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  𝐌𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 ; 𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞

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N/N UR SO PRETTY BBG

Tartagalish I miss your cat too 🙁

(Y/n pov)

His eyes then connected with mine, in an instant after realizing how close we were he moved away from me.
"You're burning up and your face is flushed. You should probably sleep soon." He moved away from me, getting up from the couch to go to the kitchen.

"I hate you so much" I say being able to look away from him

"Mhm sure. At least I didn't practically 'confess' my feelings to you"

"I DONT HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU! My head was just hurting. " I looked back to him, he was laughing to himself.

"I know I know just joking with you, Y/n. " I rested my head on the edge of the couch, looking at him and his smile.

"Are you just gonna sit there and stare at me or eat your food? Or are you waiting for me to feed it to you?"

"Do you think I was being serious about that?"

"So yes?"

"No Scara I'm just sick not dying" I say bringing a spoon full of soup up to my mouth. Not realizing how hot it still was I put the spoonful in my mouth. Literally felt like I burnt my tongue off.

"Now do you want me to feed you?" He says looking over at me. Trying not to laugh

"No, I just didn't realize how hot it was."

"Well alright, your loss"

"Did you make yourself food?"

"Yeah why?" He says looking over to me.

"Eat dinner with me!"

"And why should I?"

"Because we're friends! And it would be sad if you ate alone"

"Fine."

He goes over to grab his bowl of soup and comes over to sit next to me. I wait to talk to him so he could try his soup

"So what are you wearing tomorrow for Ajax's party?"

"I'm not going Y/n."

"I told you, your going with me!"

"Well I don't have anything."

"I'll find something for you!!! Tomorrow before the party I'll come up with something!"

"Do I really have to go?"

"Yes you do Scara! You'll have all of your friends there!"

"My only friend is Kazuha and he's not going"

"Well you have me!! Since I'm sick you have to take care of me right? So you can stay with me at the party!"

"I guess so. Alright I'll go"

"Great!"

The rest of night we just talked and talked. It felt so nice talking to him and learning more about him. He's not a bad person. I don't understand why people hate on him so much.

He cleans up dinner, after forcing me to go back upstairs to lay down when I tried to help him.

I change into my pajamas which consisted of a black short sleeved shirt, my favorite hoodie on top, and my white pajama pants. I go back downstairs to see if Scaramouche was down there before I go to bed.

I make my way down and see him again just standing in the kitchen, his back to me again. I go up to him. I guess he could hear my steps and took a deep breath, wiped whatever was on his face away. And turned around to me

Was he..crying?

"Y/n I thought I told you to go rest upstairs?"

"I wanted to come down to see you before I go to bed"

"Why?"

"Because I like being with you!"

He grew silent. I could see his eyes were a bit red.

"Are you okay Scara? Your eyes are red"

"Yeah I'm okay y/n don't worry, come on let's get you to bed"

He grabs my hand and starts leading me upstairs. I stop myself which made him turn around

"Wha-"

I hug him before he could finish what he was saying. I knew something was up. I knew right after Ayaka left. I just tried to act oblivious to it. I heard everything she said. About his schools, his name. But I didn't bother to care. Seeing how that conversation affected him was already enough.

"You don't have to just stand there, you can hug me Scara."

He stays frozen for a minute before he wraps his arms around my waist. Making sure I couldn't escape from the hug or let go anytime soon. I rest my head on his shoulders close to the crook of his neck. Wrapping my arms around his waist. So there was no way of either of us letting go soon.

"You know Scara, I don't care who you are. Or what you've done. Your such a good friend to me. Even if I haven't known you for long. I don't care about what you did in your other schools." I could feel his head lower onto my shoulder.

"I've known about you for a while Kunikuzushi."

I couldn't see the expression on his face but I could tell he was shocked by the name

"How? How do you know that name?"

"Like I Said Ive known about you"

"So you knew everything Ayaka said?" He looks over at me, confused and upset. I felt so bad.

"Mhm. I didn't want to bother you more about that though so I just let it pass" I say looking up at him.

"You don't hate me?"

"Of course not silly. I wouldn't be here hugging you right now if I hated you right?" He smiles laughing while looking away.

"I feel so stupid. I'm the one who's supposed to be taking care of you, I shouldn't be acting like this." He blinked, letting a loose tear fall down his cheek. I took my thumb and wiped it away.

"Your not stupid. You just can't keep holding in your emotions. Take the advice from me, sometimes just letting it all out will make you feel better in the end" his grip around my waist gets harder pulling me even closer to him.

"I guess we do have a lot in common." He mumbled out.

"Seee I told you, we're the perfect friends!"

"I guess you are right"

It went silent again, we kinda just stayed there for a minute. It felt so nice being this close to him. Seeing a different side of him. Seeing him vulnerable. I feel like we have a better connection with each other now.

"Y/n?"

"Yeah?"

"Um it's a odd question. But could you stay with me for the night?"

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I love writing these moments between the two it makes me feel even more lonely 😍

Playlist will come out with all songs up to chapter 15! Then for future chapters I will add them as I go! Playlist link will be released when chapter 11 is released!

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