* BRIGHT POV *

I was looking in the mirror while adjusting the necktie I was going to wear. I am wearing a white suit for the event tonight.

Bright, You've been in that mirror for such a long time but you still not yet done; Princess said when she saw me, aunt monica was invited for the gathering tonight too.

I'm almost done; I weakly says to her, for three years I can't really love her, Because I can't forget win either. I know that she loves me I also told her before that I can't love her back but she said she's fine as long as she's with me. I didn't agree on that but she insisted. She came to me and fixed my neckties and messed my hair a little.

Handsome as ever, Let's go they're all waiting for us; I nodded to her, I put the phone in my pocket and we went out together. The venue for tonight's event is just in this hotel lobby, That's why we won't have any reason to be late, This is one of the reason I stayed on this hotel.

Do I look okay? There are so many people here tonight; Princess said while looking at everyone who was already here, She held my hands and we walked into the ballroom because the main event was there.

You look great; I Said with a smile.

* WIN POV *

Are you ready, We might be late; Pornthip said to me, She is wearing a white dress while I am wearing a red suite, She looks beautiful in her dress.

When did he learn to wear a necktie by himself, Fixed it now we're already late; Chaiya said with complained she didn't change at all, She said she doesn't want to go there late.

Stop complaining, Just help me put this tie; I said and handed it to her, She was wearing a sky blue dress she looks stunning on that outfit.

Done let's go, They're all waiting outside; I immediately followed both of them, Sometimes I don't know who's the boss here, She has more complaints than me.

You're here son, Let's hurry we're about to be late; Dad said, I nodded and immediately got into the van, Dad and I are using different van. Mile and Apo was with us, Kuea and lian ride with dad together with some Ninja's although they don't look like Ninja's in there outfit tonight.

Do you want us to bring at least two assassins? Pornthip asked me and I shook my head, The place we're going it's not that dangerous place.

There's no need, We have to go, Dad already left; Chaiya told the driver that we could leave already, There was a white van behind us other men was in that van.

You look fierce on this outfit; Mile said while pointing to my outfit, I shrug my shoulder and pointed back to pornthip.

She's the one who choose this; Pornthip looked at them.

What? It's suites him very well, It's normal that he's aura is even more scarier after all he's the mafia boss; She said, I was just staring outside, France has amazing view at night, You can see the beauty of France even more when it's dark like this. I remembered the last time I looked at this kind of view, It was when I was in Thailand with him. I immediately shook my head no matter what I did, he kept coming back to my mind.

We're almost there master; Our men said In front, I didn't answer and just looked outside, I saw dad come down and our men immediately came to him, The event was held in a small hotel. From here I saw many people going in and out I think They're also investors. I really don't know who are the people here tonight.

( WIN POV )

When they got down, Their men immediately followed but win stopped them.

Just wait here; I said, The assassins immediately bowed and put on the earpiece they always carry when I was an event like this. We continued to walk again, Mile and Apo were behind me while chaiya and Pornthip were on my side who both grabbed attention because of their beauty. I looked for dad But I couldn't see him in the middle of the hall because there were many people here, I turn my head again and finally I saw him talking with other man, I looked back at Apo and Mile who's now both still standing.

We're going to talk to dad, Find a seat first; I said and they immediately nodded.

Let's go; I gave my arm to pornthip, Pornthip held it and we both went to dad's place. As we passed by, People looked at the two of us, The beauty of Pornthip could not be denied. Pornthip looks goddess because she looks so stunning on her white dress.

Good evening gentleman, We are here dad; I immediately confronted dad after I give respectful manners to the people I was talking too, After all they didn't know that I was a mafia boss.

Good thing your here son; Dad said while smiling.

What a perfect couple, Too bad my son and his fiance is not here yet; The guy said, I reached out my hands to the men dad was talking too because I know pornthip was waiting for me to do it.

Good evening, I'm win metawin this is my fiance pornthip Tangabodi; They shook hands with us.

