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* WIN POV*β
Today was our flight back to France, I couldn't stop Bright from coming, Actually I need him beside me.
Chaiya just called me last night She said there is a transaction with Russian's tomorrow night do you want me to go instead? Pornthip asked me and I looked at her for a moment.
OK, I have to do something very important that night; Devil smile flash on my face, I have to deal with praew if you all wondered where he is? I sent him to France yesterday.
Do not show him what you will gonna do if we are used to this kind of work, I knew that you know he is not used to this, He live a different world from us always remember that; She said I looked at Bright who was now sleeping on my shoulder, I smiled a little, He has 25 days left before his wedding even though it's only within that day I want him to be mine again just this fucking 25 days left.
Master, Praew somchai is at the main base, My colleagues are just waiting for your orders; Jay said, Pornthip looked at him and he bowed his head.
Tell them to wait for my arrival, Don't do anything to him yet; He immediately nodded and typed on his iPad, I brushed Bright's hair and smiled a little.
Are you still willing to let him go after this? Pornthip suddenly while looking at me.
If I only have a choice, I want to keep him by my side for the rest of my life, but I know that it's not possible there is a good life waiting for him a life he deserves... I didn't finish what I was going to say when she spoke and that words make me stopped from all the worries I was thinking.
You deserve your happiness too win, I know you have a big responsibility and so do I, but don't forget your own happiness just because of the organization, It's fine to be selfish at least once in a while and sorry for what I said yesterday,I just got scared and Emotional poured out; She said I was quiet thinking of what she's saying, should I? can I do what she says?"
His happiness is my happiness pornthip, Do you regret being the Daughter of a mafia boss, Do you regret being part of this kind of worlds and besides I understand you yesterday, I'm sorry for making you worried, I know you had so many works already? She shook her head and put wine in the glass.
No matter how messed up the world we live in, I never regretted that I was born into this family, Yes I don't have a free time like other women, But I'm happy with what I'm doing and I'm content to have found the only person that I will love, I am also happy to meet you; She said directly to my eyes.
Did you regrets being the head of the organization? She ask me and I shook my head.
I must admit that I went to Thailand to think about what to do, I used to want freedom, I grew up with a gun always in my hand, I grew up killing people and what others thought was illegal, But I also immediately understood that why are we doing this kind of works, I saw how much dad loved and cared for this organization not because the legacy led the ranks but because how many people relied on it, How many people's lives bet on it, I understood why mom sacrifices her own life for me, I am the hope of our people it's my duty to protect all of them even that my life is in exchange and I'm beyond grateful because you're my lady master, I don't know what to do if your not here; I said to her, She's looking at my eyes, I finally understand everything.
I knew that aunty was very proud of you now, You grew up very well so brave and strong, βwinβ don't forget that I am here, lian and kuea they are all here even you're the head master of three organizations, You are still our friend; She said I smiled a little, even though I didn't show that they are important to me, My heart knows how I feel about them.
I thought I would forget who I really was when I met him, He showed me that there is another world outside the mafia world, The world is wide but I understood that I shouldn't run the problem, This is we're I belong that's why I will deal with it with all my heart, I knew that you will join me in this battle; She immediately nodded and she smiled at me, a genuine smile from her, A cold hearted girl that everyone thinks of are smiling at me genuinely.
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* BRIGHT POV *β
I woke up a while ago, I should have opened my eyes but I heard them talking seriously. I listen to them quietly, It seems that the two of them are the only people in this room right now.
Do not show him what you will gonna do if we are used to this kind of work, I knew that you know he is not used to this he live a different world from us always remember that; Pornthip said what are they talking about? is she talking to me?
Tell them to wait for my arrival, Don't do anything to him yet; I don't know but I feel like win captured praew for some reason, Is it because praew dad's order their man to shoot uncle Chakan?
Are you still willing to let him go after this? Now I'm sure that pornthip was talking to me, I was waiting for win to answered her.
If I only have a choice, I want to keep him by my side for the rest of my life, but I know that it's not possible there is a good life waiting for him a life he deserves... He didn't finish what he was about to say when pornthip cut him off.
You deserve your happiness too win, I know you have a big responsibility and so do I, but don't forget your own happiness just because of the organization, It's fine to be selfish at least once in a while and I'm sorry for what I said yesterday, I just got scared and Emotional poured out; I don't know what to say, He loves me but he rather letting me go for my safety.
