02| Have You Kissed?

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AT NIGHT

Dad: I am sorry, Mr. Jeon. You asked for assistance with such hope, but I was unable to provide it. As her father, my heart will not accept it.

Jk nods, his expression filled with understanding and appreciation.

Jk: I completely understand, sir. I was being selfish and impulsive, and I should've considered your feelings as well. I apologize for my unreasonable demand.

Jk smiles warmly, touched by your father's kindness and generosity.

Jk: Thank you, sir. I appreciate your understanding and your willingness to help. As for now, your offer to stay for the night is more than enough. Thank you.

Dad: Nono...don't say this...If you require any additional assistance, kindly let us know. Although our capacity is limited, please keep us in mind and we will do everything in our power to assist you.

JK: (He grinned) I appreciate your generosity.
Uncle: You ought to bravely tell her.

Jm- He is a coward...

Jk chuckles slightly at Jimin's comment, knowing that he was right, but not wanting to admit it

Jk: Shut up, Jimin. You're not helping here.

Jk suddenly stops speaking, his gaze momentarily fixated on you from across the room. For a moment, he seems to lose himself in admiring your presence, distracted from the ongoing conversation

Jk's eyes scanned your features intently, taking in every small detail. The gold nose ring, the small bindi, the bangles, the jewelry on your wrists-he noticed it all. His gaze finally settled on the finger adorned with a silver ring, and his heart skipped a beat as a wave of realization washed over him

Jk couldn't help but notice every detail about you- the sparkle in your golden brown eyes, the glint of the gold nose ring, the flowing locks of your medium-length dark brown hair, and the delicate bindi on your forehead. His gaze trailed lower, taking in the bangles adorning your wrists and the silver ring on your ring finger.

YN: (Looking down) Papa, phone. (You silently said with a heated feeling) "What is this? Why am I feeling weird? here? (you think touching stomach)

Your father nodded, sensing your discomfort, and handed you your phone. You took it, feeling a strange mixture of emotions churning within you. as you touch your stomach, you wonder why you're feeling so odd being here.

He observed your actions intently, noticing the way you touched your stomach and the slight frown on your face. He couldn't help but be curious about what was going through your mind at that moment He longed to approach you and ask if everything was okay, but he held himself back, knowing that it wasn't his place to intrude. Instead, he silently watched from a distance, his gaze fixed on your every move

Jm: (notice him staring you and smirked before pinched his arms)

Jk flinched at the sudden pinch from Jimin, his gaze flicking towards him briefly

Jk: Ow! What the-Jimin, what was that for?

Jm- What? did I said anything? (smile innocently)

Jk rolled his eyes at Jimin's playful demeanor, knowing full well that he was up to no good

Jk: You know exactly what you did. Stop playing innocent.

πŸ’Œ

JK- Why she's not responding- (gasp) YOU!

He lets out a shout as Jimin suddenly appears inches away from his face, nearly jumping out of his skin

Jk: Jimin! What the hell are you doing? You scared the living daylights out of me! Gosh! I am already sick of you! (Shake head)

Jimin- Then get medicine should I call YN?

Jk's memories of Halsey and their past relationship now seemed distant and faint. The pain and betrayal she had caused him slowly faded from the forefront of his mind, replaced by more recent events and the current situation he found himself in

Jk- (stare him for brief moment then rolled eyes looking away diverting his gaze to phone)

Jm- Don't stop this time, let the blossom grow, give yourself a chance this time... I know you give hard time to your feelings every time and dug all feelings under the ground.

He glances at Jimin, a hint of stubbornness in his gaze. He knows that his friend is right; he has a history of bottling up his emotions and pushing people away. But this time, something feels different

Jk: It's not that simple, Jimin. My heart has been through so much...I can't just open it up easily.

He runs a hand through his hair, frustration etched across his features. He knows that he can't keep running away from his feelings forever, but the thought of opening himself up to potential pain and heartbreak terrifies him.

Jm: YN seems right person jungkook...

Jungkook looks at Jimin, seeing the unwavering conviction in his eyes. He knew that his friend was right; there was something about you that stirred something within him. But still, he couldn't shake the fear that he would end up getting hurt again he lets out a deep sigh, trying to put into words the mess of emotions swirling inside of him

Jk: I can't deny that there's something about YN that makes me feel...different. But I'm scared, Jimin. Scared of getting my heart broken again.

His voice falters slightly as he speaks, the vulnerability evident in his words. He feels torn between his desire to protect himself from potential pain, and the curiosity and attraction he feels for you.

Jm: I understand...

Jk nods, grateful for Jimin's understanding. It's rare for him to open up like this, but he knows that his friend understands him better than anyone else

πŸ’Œ

BALCONY

Jk leans against the balcony, lost in thought as he gazes out at the night sky. The memory of his love for Halsey comes rushing back, along with the pain and betrayal he felt when she cheated on him

Jk: (He rubs his temples, feeling the weight of guilt and helplessness) My mom... she didn't deserve any of this. And I couldn't even tell her the truth because of how fragile she is. God, what a mess this all turned out to be.

YN- Don't worry... (He looked back and saw you holding coffee) I will pray and take mannat. God will undoubtedly grant her the best health ever. (He smiles slightly and strengthen up) "Coffee, mom sent it."

Jk turns around, slightly startled by your sudden appearance. But as he sees the coffee in your hand and hears your words, a small smile tugs at the corners of his lips. He takes the coffee from you, grateful for the thoughtful gesture. Your calm and reassuring presence eases some of the tension he felt just moments before he takes a sip of the coffee, feeling the warmth spread through his body. He stares at you for a moment, taking in your tranquil expression.

He finds himself mesmerized by the way you seem to have a calming effect on him, as if you had an innate ability to soothe his troubled mind and leans against the balcony railing, his gaze still fixed on you. He can feel his heart rate slowing down, the tension in his body gradually melting away.