Good evening Uncle lek bright hurry; We heard a female voice shouted at our director, She's behind my back.

Bright faster It's so embarrassing for Tito Lek, Our hotel is here but we still arrived late; Because of what she said, My feet felt like they were nailed to the floor,  I saw pornthip looked behind us.

My son is finally here; The man said, It looks like he's the one that woman called uncle lek.

We're only 1 minute late princess; That voice..... I hardly breathed while they were going in our direction, I looked at dad who was now also looking at me, He knows about this all along? Every step was like a bomb one, I took a deep sighed, I felt pornthip's hands tightened on me she probably saw who the newcomer was.

Good evening Dad, Good evening everyone we're Soo.... He didn't finish what he had to say when he looked at our direction, He couldn't believe it when he saw us and my reaction was the same, If I knew that they were the ones that we're going to met, I shouldn't have gone here.

Are you okay bright? I was the first to look away from him, I can still feel him looking at me, We shouldn't have met again, This shouldn't have happened. Bright's dad cleared his throat before he speaks on us.

Son This is Mr. Chakan Metawin and this is his son Win metawin and his fiance Pornthip, They are the big investors of the company; His dad introduced him, I didn't want to look at him but it was necessary to pretend that I didn't know him. He didn't immediately answer what his dad said because first of all, He already knows me and so does pornthip, especially dad.

Nice meeting you again sir Chakan; He said and shook hands with dad, Dad accepted it, I looked at dad badly, He played me all along. He purposely brought me here so that I could see them for myself like this.

Do you know Sir Chakan son? We looked at his mom's, She's wearing elegant dark blue cocktail dress. Bright was still looking at me, I didn't give him any gaze anymore instead I was just looking down to the floor.

Yes mom, We've meet before in Thailand; He said, His gaze turned to his mom, I breathed heavily as if I hadn't breathed in a few minutes.

Oh I see, Thank you for coming to this small gathering Mr. Chakan It's great pleasure to have you here tonight; His mom said happily while holding his dad's arm.

The pleasure is mine, Anyway this is my only son win and this is my future daughter in law pornthip; Dad introduced us, I looked at them awkwardly.

Good evening ma'am sir, Thank you very much for inviting us tonight; Pornthip answered I think she felt that I couldn't speak, I feel too weak it's like my body was shaking, I don't know why.

You're most welcome Iha, Your daughter in law was very beautiful Mr. chakan, They both are really a good match, When is your wedding going to happen; She said, I smiled a little and looked at pornthip but I couldn't speak because of his looks, I cleared my throat before I answered.

We don't have a plan yet, Because we still have a lot of things to finish, We will send an invitation when we have made our decision about that Mrs. Scarlett; I said, I was just looking at dad when I spoke.

I see, Congratulations in advance! My son was going to get married next month, I will send the email where the venue is; She said I nodded, Even though I'm used to hearing that word I still feel pain in my chest, When will I get used to it?

Please excuse us; Pornthip said and she pulled me somewhere, I could feel him still looking at me until we got out of the main hall of the event, Just now I was able to breathe properly since earlier, Pornthip was looking at me sadly.

If only I had known that they were the ones we were going to met, I would have never came here, We shouldn't have met pornthip, I don't want to mess up his life again, I don't want to put him in danger again, He is happy now he will get married next month, This shouldn't have happened; I sadly tell her, We are here on the side of the hotel, That's why no one is here.

Relax first, Don't think about it. Do you see yourself while you were in front of them earlier, I know that it still hurts you but the members of the organization are looking at us, I don't want them to see you like that, I don't want to see you like that because your the mafia boss, Always remember that; She said, I nodded I forget about that, I feel so weak in front of him.

Let's go back; I says, She nodded and we entered the hall again, We roamed our eyes to find we're Apo and Mile was seated, We finally saw them together with Chaiya, Kuea and lian. We immediately go to there tables.

