Chapter 1 .
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"So that's all you come over for?" Mikela ask staring at me

"Bruh you knew what you was getting yo self into so don't try to act like this now" I said as I got up from her bed

I put my shirt back on and slid back into my slides. This here was just a luh booty call, I hate when chicks think it's something else when it's not. I tell hoes from the start ion do relationships and ion see why they always seem to forget that

"I knew you wasn't shit! You always coming over for sex" she yelled, shaking her head

"You should know that by now babygirl" I laughed, grabbing my Glock off her dresser

I put it on my waist, grabbed my keys, and left out the room. When I peep that she was following me. I stop and turned around to face her. That's rule number 1, NEVER follow me!

"Aye man why the fuck you following me?"

"Cause why are you treating me like a hoe? What did I ever do to you Key, for you to be treating me like this? I'm not only a booty call" she said mugging me

She couldn't be serious right now. I laughed at ha and continued to walk my way on out the door. I hopped in my all green 2019 charger, slid the key into the ignition, and drove off. You could say a nigga riding good. I made over 1K last week at the trap from selling just a whole pound

I'm a trap nigga, I stay there half of the day to handle business a nigga barely be getting sleep. I was gone crash at Mikela crib, but she was getting over herself so I'm heading to my cousin Kee house

I know my momma ain't gone answer the door for me this late she already told me she wasn't. The main reason why I'm waiting to get my own crib, so I could come in any time without waking anyone up

I parked my car in his yard before getting out. I walked on the side of his house and knocked on the window, I know his bitch ass still up

"Wake yo ass up nigga yen sleep" I yelled, knocking on the window harder cause he can hear

I saw the lights come on so I walked back up to the front, on the porch. He opened the door looking confused as fuck. He so fucking ugly man

"Bitch why you do that shit" he snapped at me, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes

"Move out the way I'm finna crash hea" I pushed him out the way and went inside

"Yo ass ain't finna keep coming over here this late at night, you know I need all my sleep" he said

"Shut yo ass up bruh this my last night crashing here. It wasn't suppose to happen doe" I shrugged, walking over towards the couch

"One of yo hoes must was tripping?" He asked

"Hell yeah that bitch was tripping man, I had to leave she was doing too much asking why I'm treating ha like a hoe shit like that"

"You stupid bruh you better stop that shit gone end up catch something" he chuckled

"I stay wrapping it up ion go in no hoe raw" I said waving him off

"Yeah nigga Ight I'm finna go back to sleep" he said before walking off to the back

I got up from the couch made my way to the kitchen and fixed me some noodles, Ian eat shit really. After eating the noodles I layed down on the couch, putt my hands in my pants, and felt to sleep

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"Getcho ugly ass up" My brother Roc burst into my room yelling, causing me to look up and mean mug him

"Get out dang I'm still sleep" I muttered

"Ian gone tell you no more Sia get yo ass up! If you miss that bus Ian gone take you to school man" he smacked his lips and walked out

I sware he get on my nerves man, but I totally forgot it was a school day cause yesterday felt like a Friday and I thought today was a Saturday

I got up from my bed and made my way out the room, down the halls to the bathroom. I tried opening the door but it was lock meaning his ass was in there

"Why would you go in there knowing I gotta go in there" I spat, beating on the door

"It'll only take a minute" he yelled

I walked back into my room to find me something to wear on this luh Friday. I sware I hate school so much it don't make no sense but it's my last year graduation where you at?

Only 5 months away ion think I can make it with this getting up early thing, especially with Roc ass waking me up. He do the most sometimes

I found me a pair of bell bottoms and a white shirt. The weather be crazy outchea in Memphis so ion know if imma wear my blue jean jacket or not

I made my way back to the bathroom seeing Roc was out. I cut the shower on did my hygiene and handled my business

When I got out, I redid my curls cause them flexirods felled I was sleeping too wild

I grabbed my purse and phone, and made my way down the stairs seeing Roc was counting some money while smoking a blunt. He do that every morning

He's a drug dealer as you could see and we live here alone. Our mother died 7 years ago from cancer which hurt me deep. I would never get over that she the only person we had. We got different dads and both are fucking deadbeats

With neither of them being around taking care of us, made Roc get up and get it on his own in the streets. He taking care of the both of us which isn't fair. I told him I could get a job but he said, no he got it

But soon as we argue he want me to go get a job. The dude is really bipolar

"You ready?" He ask, stuffing the cash in his pocket

"What does it look like? Let's just get this over with I'm tired" I yawned walking off towards the door

I got to the car, waited for him to open the door and got in. He put the key into the ignition and drove off.

"Stop by McDonald's" I said, applying some lip gloss on my lips

"You got some McDonald's money?" He scrunched up his face

"Don't play, stop by there I'm hungry and I don't eat school food"

"You better start eating that shit cause Ian got McDonald's money every morning and Wendy's money every afternoon bruh" he smacked his lips, pulling out the cash he stashed in his pockets

"All that money it won't hurt you" I shrugged, holding my hands out

"Here this fa yo breakfast and lunch" he said

"Unun this is just for lunch you still paying for breakfast" I snapped, mugging him

He pulled up to McDonald's and bought me some breakfast before pulling up to the school

"I love you brother" I kissed his cheeks, he just mushed making me fall over "Dang never again would I show you some love" I rolled my eyes and grabbed my purse

"Get the fuck outta here man" he flicked me the bird

Soon as I got out, he drove off like the police was behind him. I ate my sausage and biscuit as I walked into the school. I'm already ready to turn back around bitches just be staring mad hard

I made my way to home room class, knowing I was late but didn't care no way. Ms Green better not say go get a pass cause Ian turning around

"Umhmm Ms Jones could you explain why you late? and please throw away the food" She said

I turned to look at her like she crazy. Ian even made it halfway through in the room and she wanna do this?

