

" I'm sure she likes you back" she softly smiled

" no, she doesn't" I say in frustration

" why is that?" She asked puzzled as she stopped patting me

" because it's you [y/n], always has been, but since you got a boyfriend and you gave all your affection to him!" I confess to her

[y/n] eyes widened and soften and hug me

" what are you doing??" I ask taken back

" I love you too Levi" she murmurs

" what? You have a boyfriend" I ask confused

She smiles softly

" we broke up, it was more like a one night stand and I found out we weren't right for each other ages ago, I guess I wanted to make you jealous" she murmurs to me and I feel relieved, mumbling brat

" you don't have to get with me, I feel guilty if-"

I smashed my lips on hers before she could say anything more and she melted in the kiss

After seconds we parted

" be mine" I say, not caring about what the world thinks about us, it's just the two of us

She smile and hugs me

" yes" she whispers

After we parted from the hug, Hange and Mike stood at the door in shock

" MY SHIP IS FINALLY SAILING" Hange yells

Me and [y/n] look at each other and giggle

T h e E n d ~