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  𝐌𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 ; 𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞

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N/N the way you literally left me in the cart

N/N 😍

(Scaramouche pov)

Staying out here with Y/n was actually nice, we just chatted for a bit. But for the rest of the time it was just silence, but the good silence.

I didn't even realize that after a while Y/n had fallen asleep with her head resting on my shoulder.

I knew I shouldn't bother her, this probably felt more comforting to her than it did for me. But I didn't care, so I let her be. Putting my earbuds in.

I couldn't put my tongue on it but this just felt so right. Like I could stay here all day, with her.

'Am I getting feelings for her? No I possibly can't we're just good friends'

I'll keep telling myself that for days. There's no way I could have feelings for her, we just met a few days ago well officially.

An hour past. I checked and saw that it was around 3pm I should probably wake Y/n up. So she has enough time to get ready. And I'm now fucking freezing.

I gently nudge at her. She slowly turned her head over to mine slowly opening her eyes in confusion

"Hm? What was that for??" She said holding in a yawn

"It's already 3pm Y/n, you should probably start getting ready. And im kinda freezing" my cheeks were now flushed with a dark red, my nose feeling numb to the touch.

"Oh shit right haha, sorry again for taking your coat" she starts taking it off and handing it to me. Getting up stretching

"I gave it to you don't worry" I get up walking over to the door waiting till she followed me

We both got inside the house. The heat from inside immediately hit my skin, the mix of cold and hot all around my body.

"Um if you need to, you can shower. Towels are in the cabinet to right in the washroom it's the first door you see once you get upstairs"

"Are you trying to tell me that I stink.?"

"We are not doing this again" I take my coat and hang it up

"I'm joking Scara. But yeah I'd like to shower"

"Go ahead, you can use my moms stuff or any of the feminine shit in there" I go over to the kitchen to make me hot chocolate

"Alright! I'll be back" she says going upstairs

I stand there in the kitchen for a bit, 'did I really question if I had feelings for her? Fucking stupid even if I did nothing would happen between us'
I go back to making my hot chocolate.

(Y/n pov)

I make my way upstairs and into the room I was staying in, got the clothes I needed to change into and made my way to the washroom. I get in there and look at myself in the mirror, I didn't even realize how red my face was, and how tired I looked. Hopefully this shower can wake me up a bit.

- 15 minutes later -

I get out and dry myself off.
Change into my clothes which consisted of a long sleeve black sweater, a beige/brown overcoat, black cargo pants, my air forces and a green and black pattern scarf.

I try and dry my hair with the towel as much as I could, till I finally spotted a hairdryer. After my hair was dried I decided to do a half up and half down hairstyle.
I go really simple with the makeup, light foundation, concealer, contour and blush, a light brown for my eyes and a red lip gloss.

(Inspo for outfit and makeup ! You can completely ignore this )

(Outfit)

(Makeup)

I clean up everything and put everything back in the room. I grab what I would need and make my way back downstairs.

I see that the tv was on and see a sleeping Scaramouche on the couch. I laugh a bit, his body was facing the outer part of the couch so I could see his face. He looked again so peaceful. I go over to the chair next to the couch and sit.

I couldn't take my eye off of him. His hair was so messy from moving while sleeping, but it was cute.

He started moving around and I could hear him wake up, I look down at my phone acting like that's what I was doing. He poked his head up and saw me.

"Oh you're done?" He said, rubbing his eyes

"Mhm, Ayaka should be here soon I think"

"Hm alright. I'm gonna go back to sleep" as he starts lowering his head back onto the couch

"How come you won't sleep in your own bed?" I ask him out of the blue. Before he answered, I realized how weird of a question that was...

"No reason in particular. Sometimes I do, sometimes I just stay down here all day" he says looking up at the ceiling laying down

"Ah alright, well sorry to bother! You can go back to sleep now" I say trying to brush the awkwardness off

He was already asleep.

I sit there in silence again until I get a notification

NEW MESSAGE !

Today, 5:01pm

Ayyyaka
I'm here ma girl 😍
Come out bb

N/N
Kk 😍🤍

I get up and grab my bag taking one more look at him. And walked outside towards Ayaka's car. I get in, her car was so warm it almost gave me a headache the whole ride.

"There you are!! You ready?" She says while I put my seatbelt on

"Uhh of course???" I say

"Great!!" She pulls out of the driveway and starts carefully trying to drive. Maybe it wasn't the best to pick today to go shopping but whatever

"Soooo anything new with you and Scaramouche?" She says smiling over at me

"We're good friends Ayaka nothing more!" I say playfully slapping her shoulder.

"I mean you are staying at his house after what like 2 and a half days of knowing him? Kinda suspicious N/n"

"He was just being nice, really there's nothing between us" I say looking out the window

'Nothing between us' felt off to say. Like I was disappointed to say it. But it was true there's nothing between us other than us being friends. Friends. Friends.. Shit. Please don't tell me I'm getting feelings for him. I don't. Maybe I do? No I don't.

"Alright whatever you say then! Just know you can call me if you need somewhere to stay even if Ayato and Thoma always take up the space I'll always find a way to make room for you!"

"Your literally the best friend ever"

"I know!"

After about 20 minutes of listening to music and driving to the mall we finally make it there. We park and make our way in.

"So we need clothes for tmr? Like what clothes should we go for since it's a party?" Ayaka starts questioning

"Probably like casual but also fancy? Dresses for sure, even if it's freezing out"

"I know the perfect store" she sounded way to serious. She takes my hand and drags me across the mall

"Here we are!!" She let's go of my hand as were in front of a store. Inside was filled with a different variety of long and short dresses.

After some searching around we both landed on our dresses. Ayaka landed on a white maybe beige dress and I found myself a nice light blue/teal dress

(Ayaka)

(Y/n feel free to change it!)

After paying for our dresses we get out and I decide to text Scaramouche that we'll be back soon

Today, 5:46pm

N/N
Hey Scara! I don't know if your still sleeping but Ayaka and I just got done! So I'll be back in 20 minutes or so! 🤍

After turning my phone off Ayaka seemed to be peaking over and saw me texting him.

"Question Y/n?"

"Yes??"

"Are you sure that you don't have feelings for Scaramouche?"

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It's another school night and I'm mentally gonna go insane

Lover playlist should be released in the next few chapters or so!

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