"I woke up late" I rolled my eyes, walking to my seat

After that nothing else was said. I looked over at my bitch Yanni she was laughing her and Teda

"Give me some" Teda whispered

"I knew y'all hoes was coming" I laughed, shaking my head

I passed them the McDonald's bag it was one more sausage and biscuit in there that they could split

"Girl whatchu doing tonight?" Yanni ask

"Ion know, y'all know how Roc strict ass is he won't let me do none" I sigh, pulling out my notes

"His fine ass gotta stop that shit you halfway grown" Teda said

"Halfway none 17 is grown" I shrugged, looking around the class

"Well we will see" Yanni said, she was really chewing while talking

The day went on school was school and now it was time to get out. The happiest time of the day

I walked out the back building and went straight to parent pickup. Yanni nem followed behind me, they were coming to my crib. We gone find a move tonight

"His ass suppose to been here" I snapped, pulling out my phone

I called up Roc phone and it went straight to voicemail. I knew he was gone do this, I'll blow up that damn phone up cause I do not wanna ride the bus

"He ain't answering I bet" Yanni said

"Hell nawl we gone have to take the bus" I smacked my lips walking off "I knew he was gone do this cause it's a Friday"

"You know Daddy on the block making that money" Teda said

"Girl pulease" I wave her off. She sware Roc her man

We took the bus and made our way to my crib. Roc car was parked right in the yard. He know he wrong. I burst through the door making him and some more boys jump up

They all looked at me fold my arms, and mug Roc

"Why yen answer yo phone?" I questioned

"Girl I was fucking busy, now gone go upstairs you see I got company" he snapped at me

"Forget yo company I don't care! You know you wrong"

"You still got home didn't you? Yeah Ight then" he wave me off

"Come on y'all" I said to Yanni and Teda

I went upstairs to my room and sat my things down

"Girl what Kee nem doing down there?" Yanni ask

"You know they fool with Roc" I shrugged "But they need to get they asses out they never come over here"

"Ouu, I think I need to go back down there cause I know I just saw Herb" Teda said

"First of all ew, y'all chill on them niggas they all ugly as fuck"

"Bitch you capped out" Yanni said looking over at me "And Teda bitch what happened to Roc being daddy?" She ask her

"He still Daddy the fuck! Him and Herb can get it" she stuck her tongue out

I shook my head and walked outta my room. I made my way down the stairs to the kitchen, to get a bottle of water

"Yo wassup Sia, mean ass" Kee yelled

I looked over at him scrunching up my face. I don't fuck with none of them cause they tell Roc everything I do

I peeped that Roc had stepped outside so I walked into the living room to face allem

"Damn" Herb whispered, licking his lips

"Stop playing and what y'all doing over here all of a sudden?" I ask folding my arms

"Shidd the trap was hot as hell so we crashed here real quick, we finna head doe" Kee said

"Umhmm Ight" I nodded walking off

Roc had came back in the house he mugged me "Girl getcho ass back up them stairs what you doing down here you see I'm handling business" he snapped

"Don't do too much I just came down to get some water and speak" I shot back before walking upstairs

I went in my room and slam the door. I sware I need to get out this house ASAP, that nigga pissed me off

"So what daddy say?" Teda ask

"I don't care what he say I'm going out do y'all got something fa me to wear? Cause Ian got shit" I shrugged, walking over to my closet

"I got something" Yanni said "Let's head to my crib"

I grabbed my phone and purse and we made our way downstairs

"Where you going?" Roc ask mugging me

"Yanni crib"

"The fuck y'all gone be doing over there?" He snapped

"Just gone chill y'all making too much noise here"

"Better be back before 7" he said

"Hell nawl" Kee burst out laughing "I know this nigga ain't just say 7? What the hell"

"That's fucked up" Herb said shaking his head

"Yeah 7 she know what it is, it's dangerous as hell outchea man" Roc said staring at me "Gone go you wasting time bye" he wave me off

I just went on out the door. Ian say none cause I wasn't in the mood to argue with him

"Daddy was looking good when he said that" Teda said licking her lips

"Girl stop saying that ew" I scrunched up my face

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We were now at this party that was thrown in a night club. Yanni had to sneak us in. It was jumping I guess, but I hated being crowded up. I don't like being touch

Yanni had a blunt in her hand, Teda had a drink in hers, and I just stood here with my phone in my hand shooing off whoever tried to talk to me

Ion drink or smoke. Roc would do the most if he found out I'm doing either he sware he my daddy. I can't do shit around here, I'm surprise he ain't call my phone yet his ass at the house bought stuck as hell him and Herb nem getting high

I walked off cause I had to use to the bathroom, but on my way there somebody had bumped into me. I looked up seeing it was some girl

"Damn bitch watch where the fuck you going" she snapped at me

"Bitch you bumped into me first" I snapped back. What she got going?

"What's up baby" A tall brown skin dude with waves in his head said walking upon the girl

"This bitch just bumped me, she better be lucky Ian in the mood cause next time imma beat her ass" the girl said

I sucked my teeth at her not saying nothing. She was ugly ass hell and I wasn't gone argue with nobody like that. Her weave already crunchy and stale, I'm beating her in life so she the last bitch I'll be worried about

"Bitch why you still here is you gone move?" She yelled, mugging me

"Chill Deadra bruh lets just go to the back" the boy said

I scrunched up my face and walked off, making my way to the bathroom. I did what I had to do, washed my hands and went back over to Yanni she was now stuck

"You stuck already?" I ask laughing at her just stare around

"Hell yeah and I'm hungry" she said

This gone be a long night I could see that now