I held win's hand tightly while we were still in the hospital. It's been 5 days since we rushed him here. Please wake up, I miss talking to you, I miss you teasing me, I miss you so much, please wake up; I silently said to him time to time mile and apo are coming back here, They woke up two days ago. Chaiya said, My friends can't find out what happened to win because they will only ask how win was shot, I didn't agree at first but I understood her later.

Don't you have plan to eat? You hasn't eaten anything for a few days, He might get angry when he finds out if that's continue, I'm sure your in his position when he wakes up; I turned to see Chaiya who had also just entered, She was wearing a floral dress, I think she likes to wear dresses. I immediately turned my gaze back to Win, She placed the take out foods on the table.

I'm afraid Chaiya, I'm afraid of what will happen to him if I take my eyes off; I admitted to her, She sat on the couch next to me.

This is not the first time this situation has happened to him. 4 years ago this also happened to us and he was there, Mile, Apo and kuea were with us but lian was not there, He was 18 years old and I was 15 at the time, Uncle Chakan ordered us to an important mission of course we agreed because we know we can finish whatever mission is given to us; She said.

Aren't you two different organizations? I asked her.

Yea, But you know that the two organizations are friends, That's why uncle Chakan can order us; She answered me. I just know that now, I thought only the organization members can do the mission.

You have feelings for him, Don't you? I asked and she looked at me, as if she was reading what was on my mind.

I did, Who wouldn't like him, If you think because of the position you are wrong, I don't want that position especially I know that I don't deserve that position. I admit that if there is someone deserving of that position, there is no one else but pornthip; She said I was frowning, What does she mean?

What do you mean? She stood up and get apple from the basketball.

Because that is not just a position, When you have that position you must have enough strength to support win, You know he is the next mafia boss of legacy organization; She said I can't get what she wanted to say.

You still don't understand right? I nodded she continued while biting an apple.

Do you know why pornthip was chosen by uncle Chakan to be engaged to him? She asked and I shook my head, I know that it wasn't just because the two organizations were friends, There was something else besides that.

There are only two reasons, Pornthip can support win, Because like win, pornthip is also an heir of their organization, The first woman to become a mafia boss in the next generation, The only woman who can match win's strength, She is the only one who can match win strength and intelligent, Even I, I can't beat that witch, Even lian and kuea, They can't beat pornthip that bruhilda is very strong, Even if the three of us are fight together we can't beat her, She's good with any guns, Even though she's weak in combat, We still can't match her strength. Now you know why the elders of the legacy want Win to be engaged to her, They want to make sure that the legacy is still in this position when that time comes; I looked back at win, I thought it was just like that, But I was wrong, because that position is very heavy to handle not just any person can hold it.

When I said I'll wait for him because I know you'll leave him at the end, I'm not kidding on that. Maybe not now but I know that day will comes, I love him bright but I know he's happy with you, I'm willing to let him go, But I know that time can't be avoided, It will come and it will come even if you don't want it to come; She said I took a deep breath, After what was she's saying.

It's impossible that pornthip will allow that to happen, She loves his boyfriend very much; I said seriously and she shook her head.

Believe me, She can sacrifice that relationship because of her duty, No one can escape the duty of the organization Bright, like me, The organization is important to pornthip too, Because not only our lives depend on it but also all the members of the organization, Do you think she will choose to be a selfish person and leader? Do you think she will choose her happiness before the safety of the organization and her people? She shook her head and continued talking.

She will choose to protect all the members and people inside the organization before she will choose her own happiness, I don't like her but, I know she's very responsible woman; She said that made me stopped, I don't know what to do.

What you say is good for the ears, I didn't know you could compliment me like that; We both looked at the door and pornthip was standing there, She was still wearing all black and sweaty, She looked like she just came from the gym.

You witch, Don't you know it's bad to listen to other people's conversations? Chaiya answered and sat back on the couch.

Nah!! It's fun to hear that especially when you only say it once; Pornthip said and took some water. Chaiya just rolled her eyes and she took her phone. I looked at pornthip who was now looking at me seriously.

She was right about that, We can't really tell what will happen in the future, although I don't want to marry win, I can help him without that stupid marriage; She said emotionlessly, I looked at win, He was still unconscious until now.

How brave is the person who should stay by his side? They both looked at me because of my question.

That person should willing to kill mercilessly, Even young or old; Pornthip said without emotion, My eyes widened, I thought she was just joking but she was seriously looking at win, I looked at chaiya and it was the same.

What? Pornthip shook her head in my surprise face.

Do you think other organizations have mercy? They can use young and old people to make them accomplices or spies, If that happens and the organization caught them, You know what would happen next; She answered and pushed Chaiya and sat there, I can't believe what I heard.

Bright, The world we live in is not that easy, My boyfriend knows that, We're ready for anything whatever happens in the future; Pornthip said a lot of things are bothering my mind, I don't know what to do because of what they both say.

Even kuea and lian cannot escaped on that, No one knows if they're really meant to be together, They are both heiress and as an heiress it's there responsibility to create the next heiress in the next generation, The organization cannot be stopped, That's why it's very important to have the heiress in each generation; Chaiya said, Lian is there heiress, Why can't chaiya take over the position?