Jk: You have a way of making me feel...calmer. Like my mind is finally starting to quiet down.

YN: Ji? (confused)

He blinks, realizing that he had zoned out for a moment. He turns to look at you, slightly embarrassed.

Jk: Sorry, I was lost in thought. Did you say something? (you shook head)

He nods, still feeling a bit flustered. He takes another sip of coffee, trying to regain his composure

Jk: So...you just came out here to give me coffee?

YN: Y-es...... (smile) well sleep well...um if need something let us know...

Jk nods, feeling a pang of reluctance as you start to leave. He doesn't want the moment to end, as unusual as that is for him

Jk: Thanks for the coffee. And...wait. Can I ask you something?

YN: uh yes? (He takes a deep breath, his heart suddenly pounding faster in his chest)

Jk: Can you...can you stay here for a bit more? I just want to talk to you.

YN: (your heart skips a beat) ye-s sure...

He smiles slightly, relieved that you agreed to stay. He gestures for you to come closer, indicating that you should sit with him on the balcony.

Jk: (He motions to an empty spot next to him( Come, sit with me. There's something I'd like to discuss with you.

YN: um... I... im fine here... (nervous, as you never talk to male before)

He notices your nervousness and immediately feels bad, realizing that he may have put you in an uncomfortable position.)

Jk: Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. You don't have to come closer if you don't want to. (He pauses for a moment, before continuing in a softer tone

Jk: Can I ask you why you are um...quite?

YN: (looks him and shrugged shoulder) I don't like to talk much...

He nods slowly, understanding your preference for silence. He finds your reserved nature somewhat refreshing, as he's used to people who talk constantly.

Jk: I see. So, you're not a talkative person, huh? It's refreshing, honestly. Most people I know never stop talking.

YN: (smile) Like your friend jimin?... (Take seat front of him) you want to ask something um...

Jk chuckles softly at your statement about Jimin, knowing full well that his friend loves to talk.

Jk: Yes, exactly like Jimin. You're quite observant, aren't you?

He nods, taking a deep breath. He looks at you, sitting in front of him, and gathers his thoughts for a moment before speaking

Jk: Yes, I wanted to ask you something. But if it makes you uncomfortable, you don't have to answer, alright?

YN: I don't think I have anything personal... *chuckle*

Jk takes a deep breath, preparing himself to ask the question that has been on his mind.

Jk: Um. Have you ever...been in a relationship before?
(You looks him shocked)

YN: I don't like making boyfriend, I feel like......they are playing game of emotions, having girlfriend boyfriend......its just like trend between todays generation... they don't even really cares about feeling and emotions......

He listens intently as you express your opinion on relationships, impressed by your insightful perspective.

Jk: I see where you're coming from. I used to think the same thing a few years back... I thought people just date for the sake of it, without truly caring about each other. It seems like a shallow game of emotions.

He pauses for a moment, reflecting on his own past experiences before continuing

Jk: But you know what I think? I think that not everyone is like that. Sure, a lot of people jump into relationships without giving it much thought, but there are some who genuinely care about the person they're with. (He looks up, his gaze fixed on you as he continues speaking)

Jk: I don't think relationships are always so superficial. They can be meaningful and beautiful, if you find the right person. But it takes time and effort to build a true connection, you know? You have to be patient and open yourself up to the possibility of loving someone.

He notices the smile on your face, feeling a sense of satisfaction.

Jk: (He grins) You know... You have a beautiful smile. You should smile more often.

YN: th-anks...

Jk watches you as you blush slightly, feeling his own heart flutter a bit. He's not used to seeing people get flustered around him

Jk: You're welcome. I meant it, you know. You should smile more. Your smile lights up your whole face.

He smiles slightly, feeling pleased that he managed to make you blush

Jk: Good. (He pauses for a moment, suddenly feeling a pang of curiosity) Can I ask you something else? Another personal question. (you nods)

Jk: (takes a deep breath, trying to sound casual) Have you ever... (He stops for a moment, before continuing) Never mind. Forget I asked. That question is a bit too personal, I guess.

YN: (you looks him confused and then smile a little)
its okay you can ask as long as it will between us?

Jk hesitates for a moment, debating whether to ask the question or not. But seeing your smile, he feels reassured and decides to go for it

Jk: Alright, but promise me you won't think I'm being inappropriate. (takes a deep breath and looks directly into your eyes)

Jk: Okay, Um... keep in mind that you don't have to answer if you don't want to. (He pauses for a moment, gathering his thoughts, and then speaks) Have you ever...kissed someone before?

(Jk studies your reaction with keen observation, noticing the way your heart seems to skip a beat.)

Jk: (He speaks softly, his voice gentle) Hey, it's okay. You don't have to answer if you don't want to. I understand if it's personal.

YN: No......... (muttered)

He furrows his brow slightly, hearing your muttered response. He leans forward a bit, trying to catch what you said.

Jk: What was that? I didn't hear you.

YN: (you looks him bite lips) No... (looks away) ne-ver...

Jungkook feels his heart flutter slightly at your answer. He can see that you're uncomfortable, but he feels a sense of relief at the same time. He suddenly realizes that your confession has piqued his interest even more

Jk: (He pauses for a moment, before speaking quietly) Never? Never been kissed before?

YN: I never had boy- then ho-w?

He smiles slightly at your logical reasoning. He finds your innocence endearing

Jk: You don't always need a boyfriend for that, you know? Sometimes people kiss without being in a relationship.

YN: uh I don't know... (you looks away Yet know it well) um you sho-uld sleep...

He tries to hide his disappointment and nods.

Jk: Right, sleep. Of course.

He stands up as well, feeling the sudden urge to not let you leave just yet.


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