I WOULD RATHER DIE OF PASSION THAN BOREDOM
- VAN GOGH

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DAKOTA FANNING
as
AVERY GRACE BELOVA

WALKER SCOBELL
as
RAYMOND RYAN MILLER

And the rest of the marvel cast as themselves ❀

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DEDICATED TO:
Anybody who see's themselves in Avery, to the people who have such big hearts, who doesn't know how to control their emotions, who want nothing but to be loved.

Also to two of Avery's biggest supporters Steamboat_Baby and -saturnlove who without their constant support and kindness I would lack the motivation to write. Thank you both for supporting me with not just this story but also Savior Complex I adore you guys!!

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PLAYLIST:

01. MOTION SICKNESS
I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out
PHOEBE BRIDGERS

02. CASINGS
Am I just not what you want?
Am I just not what you need?
Is there someone who has your heart
That keeps you gone, away from me?
ETHEL CAIN

03. RIGHT WHERE YOU LEFT ME
Matches burn after the other
Pages turn and stick to each other
Wages earned and lessons learned
But I, I'm right where you left me
TAYLOR SWIFT

04. LOVE ME TENDER
Love me tender, love me sweet
Never let me go

05. YOUR POWER
She said you were a hero
You played the part
But you ruined her in a year
Don't act like it was hard
BILLIE EILISH

06. FREE NOW
I finally know better than to wait for you back here
And I hope you know I don't think
You're a bad guy, that you're damaged
GRACIE ABRAMS

07. MAKING THE BED
Another day pretendin' I'm older than I am
Another perfect moment that doesn't feel like mine
Another thing I forced to be a sign
OLIVIA RODRIGO

08. FAMILY LINE
All of my past, I tried to erase it
But now I see, would I even change it?
Might share a face and share a last name but
we are not the same
CONAN GRAY

09. BACK TO THE OLD HOUSE
I would love to go
Back to the old house
But I never will
I never will
THE SMITHS

010. MORNING ELVIS
When they dressed me up
And they put me on a plane to Memphis, well

011. WOULD YOU RATHER
We have the same face
I laid awake as someone shoved you up against a wall
Quarantined in a bad dream
He's half the man and you're twice as tall
PHOEBE BRIDGERS

012. LIKE HIM
I've decided to
Anything that lives inside of you
I would never ever lie to you
You ain't ever have to lie to me
I'm everything that I've strived to be
TYLER THE CREATOR

013. ILLICIT AFFAIRS
Don't call me "kid"
Don't call me "baby"
Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me
You showed me colours you know I can't see with anyone else
TAYLOR SWIFT

014. FULL MACHINE
I'm a rollercoaster
You're a dead-end street
But won't you stay for a while?
I wish that you'd never leave
GRACIE ABRAMS

015. FREE
Sometimes, I wonder if I should be medicated
If I would feel better just lightly sedated

016. GRACELAND TOO
So she picks a direction, it's ninety in Memphis
Turns up the music so thoughts don't intrude
Predictably winds up thinkin' of Elvis
And wonders if he believed songs could come true
PHOEBE BRIDGERS

017. YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN, KID
You're on your own, kid
Yeah, you can face this
You're on your own, kid
You always have been
TAYLOR SWIFT

018. WILL YOU CRY?
Damage lined up
Wreckage left behind us
How'd we get stuck?
Now, I'm what you're bored of
GRACIE ABRAMS

019. DOG DAYS ARE OVER
She hid around corners
And she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses
And from it she fled
FLORENCE + THE MACHINE

020. DON'T BE CRUEL
Don't be cruel
To a heart that's true
ELVIS PRESLEY

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ALSO WRITTEN BY ME:
- SAVIOR COMPLEX (Marvel) (In the works)
- NOTHING ELSE MATTERS (Marvel) (Published)