𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐈 | 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝟏𝟐:𝟎𝟎𝐀𝐌

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐈 𝐒𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐋 𝐋𝐎𝐁𝐁𝐘 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐓 𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐘 stand up following the doctor to go see layla he was really waiting for his turn

after hearing about his brother's passing it hurt him badly then hearing he actually lost his baby not from abortion pill hurt him even badder

notti stood up and started walking towards meli and yomi who were sitting in the corner of the lobby talking to eachother

once the two seen notti appoarch them they went completely quiet and looked up at him

"so which one of you guys gave her the fucking pills?" notti said

yomi and meli looked at eachother then at notti who was mugging them

"uh.." meli said nervously

yomi sat there not saying a thing at all tryna avoid eye contact with the boy

"i gave it to her but the pills were probably replaced by my sister I thought it was abortion pills but it was probably some random pills she had im sorry I really am I swear" meli said as she started to burst into tears

"why would you do that bro I thought you was my friend mel bro.." notti whined smacking his teeth

"she wasn't ready and I just had it on me at the time im sorry" meli cried

"if she wasn't ready why you still gave her that bullshit you could've just told her to talk to me!" notti said

"I know I.. im sorry I really am I swear" meli sniffled while shaking her head

notti just shook his head and left the two just sitting there

he went back to his chair and sat right down crossing his arms together

he threw his head back while looking up at the ceiling until he heard chattering coming near him

"notti you can go see her.." isla said

notti stood up quickly until he seen the look on isla's face it looked like she was worried

"w-what?.." notti said

"she.. I don't know she barely remembers anything" isla sniffled

"what? That's impossible she got shot in the shoulder not the damn head" notti said

"they said when she fell to the ground she hit her head hard" isla said while shaking her head

"then why did they tell us she was completely okay?" notti said

"I don't know but please be nice to her" isla said touching the teenage boy is shoulder

notti just nodded and then started walking to the back

his heart was racing while he walked to the back and seen the doctor walking past him pointing to the door

he started slowly walking towards the door hearing talking

he was hesitating until he opened the door slowly peeking seeing quincy talking to layla

layla slowly moved her head towards the door seeing the teenage boy making her tilt her head while he walked inside

she actually was admiring his looks all over again

"is this.. brother?" layla said while squinting her eyebrows making quincy look back at notti

"nah im your boyfriend notti.." notti said making Layla look at him in confusion

he noticed the confused expression on her face which made his face drop

"Ethan.." notti said

"im layla" layla smiled making notti just slowly nod his head

"I know." notti said lowly

"are you really my boyfriend?" layla asked curiously while tilting her head again

"yeah im your boyfriend" notti said

"your not" layla said with a chuckle making notti frown

"I am" notti said

"my daddy said I couldn't date until I was eighteen your not my boyfriend we can be friends right?" Layla said

notti looked at quincy who was already looking at him with a mug

"why would you tell her that." notti said while shaking his head

"you put her through alot already" quincy said

"no nigga its cause your bastard ass just hates me!" notti said angrily while scrunching up his face

"bastard?" quincy said

"nah nigga I said a whole entire different thing" notti said being sarcastic making layla snicker

"who you think you talking to lil boy?" quincy said

"you clearly you feeding her some bullshit while she literally lost her memory bro" notti said

"I ain't feeding her shit you don't deserve my daughter look at the shit u put her through already then getting her pregnant you guys are literal children" quincy said

"shit my bad for tryna trap her" notti said being sarcastic once again putting his hands up

"your funny" layla smiled throwing her head back on the hospital bed

"memory lost or not you guys are not together" quincy said

"oh really?" notti said

"yes really" quincy said

"you doing some bullshit when she wants to be with me" notti said

"she doesn't" quincy said

"yeah cause she clearly lost her memory but with her memory I promise you" notti said

"say your damn goodbye nigga cause this shit over" quincy said

notti watched quincy walk away and out the room making layla flinch once he slammed the door

he then looked over at her seeing she was staring at the door confused

"yo" notti said making layla look in his direction

"hey" layla said waving her hand at him

notti started walking towards where she was laying pulling a chair right next to the bed then sitting

"why were you arguing with my dad?" layla said

"oh uh he just keeps being mean to me that's all" notti said then shrugged

"why is he being mean" layla said

"cause he doesn't like me" notti said while looking down at his fingers

"why you seem like a nice boy" layla said

"yeah but really he doesn't see that" notti said shaking his head

"does he not want you to be my friend?" Layla said

"I mean obviously since we're arguing" notti said

"but I want you to be my friend your nice and funny" Layla smiled

"I know.." notti said

notti just stared at the teenage girl while thinking making her tilt her head waiting for him to say something

notti really felt bad cause he felt like all the things quincy was saying was true he felt like he actually did put layla through alot

he felt like if he didn't do anything that was affiliated with the streets her wouldn't and she wouldn't be in this predicament

"your crying.." layla said

notti didn't even feel or notice a tear slipping down his eye

layla reached her hand towards notti's face and wiped the tear away

notti smiled making her smile aswell her face then changed once she yawned

"well.. ima go to sleep now cause im tired it was nice meeting you friend" layla smiled

notti watched her spread out in the hospital bed and lay her head fully down on the pillow and close her eyes

he just stared at her while admiring her with her eyes closed

notti knew right after layla leaves the hospital she would be leaving with quincy.

even if she got her memory back he knew she would've still left

notti looked around the room until he seen some pen and paper just on a desk

he grabbed the items and sat them on the table he was close to and started writing her a goodbye letter.

he put her through too much he had to finally let go.

                         𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝟏𝐊𝐀 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒™️

chile this one sad ass book I ever wrote no shade.

THOUGHTS AND PREDICTIONS!?!?

y'all better not cuss me out or I promise y'all y'all ain't getting another chapter fr like on my soul

THERES NEVER A RIGHT TIME TO SAY GOODBYE 😩