Wanna drink? I just nodded to Chaiya, my face showed no emotion while sitting at this table, I shouldn't look weak in front of the members in my organization, I put aside the pain I was feeling, I see him with her fiance, they were talking to other guests while dad was still chatting with brights dad, Watching him like this it's already fine to me, at least he found his happiness now. Seeing him smiling like this and knowing it's not because of me, It's thorn my heart apart no matter how many times I says it's okay all of this is for his happiness and safety my heart are still not used to the pain, He was bearing.

Win; My eyes returned to Mile when he called my name.

Why? I said to him, He reached me the glass full of wine, I took it and immediately drank it, He was surprised by what I did.

I'll just go out for a while, When dad looks for me tell him that I'm outside, I want to get some air; I told them they all nodded and I immediately stood up and went out. When I got out of the main hall, The assassins who were with us earlier were immediately looking at me, I just let them go and went out of the hotel, Well this place was pretty close to the garden, It's 10 pm at night that's why the place is dark and the sky is still beautiful there are more stars here than in our base, I found a small seat, this place is quite hidden, I sat there and looked at the sky.

Why are you still playing with us, I want to be happy for him but why do we have to meet again. if we're not meant for each other, Please don't play with us anymore, My heart is tired, I'm tired of saying it's okay!" Im like a crazy person talking to the sky thinking the sky will answer all my questions.

How long will you hide from me, There are so many things I want to ask you, So many things I want to tell you, But why did you suddenly leave without even saying goodbye; I was surprised when I heard his voice behind me, I didn't feel his arrival, He was standing in a dark place while looking straight at me. He approached me untill he's now in front of me, I didn't move immediately and just looked at him.

P' I weakly said I don't know how I will feel right now that he is in front of me, He didn't move and was still looking at me.

Why win, Why did you do that; He said softly, This time he sat next to me. I feel something blocked my throat, I stood up when I felt the assassin around us.

Leave us alone, Don't tell anyone except the lady master where we are; I said with no emotion they immediately disappeared like a bubble, I came back from my seat he was just looking at the sky now.

She become your fiance are you happy now? He asked me while his still looking far away.

Since then that position has really been for her, But the only difference is that she was only my fiance, She and her boyfriend still in their relationship until now, Her being my fiance is just a title in the organization, When the day will come I will give her the happiness she deserves. There's no law in the organization that I must be married to the lady master; I told him he looked at me.

Congratulations P' for your marriage next month, I'm sorry I cannot go there personally; I just looking straight to the sky, I untied my neckties so that I can breathe properly.

Did you stop loving me? He's question made me stop.

What if I'll say yes, What will you do? I said he looked into my eyes.

Because I still love you until now, I'll never stop loving you even if you leave me suddenly, Even if we haven't seen each other for three years, believe me I did everything to look for you but I can't see you anywhere; He answered me honestly, I saw different emotion on his eyes.

P' you're going to married soon, Whatever happened to us before, forget all of that; I said, He looked at me angrily. I can't believe I said those words to him.

Forget? You think it's easy to forget everything, I hope it's easy like what you are saying right now but it's not, It's so hard to forget you, There isn't a day or time that I don't think of you, Win,  I've been looking for you for three years, I've been waiting for three years because you promised me, You promised you'd come back, But why until now you haven't fulfilled that promise and now you want me to forget everything? He wipes his tears when it comes out, I couldn't stop myself from hugging him, My heart was breaking when I saw how his tears came out one after another.

I would have told you everything before but why did you leave me immediately, You didn't even give me a chance to explain, You made a decision on your own, You left me alone you left me win; I felt my suit was wet because he cried, The emotion I had suppressed earlier went with him, I wiped his face and touched it, He became even more handsome because of his style.

