"𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐋𝐋 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃, 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃."

Estrella's pov

I practice my guitar during sound check one more time to make sure i got it right, a lot of the time my last song for my concerts will be one of my dads songs, it makes me feel happy performing them, makes it feels like he's still here, i always rewatch the home videos Courtney and my mom would film, it would be me and my dad singing and playing instruments just being weirdos, i still remember it. I smile at the memory and keep or practicing as the rest of my band does as well, we finish off the song.

"well that's sounds really good star, your literally an exact copy of your dad" violet tells me as she places her bass down and comes to hug me. My mom and her mom have known each other forever, they met back when my mom was living in Olympia, her mom was the one that dragged my mom to the party where she met my dad and they became best friends.

"ahhh thanks you v, you guys were hella good also, but not as good as me except you v." i say hugging her back while ponying at the guys and teasing them.

"yeah yeah whatever you say star, your not the one on these drums, this is a literal work out, i always have to take my shirt off at some point, but hey i don't mind the ladies love it." Devon says shrugging and smirking.

"ew dev that's gross not every girl wants you, i know i don't nor does v" i tell him while rolling my eyes at him and taking off my guitar and putting it on the stand.

"eww nah y'all's is like my sister that's just disgusting." dev says while shaking his head, probably shaking the thought out of his head.

"yeah well what did you think mateo ?" i ask the somewhat shy boy, he's cute but at times he can be shy, but while playing he's a whole other person, he just lets it take over him and gains this confidence. He always felt like a baby brother to me even tho i'm older by a month, but still he's still a little shy kid.

"it was good star, you don't even need me for the last song you always nail your dads song" he tells me smiling shyly at me and placing his guitar down as well near the keyboard he plays as well.

"well thank you mateo, you know i am his daughter i can play his songs with my eyes close" i smile as i cross my arms and smirk at him a bit. He nods a bit, then goes back to messing with the keyboard a bit.

"well now that sound check is over let's all go get ready, i have some special guest coming to this concert and we needa look our best, we're gonna go out with them afterwards alright" i tell the band as i face them and place my hands on my hips. Devon and Violet stand next to each other and stand like army man.

"yes ma'am" the pair says as they salute, everyone laughs at them including my mom in the crowd. She's our biggest supporter, always has been other than my dad, well he was mine he never got to meet my band but i know he's watching us. We all go out separate ways and head to our dressing rooms to get ready for tonight, i'm excited i get to see bill i don't get to see him much since he lives all the way in Germany, and cause i'm crazy booked a lot. I unzip the bag that my outfit was being held it and place it on the couch next to the vanity as i sit down and start on my make up, while i'm doing my make up i wonder what the rest of bills band be like i've heard him talk about them and i've heard the tabloids talk about them as well, tom is the one i hear the most news about, he's a playboy and womanizer all that mumbo jumbo, then his drummer gustav, i heard he's kinda quiet but i've heard him play he's well, then georg, bill tells me georg and tom tease each other a lot, but i've seen georg, i would die for his hair. I finish my make up and loosely curl my hair quickly, it gets kinda messy from a lot of jumping around but still gotta look good. I finish with that then put on my outfit, it's a black collared halter top with some buttons, then a black leather mini skirt, i make sure to bring matching shorts cause i move so much, then knee high black chunky heels, i throw on some accessories and then call violet real quick so she can help me put glitter all over me, people may not like it but i do, i love glitter it just makes me feel like a disco ball.

"omg star, you look so good" v tells me as she comes in grabbing my hand and spinning me.

"thanks babe now come on help me with this glitter." i lead her over to the glitter spray that we have, she quickly sprays it all over me, then we finish and go outside to meet everyone else. Violet was wearing this black jersey with a rapper on it, then almost dark blue baggy jeans and a hat, devon was just wearing some baggy jeans with his crazy ass hair down, he was gonna have to take his shirt off so might as well go out there with none, then mateo is wearing a black shirt with just black jeans and some necklace that's stands out.

"damm we are a hot ass band" i say while sitting down on the couch in the green room.

"we fasho are" dev says while rubbing his hands together and sitting down next to me, violet comes and sits on the other side she hugs me while i hug her back. Mateo since on one of the side chairs.

"so we ready to go rock out there ?" i say while still hugging violet.

"hell yeah mofo" dev says while hugging me and violet, this kid was taller than us, it felt like he was basically on us.

"you nervous" v asks me as she looks down at me.

"nah not really maybe a bit, cause bills coming and he hasn't really seen me live like this plus it's a really big crowd you know" i explain to her looking down a bit, every now and then the nerves would come in and scare me a bit, i always had weird dreams that something would happen at my shows sometimes good sometimes bad and it would make me nervous sometimes.

"you got this star you always do, just remember we got you" mateo tells me smiling at me. It makes me smile, he always knew how to give good pep talks.

"yeah, let's go out and rock this bitch yeah guys." i say standing up as everyone else does, we all do this cheesy thing where we place our hands in a circle and yell our band name, it was cheesy but it was cute always made me feel better.

"hands in, ready one, two, three, KILLING STARS!" we all yell together and rush out the green room jumping and shouting, no one can really hear it cause we're backstage well except the backstage people but they don't care.

"now let's go!" devon yells as he runs forwards doing some weird ass cartwheel, i swear this guy always gets so pumped before shows, he gains like a different strength.

wish me luck dad.

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(2nd chapter, more stuff coming next chapter guys. have a good day or night loves!)