"Oh. My. Gosh..."

Y/n let out a sigh with a mix of disbelief and disgust. Her eyes widened at the sight of the sticky substance in her underwear.

A sick feeling pooled in her stomach as she wiped her underwear clean, as well as herself.

The girl stayed seated at the toilet for just a little longer, still needing to recollect her thoughts.

This has never happened to her before...

Having such...lewd dreams...

And about RINTARŌ?!

How could she possibly face him after this?

Y/n let out one last sigh before she got up and washed her hands, staring at her reflection in the mirror.

"Damn..." She mumbled as she brought her semi-dry hand up to her hair, feeling on what was supposed to be a bun.

It looked horrendous...

Her brows furrowed in confusion as she tried to recall what happened at the party last night. The wet dream she had about Rintarō almost made her forget that there was a party in the first place.

That and the fact that she got drunk and totally blacked out...

She groaned in annoyance before exiting the bathroom. Y/n was for sure not going back to bed again. Not after that dream. After that dream, she was right awake.

Awake and drowning in embarrassment...

How could such a thing happen to her?

She thought to herself, biting her fingernails as she unconsciously made her way to the living room, too deep in thought.

She was supposed to be well mannered. She had never even kissed a guy before, let alone have sex with him.

The funny part was that that didn't even concern her the most.

What concerned her the most was the part where she literally begged Rintarō to fuck her. Which was outrageous.

Cause she never begs...

Ojiro Y/n never begs...

She doesn't need anyone to fulfill her needs, especially not some teenage boy. Y/n doesn't need anyone period.

She has always tried to be as independent as possible. It has gotten to the point where she hardly asks her parents for anything, the complete opposite of her brother.

Aran had a habit of making it very known when he had his eyes set on something. But he could, he was one of the top 5 aces in the country, and scored good grades without studying.

Y/n was sure that even if their parents weren't well off, they'd still try to give their son everything he asked for, cause he made them proud.

She couldn't even envy Aran, cause he was a good brother as much as he was a good son.

Perfect...

Y/n knew that her parents were proud of her, and her accomplishments, but they didn't know how much time and effort she put into that.

Why did she have to read the same page three times to remember the important information, while Aran could give you a summary after skimming through it once?

Why was she getting worked up about this thing again? She was supposed to shrug it off, and let it go-

"You're up..."

Y/n's eyes widened and her mouth might've opened slightly.

There he was. Sitting at the couch, a tired, amused smirk face as he stared her down.

Suna Rintarō...

Y/n breath got caught in her throat as she freezed for a second, shaking her head in disbelief right after.

Rintarō chuckled lazily before he spoke up again. "What's wrong? Cat's got your tongue?" He teased.

Your tongue got this cat-WHAT?!

"Hahahaha" She awkwardly laughed whilst rubbing her arm, noticing the goosebumps on her skin that weren't there earlier.

What is wrong with you? Stop saying stuff like that in your head. It's inappropriate...

She stood behind the couch that Rin was seated at, him turning his body to face her. Her hand tugged at the bottom of her oversized T-shirt that she wore combined with Himara's shorts.

It was silent for a solid minute, Y/n staring at the ground to avoid eye-contact with Rin.

When she finally did decide to look up, she found him still staring at her, causing her to quickly look away.

Be so forreal...

His brows furrowed in confusion before he spoke up. "Why are you standing so far away?" He asked, his arm leaning on the headrest of the sofa.

Y/n took in a deep breath before she took a step closer, her hands stiffly beside her as she still wasn't looking at Rintarō.

The frown on his face deepened, taken aback by Y/n's behavior. He chuckled as Y/n took one step closer.

She was now standing near the couch, her eyes staring at the TV, completely ignoring Rin's presence.

He wasn't really planning on pointing it out though, so he turned his head to follow the show again. That was until he noticed that Y/n was still standing behind him.

Rintarō slowly turned his head and spoke up again. "Why don't you take a seat?" He kindly suggested before petting the spot next to him.

He watched as Y/n hesitantly walked around the couch before she took a seat.

On the farthest end of the sofa...

With one leg crossing the other, her arm leaning on the arm rest and her head facing to the TV in front of her, Y/n sat on the couch. As far away from Rintarō as possible.

His jaw dropped in disbelief as he shook his head, Y/n ignoring the movement in the corner of her eyes.

Rintarō took a deep breath. "Why are you sitting so far away?" He asked. "Come closer." He said, his tone a little more stern than before.

Y/n shot a quick glance in his direction before she scooted closer, still keeping her distance.

A small grin appeared on Rin's lips at the sight.

Was little Miss Y/n nervous?

"Closerrr~" He dragged the word, eyeing the goosebumps on her arms and thighs.

"I don't bite..." He joked when Y/n still left an open space between them.

She didn't like this.

She didn't like that she was afraid of speaking up.

She didn't like that he was teasing her, and she most definitely didn't like how he made her feel.

Like he was in control...