His happiness is my happiness pornthip, Do you regret being the son of a mafia boss, Do you regret being part of this kind of worlds and besides that I understand you, I'm sorry for making you worried, I know that you already have lots of works? Win seriously ask her, I heard pornthip taking a deep breath before she answered win's question.
No matter how messed up the world we live in, I never regretted that I was born into this family, Yes I don't have a free time like other women, But I'm happy with what I'm doing and I'm content to have found the only person that I will love, I am also happy to meet you; Pornthip was confident on her answer, She's too brave to face everything, I now understand why she's very fit on that position, Only her can support win on everything, Chaiya was right before if there's anyone that can support win it's her.
Did you regrets being the head of the organization? She ask win same question, Win brush my hair before he answer her.
I must admit that I went to Thailand to think about what to do, I used to want freedom, I grew up with a gun always in my hand, I grew up killing people and what others thought was illegal, But I also immediately understood that why are we doing this kind of works, I saw how much dad loved and cared for this organization not because the legacy led the ranks but because how many people relied on it, How many people's lives bet on it, I understood why mom sacrifices her own life for me, I am the hope of our people it's my duty to protect all of them even that my life is in exchange and I'm beyond grateful because you're my lady master, I don't know what to do if your not here; I would like to wake up and hug him, Through all the pain he's experiencing he's still there and has become stronger for everyone, I know he's not only thinking about my safety but the people who depend on his organization, The people who worked for them, He shoulders everything, I want to tell him that I'm here I'm always here, That day I saw how he reacted when Jay said that some of their companions was caught I immediately saw the concern on his face, No matter how cold he was to them every life of his companion was still important to him.
I knew that aunty was very proud of you now, You grew up very well so brave and strong, βwinβ don't forget that I am here lian and kuea they are all here even you're the head master of three organizations, You are still our friend; He gently patted my head, I understand why Pornthip was so mad yesterday, She just scared on what will happened to win, Win is not just his mafia boss but they treasure win because he is thier friends, I'm thankful because she's there for him, She face everything with him, She share the burden that win carries.
I thought I would forget who I really was when I met him, he showed me that there is another world outside the mafia world, The world is wide but I understood that I shouldn't run the problem, This is we're I belong that's why I will deal with it with all my heart, I knew that you will join me in this battle; I can't stop the tears from coming out, The pain he shouldered was very heavy, I shouldn't forbid him just because his a mafia boss, Maybe some of people think mafia was a dangerous people little they didn't know that they're also a human, They have lots of responsibilities on there shoulder, They don't know that they are just normal people, That they want nothing but the safety of the people close to them, The people who are there for them. I use to feared them because of the news, But when I met him I had a different view of the mafia, Because the news is wrong, They are not bad people, He is not a bad person as they think. I moved myself and opened my eyes, He look at me with a smile.
You're already awake, We will arrive in 30minutee; He said I hugged him even though my head was still on his shoulder.
OK! I said happily as I felt him comb my hair. After a long flight we arrived in France, Win holding my hands while we were going down.
You can't introduce him as your lover, Everyone knows that were engaged, I don't have time for their complaints especially uncle is still in the hospital; Win looked at me and eventually nodded to pornthip.
I will, I will pass by the hospital first before returning to the base, Bring bright with you; I immediately shook my head at what win said, I want to go with him, I want to see uncle Chakan too.
I want to go with you; I said, He took a deep breath and nodded.
Everything is ready master; Jay said we immediately left the airport, When we're Infront of the car pornthip goes to her own car, Jay was driving in the front seat while we are at the back seat. We were in the middle of the road when Win's phone rang and he answered it immediately.
Chaiya; I just looked outside while he was talking to Chaiya.
OK, I'm on the way make sure dad is safe, Tell Mile to double guard at the hospital; I heard him talking to Chaiya, He was playing with my hand.
Okay bye; He took a deep breath before he looked at Jay who was now driving seriously.
Faster Jay; He says, Jay nodded and accelerated the car even more. I look at him and he just looking outside with his serious face.
What's the problem? I ask him, He look at me for a moment but he returned his gaze outside.
It's nothing; He silently said, I held his hands and I gently rubbing it, I knew that he has a problem, He just doesn't want to tell me. I want too stay beside him forever, It's my turn to take care of him to protect him, I will lessened the burdened in his shoulder I'm willing to be a killer for him.
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Nothing can predict what the futures gonna hold us, But one thing I am sure,. He's the only guy that I will love for the rest of my life.
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