I didn't leave you, I choose to stay away because I don't want to put you in danger, Besides you already choose from the two options that Chaiya gave you right, Like I said I understand you if you want your life to be like that, It was not easy for me to leave you before, It was not easy to see you happy with others, I was hurt every time I saw you with others but I have to accept all the pain in exchange for your safety; He shook his head and held the hand that was on his face.

I don't need any of that, I want you I only need you win; His tears keep coming out, I gently whipping it.

P' my life is not that easy Now, It was very chaotic then it is even more chaotic now, I am in charge of the organization, It is not just legacy that depends on me but those three organizations; I told him, He holds my hands looking straight to my eyes.

Win, For once choose me; He said softly, I couldn't find the right answer for his question because I really want to do that, I want to leave with him but I know what could possibly happen.

Go back inside, Pornthip and I will leave now, Until we meet again P' bright; I was about to leave but he hugged me tightly from behind, I can't hear any sounds anymore because I can only hear the strong beating of our hearts.

Please, don't leave me again; He said softly, Something touched my heart when he said that word, I couldn't stop the tears flowing from my eyes, God knows how much I wanted to hug him, There wasn't a day that I didn't long to see him again.

P' Please; My voice cracked while trying to remove his hand from my back, He buried his face in my back at the end I just let him hug me. No matter what I do, I can't bring everything back to the way it was before, He's getting married next month while I'm in charge of our organization. We live in different worlds. He forced me to look at him, when I got in front of him I was surprised by what he did next, He aggressively kissed me, I grabbed his shoulder when he brought my body closer, I can't stop my self for not responding him, When our kiss deepened it became passionate, He explored every inch of my lips, He held my head carefully so that our kiss deepened with each other, I could feel his hand rising to my chest, While I was just holding his head a soft moan came out from my mouth when he inserted his hand inside my suit, he touches my body inside, He opened the second buttom of my suit and he lowers his head, He gently kisses my chest while we are still standing in this dark place. His kiss was like a fire, it was like my chest was burning from his kisses. His lips returned to my mouth, I felt like I was drowning in what he was doing, he bit my lower part of my lips and he went inside again.

Everything is mine, You are mine, all this is owned by me; He possessively said in the middle of our kiss, I just nodded to him because he kissed me again. We were both panting when he was the first to end our kiss, But he was still hugging me and his head was on my chest.

Please stay by my side win, I know that our situation was so hard right now but we can do it together, I can no longer wait for more years, I can't live without you by my side; He said weakly, We walked to where we were sitting earlier. I don't know how to answer him, My heart and mind say something different. If I agree, He and his family will be in danger again, But my heart says otherwise, He wanted to be with the man who is next to him for a long time, he wants to be with him.

No matter what happened always remember that you are the only person I will love, I don't know how to answer your question now, I don't know the right words to say to you! the only thing I can say is that I have never stopped loving you, but P' let's not be selfish, I can see with my two eyes that your fiance loves you, She was there when you needed someone you can lend on, I saw everything what she did to help you, If we do what we want now not only will she be hurt but also the people close to you; I said to him, We're both facing the night sky.

I never learned to love her, I know it's unfair for her but I said this all along time that I can't love her because my heart loved someone else, Just give me a little time and I'll fix everything; He said I took a deep breath and looked at the purple sky. I was about to answered him but we heard a voice coming from our back it was pornthip and his fiance, I distance myself right away and he looked at me with sadness.

Bright, You'll left me again, Tito was looking for you, It's good that I saw Ms. Tangabodi coming here; Princess said and immediately grabbed his arm, I immediately looked away from them.

Uncle was looking for you earlier, He said he had to go home first because he had something to do; Pornthip softly said to me and I nodded, She came and fixed my necktie it was a bit messy.

Okay, We'll leave soon; I answered, she parted my hair a little and made me wear the red suits again. He looked at Bright, Who was also looking at us, I saw how his face changed.

How long have you been here? I looked back at pornthip when she spoke.

We're just talking some..... I didn't finish what I was going to say when princess spoke again.

What did you talk about and why in this kind of place? She