Why can't you take lian's place? She shook her head?

It's impossible, Because only the first child has the right to be the heiress, except the first child of the mafia boss is dead, The second son or daughter can take over the position and I don't want that position to go to me either, I can't handle stress and the problem of organization like lian does; She admitted, I still don't know much about what they do.

So what are you doing in this time pornthip? You are the heiress of your organization, right? I asked her, She looked at me and put down the orange she was supposed to eat.

Killing people who tried to betray us and cleaning mess that's all; My eyes widened again because of what she said directly, She didn't care about dead people, She's killing people without mercy.

Now you know what kind of people we are, Do you still want to be with him? She said seriously while looking at win, I didn't realize that I let go of his hand.

He's not that kind of person, Even he's a mafia son, I know he's not that heartless as you say; I shake my head on what she's saying that is not true, win says they don't kill innocent people.

He's more than that, You can say that because you haven't seen how he kills; pornthip continued.

He can't be an heiress like what you said if he didn't killed people bright, Even I, I've killed several people already, I'm may look fragile woman, but my hands was already covered by enemies blood; Chaiya said coldly, She lift up her hands and give a creepy smile on her face. Pornthip sat in the chair again, It was like my soul escaped me are they really that kind of people? I kept shaking my head to get rid of what they were both saying, I had a hard time accepting what they were saying.

Why are you telling me all of this? They both looked at me chaiya stood up and fix her dress.

We told you so that you can decides, I know Win will understands your decision, You can go home first and think about your decisions, I will tell you this, Once you have made a decision there is no turning back, When you choose to be with him you must ready for what will happen, There is a big chance that your family and friends will involved, They can be used by the enemy against win; Chaiya said.

Why? I asked why my family and friends will be involved in this.

It's simple because you are win's weakness; Pornthip said while closing her eyes. Chaiya pulled me to stand up from where I was sitting, I covered my face using my hands.

Is my love for him enough to put my family's life in danger? I'm confused, I don't know what to do, I can't live without him either, I love this man but what about my family.

Leave first, Go home and take a rest, I will take care of him, You have to think carefully about your decisions; Chaiya said I looked at pornthip and she just nodded at me. I looked back at win and smiled sadly at him, I took the bag and phone that were on the table, Before I left the room I looked at him again, "wait for me win" When the door was closed I couldn't hold back my tears it was so hard and I was very confused to what I'm going to do.

( PORNTHIP POV )

When Bright left, Chaiya immediately stood up from her seat, I know that Win was awake already and I know that this witch knew too.

I know you're awake already; There was no emotion when I said that to him, He opened his eyes and the tears he had been holding back came out, Chaiya returned to the couch while looking at her phone.

Do I need to kill this woman? I ask win and pointed at chaiya, Who was also looking at us, He give us a fake smile.

It's okay, Chaiya has a point even though she's a witch; Win said chaiya rolled her eyes and looked at her phone again.

What if he chooses to stay away from you? I asked, Even we just met again our bond as friends is still there. He looked at me sadly, I know how much he loves bright.

Then I will respect that, I will leave Thailand so that he can forget me It's also for his safety; He said I helped him to sit when I saw that he wanted to sit.

What if he chooses to be with you? He took a deep breath before answering me.

Why re you so talkative now pornthip? Chaiya cut us, I ignoring her and waiting for win's answer.

I have made a decision pornthip, I will return to France no matter what he's decision is; I was shocked on his answered, Is he serious about what he said?

Seriously? I asked and he nodded.

Haru and dew won't stop as long as I'm here in Thailand, Do you know why they found out that they had a mission that day? He asked and I nodded. There is a spy inside the organization.

I can't imagine how the spy got inside an organization with such tight security; He says.

Do you have any idea who it was? I asked, He was about to answer when Mile opened the door, I went back to my seat first.

You're awake; Mile says win is just looking at him.

Why are you here? are your wounds okay? Mile nodded, He still has a bandage on his hand but his condition is quite okay. I noticed that Mile was about to speak but Win shook his head, I was little confused, later on the door opened and the nurse came in now I get it.

( OHM POV )

We haven't seen win for almost a week now, bright is the same even kuea and lian we haven't seen them at school anymore, I feel like they are hiding something from us.

What the hell ohm, You're just here we were looking for you earlier; I saw nanon they just arrived here at my place. We spent the whole week together that's why I can tell say that we're close now.

Is that bright? We looked at where new was pointing, He's right it's bright, but he's alone.

We saw Praew approach him, He immediately removed his hand and continued walking towards our direction. He seated right away when he arrives at our table, He put his head down and we all look each other with confused face.

Do you drink? Tawan asked, I smelled him and it did indeed smell like alcohol.

Hmmm... I did; He answer, The four of us looked at each other.

Do you have a problem? I asked him in soft voice, This is not him. He doesn't want to drink any alcohol especially when he knows that he has class. He raised his head and looked at us, I can see in his eyes the tiredness and pain, I don't know where those came from but that's what I see in him.

I don't know what to do anymore, I'm confused, I'm having trouble making a decision; He said we were confused about what he meant.