"There you go..." Rin said as he lifted up his plaid with one hand, waiting for Y/n to sit close enough so he could cover her body with it too. "Told you I don't bite~" He teased, his mouth near her ear while her eyes remained on the screen.

She was close to Rintarō. 

Too close.

She could feel his leg against her bare ones, feel his arm which rested behind her, feel the heat of his body and most importantly, she could smell the scent of his body wash.

Coconut...

"Are you sniffing me?"

Y/n'e eyes darted up to meet Rintarō's, an amused and playful expression on his face.

"Tss." She scoffed. "You just smell...nice. Is all." She murmured, rolling her eyes before averting her gaze back to the screen.

Rin couldn't help but shake his head in disbelief. He stared at Y/n's side profile for a little before he spoke up again.

"Is something wrong?"

The words made Y/n avert her attention from the screen back to the boy beside her. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion before she answered. "No?"

"No?" The boy repeated.

"No, Rintarō. Nothing is wrong..." She said sternly as she faked an exaggerated smile.

"So convincing~" He said tauntingly, poking Y/n's cheek with his index finger.

"Yea, it's convincing, cause it's the truth." She stated, her tone sounding a bit irritated. "And could you please not do that? Thank you."

Rintarō couldn't believe his ears. He sat up straight and turned his body to face Y/n fully.

Was she serious right now?

He quickly shook his head, trying to stay focused.

Rintarō had a mom and an older sister. If he had learned one thing, it was that when women say they're okay, they're lying...

He had to approach the situation carefully, if he wanted to know what was bothering Y/n.

But something about seeing Y/n worked up and irritated made him feel all giddy inside.

And as he was in a playful mood, he decided to push his luck just a little further.

"I can't touch you?" He pouted. "You didn't mind me doing so earlier." He mumbled, loud enough for Y/n to hear, waiting for the girl to look at him, which she rapidly did.

All the color faded from Y/n's face as she stared at him, eyes wide open, her jaw practically hitting the floor.

"What-" She managed to let out, her lip quivering as she started to rub her arm in anxiety.

What did he mean by that???

When did he touch her?

WHERE did he touch her???

AND WHY COULDN'T SHE REMEMBER THIS?!?!?!?!?

The grin that was plastered on Rintarō's face was quickly replaced by a concerned expression after he saw Y/n's reaction.

"Y/n-"

"What did you mean by that?" She choked out, sitting up straight now as well.

"It wasn't that serious-" Rin quickly answered.

Y/n blew out air from her nose as she closed her eyes, her hands being brought up to her head as she took a moment to breathe.

All of this was messing with her head...

She couldn't think about Rintarō and not think about the dream she just had.

"Y/n?"

She could hear his voice. Somewhere, far in the distance. But she was too wrapped up in counting to ten in order to calm down.

6

7

8

"Y/n."

Almost done...

9

10

Y/n let out a deep breath before slowly opening her eyes again, feeling a lot more calm and relaxed than before.

"Y/n?" Rintarō said softly, looking at her with a distressed expression on his face.

"I'm sorry." Y/n apologized.

Why did I apologize?

"I just-" She groaned, not wanting to admit it. "I just freaked out, okay?" She exclaimed.

Y/n started fidgeting with her hands as she continued, Rintarō staying quiet.

"I just woke up from the craziest dream, not remembering anything from last night. And you- you saying stuff like that really freaks me out!" She exclaimed, shyly looking to the side as she was too embarrassed to make eye-contact with Rintarō.

"I'm sorry." Rintarō apologized. "I didn't mean to freak you out."

"It's not your fault-"

"I mean it." He interrupted her. " It's never my intention to make you nervous, or uncomfortable." He intensively stared into the girl's eyes, her being captivated.

"Well, I mean- it's fun to make you nervous-"

"Stoppp~"

A grin appeared on Rin's lip as Y/n let out an airy laugh, playfully slapping his arm.

"I'm serious..." He chuckled softly.

"I know~" Y/n answered, in her normal, happy tone. "And thank you..."

Rintarō's eyebrows furrowed slightly, his head tilting to the side in the process. "You don't...have to thank me?" He said, confused.

Y/n simply shrugged her shoulders and stared at Rin's features before she turned her body back to face the TV again.

Rintarō couldn't help but smile in response. He took a moment to admire her side profile before he, too, turned to watch the screen.

There was a minute of silence before Rintarō broke it, as usual.

"So, you really don't remember last night. Like, at all?" He asked, a hint of disappointment in his voice.

"I did get pretty drunk..." Y/n chuckled awkwardly.

She was right, she did drink a lot...

Rintarō was disappointed. Because what if the alcohol made her act the way she did?

Would she be as outgoing, and spontaneous if she was sober?

"I remember seeing you."

Rin's eyes shot up, meeting Y/n's, who's eyes were already on him.

"Yea?" He asked softly, his voice barely above a whisper.

"Yea..." She answered.

Rintarō's eyes lit up as Y/n continued.