What do you mean? Tay ask, He closed his eyes before speaking again.

Dad's company had a problem, He wanted to merge our company and aunt Monica's company by me marrying aunt Monica's daughter, princess; He said I looked at Tay, We both know princess and we also know that she liked him for a long time, if I am not mistaken she is in the US now.

What's wrong with that? You are both single; I told him, He shook his head so I was even more confused.

Princess loves you even before, So I don't think she has a boyfriend now; Tawan said that, New and nanon were listening to us quietly.

But... Bright didn't finish what he had to say when someone spoke behind us and it was Chaiya.

Choose her, Because no matter what you're decisions is it doesn't make sense anymore, Because he himself made the decision to leave; As soon as she said that, Bright stood right away, Chaiya sat next to new.

What do you mean? He ask chaiya, chaiya looking at him very serious.

Win choose to leave, He will return to France today, He choose to let you go and return the freedom that was meant for you; She said, Nanon reacted right away.

What? Why is he leaving? I am very confused about what is happening can one of you enlighten me; He said to chaiya and bright.

It's impossible, How can he just leave like that, How? Bright said again and again.

Chaiya; We looked at kuea, lian was not with him now, He immediately walked towards us, Before he could reach our table, Bright immediately met him and grabbed his collar.

Where is he now? He asked, Kuea just looked at him. We saw Kuea look at chaiya, When chaiya nodded he removed Bright's hands before he spoke.

He's in the place where only you and him know's; After he said that bright immediately ran outside without saying anything.

We're sorry, We have to go; Kuea said and chaiya stood up from the chair where she seated.

And they've all left us, confused? New said, I just shook my head, My head hurts from all of happening.

( NO ONE POV )

On bright side, He rush to win's condo, He knows that is the only place we're he could find win... He immediately opened his room when he got to the condo, He didn't make a mistake because win was here, There was luggage on the side, He immediately hugged his back, He's sobbing quietly, Win knew it was bright, He didn't turn around and let him hugged him from behind.

How are you? Win asked Bright but Bright continued sobbing, He couldn't let him leave, He couldn't let him out of his sight.

Don't leave me please; Bright said, He continues sobbing, Win smiled bitterly at what he said, He didn't want to leave but he had to, He also knew the problem with their company, He feels more guilty, Because he knew he's was one of the reasons for the sudden problem on Bright's family. He turn around and see Bright's face, He held in him and brought him on the bed both of them seated there.

Shhh don't cry, I won't leave you; He said to bright, He want to stay here in Thailand for few day, He will ask miles and apo to go ahead there.

Chaiya says you will leave now; He said weakly and win raised his face and wiped his tears.

I supposed to leave now, I have to go back to France because there is a problem on the organization, There is a spy inside, I have to find that man right away, But I can postpone it, I will tell Miles and apo to go ahead; He explained, Bright immediately hugged him. Win can't stand seeing bright like this, He can't leaves him like this, Win gently patted Bright's back.

Are your wounds okay? Bright asked weakly, Win just nodded, He raised Bright's leg so they could both lie down. Bright was still hugging him until they both lay down, Win patted Bright's back and took his phone, He immediately called Mile it only had two rings and Mile immediately answered.

Mile tell apo that you go ahead to go back in France, Chaiya and I will follow; He said to mile, Bright listened quietly their conversation.

How about lian ang Kuea? are they're going with us or they will go with you? He heard mile answer win.

Ask them, They can go both that's all; Win ended the call right away after he said those words.

Bright looked at win's face it had no more wounds, Win noticed that bright was looking at him.

Is there a problem with my face? Win asked, Bright shook his head and held his mouth and gently kiss him, it would have been quick but Win pulled him closer and they exchange the passionate kissed. Win pulled bright even more closer the sensation they're felling like hell. Win was about to stop but bright didn't let him, bright changed there position he removed his top shirt and kissed win again it becomes more aggressive, Win didn't resist and he held Bright's back. He soft moan when bright's kiss started to descend, He started kissing his jawline to his neck. Bright back on his lips and he explores inside, They can't stop the warmth they feel in each other.

No matter what happened don't leave me please; Bright said to win and started kissing him again, Win moaning again before he could answer him. He only nodded to him, bright started kissing his neck down to his chest, Win didn't know what to do because he felt so hot, Bright kissed the scars left on win's body, He gently kissed all of them, He looked win in the eyes, Win knew what bright wanted to do.

He didn't say anything but he changed their position, Bright was now on the bottom and he was on top, Bright took off win's clothes and held his body, win kissed bright from his mouth to his neck, Win's mouth slowly went down on Bright's arm he gently kissing them, Bright silently cursed because of the sensation he felt.
Win's kiss returned to bright's mouth, bright immediately greeted him, They're tongue's reach to each other.

No matter what happened, You are the only man I will love; Win said to Bright, Bright nodded and he continues to holding Win's body. Win's hands slowly reaching bright short until he removed it, He kissed bright collar bone all the way down, bright did nothing but curse, He didn't know where to put his hand. He saw win stop so he looked at him, Win removing his short, He give him a small smile.

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