"You were like 'You're here'-"

"Seriously?!"

"HAHAHAHAHA"

"I see how it is..."

"IT WAS FUNNY THOUGH-"

"It really wasn't..." Rintarō shook his head, not wanting to give in.

"It was!" Y/n exclaimed, her laughter dying down. "It was funny, and it was kinda cute..." She trailed off, mumbling the last part.

The eyes of Rin widened as he swallowed, unsure of what to say next. He watched as Y/n looked down in her lap, fidgeting with her fingers again.

"You think I'm cute?"

"I think you have your moments~" Y/n teased, laughing after seeing Rintarō roll his eyes.

The two teens averted their attention back to the screen as they continued the rest of their conversation.

"You remember yelling out 'YOLO' before gulping down that fruit punch?"

"OH MY GOSH, I TOLD YOU I SMELLED SOMETHING FUNKY!" Y/n exclaimed, Rintarō being able to physically feel her tensing up again.

"I thought it was the pineapple-" He choked out as Y/n forcefully elbowed his side, making him shrink together, his head falling on her shoulder.

"What was that for~" He whined, pushing his head in the crook of the girl's neck.

"Rin~" Y/n giggled. "You're tickling me~" She laughed as she felt his nose caressing the skin in her neck.

"I'd rather have you tickling me than hurting meeee~" Rin said, teasingly dragging out his words.

"Oh please~" Y/n snorted before gently pushing his head away.

A taunting smirk was plastered on Rintarō's face, Y/n choosing to ignore it as she ran her hand through his messy hair, removing it from in front of his eyes.

"You look silly..." Y/n chuckled.

"Pfff."

Rintarō looked into Y/n's eyes, his gaze quickly moving to her lips and back to her eyes after.

"You look pretty..."

Y/n's eyes widened, processing Rin's words.

For some reason, she didn't feel nervous, and anxious, like before. Now she felt rather warm, and safe.

Rintarō made her feel warm and safe...

"Stop playing." She rolled her eyes and chuckled "Have you seen my hair?"

The boy tilted his head to the side, a dorky smile on his face.

"It's cute-"

"Okay Rin-"

"And I think it looks good no matter what style it is in." He shrugged, sitting up straight, finding it quite amusing how Y/n got worked up.

She was quick to come up with reasons why he was lying, the words rolling off her tongue smoothly.

"Just take the compliment..." Rintarō chuckled as he shook his head, not listening to anything the girl said.

She groaned in response before she took a deep breath, calming down before answering. "Okay. Thank you..."

The boy turned to face her and looked at her before he answered. "You're welcome..."

There was a comfortable silence before Y/n spoke up.

"Why are you laying on the couch? Aren't you tired?" She asked the boy.

"Not sure if you've noticed, but your brother snores." He answered, staring into the distance as he had zoned out.

"Like, really loud..." He trailed off.

Y/n snorted, grabbing a hold of Rintarō's arm, which he didn't mind. "Oh please~ don't remind me."

"I can't even sleep next to him, really." Rin chuckled dryly, not sure whether to laugh or to cry.

"It's so bad that If I keep my door open at night, I can hear him snoring from his room."

"NO WAY" Rintarō gasped.

"Yes, unfortunately..." Y/n fake pouted, exaggerating her sad expression.

"Do you snore?" Rintarō asked, his eyebrow raising, Y/n gasping loudly in betrayal.

"How dare you?!" She asked, shocked. "I do not."

"Hmm, you sure? Cause you getting so defensive gives me another impression..." He shrugged, a smug smirk on his face as he watched the girl's cheeks puff.

"You have to take my word for it."

"And what if I don't?"

The girl sighed before leaning closer to the boy, looking into his eyes before answering. "You'll just have to see for yourself..."

Rintarō opened his mouth to say something but he was at a loss for words.

That was bold...

Very bold...

Y/n yawned before she adjusted the plaid that they shared to her liking. She crouched down and looked up at Rin for approval, laying her head in his lap after he nodded at her.

She grabbed a hold of Rintarō's arm and put it down around her waist, taking a quick peek at him, smiling, before averting her gaze to the screen.

The pace of Rintarō's heartbeat quickened and he could feel it beating in his throat.

Stay calm, stay calm, stay calm...

He almost exploded when Y/n held his hand under the blanket, giving it a gentle squeeze.

Rin couldn't comprehend what was happening, and he needed a little to process.

He could feel everything.

He could feel her chest rising when she inhaled, the vibrations when she spoke, the slight movement she made to make herself more comfortable.

Everything...

A good fifteen minutes passed in a silence filled with tension as well as comfort. It was only then that Rintarō noticed that Y/n's breathing rapidity had decreased.

She was falling asleep...

"Y/n?" Rintarō spoke, his voice calm and soothing.

"Hm?" She hummed in response, not wanting to use her words.

"Are you tired?"

That was a dumb question. Of course she was tired, he could clearly tell. He just wanted to stretch time, to cherish