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It passed a week since Roman kissed me, we didn't talk about it, we avoid each other since then, and I'm feeling like I've lost a friend, I don't know what to do.

"Sorry guys, but I need someone to talk,"  I say to Becky and Seth who were talking

"Whenever you want, what happened?" Seth asks sitting

"Roman kissed me last week"

Their faces dropped

"Seriously?"

"Yes, it was so embarrassing and now I don't know how to deal with him, I have a boyfriend and he has a wife, this is a joke," I say desperate

"In reality, Roman and Galina divorced"

Now my face dropped, but this doesn't change the situation

"I think you should talk to him" Becky suggests

"Did you tell about the kiss to Elias?"

"No, I don't think it's the right decision"

They nod agreeing with me

"Talk to him, then tell me what he said"

"Becky's right, I can talk to him"

"But please don't tell him I told you about the kiss"

"Don't worry I know how to make him spill the tea"

I wave to them and I go back to my room, in the hall I see Roman talking with Finn so I decide to talk with him

"Roman, can we talk?"

"I leave you two alone, bye guys see you later" Finn says

Now we're alone

"If you want to talk about the kiss I shout you down, it was a mistake I didn't want to kiss you okay?"

I don't know why but his words make me sad and angry

"Do you really think I let you treat me like that? I was trying to be your friend but you had to destroy everything, kissing me and then this, who the hell do you think you are?"

I couldn't control myself, I'm so tired of him being so arrogant

He doesn't answer, he leaves me alone in the hall, thinking how much I can be stupid, I trust everybody and I let them play with my emotions.

I want to leave everything and everybody, so I drive to the arena where I can be alone and I can think about what happened

I sit in the ring, with my head on the clouds, I feel so angry with myself and Roman that some tears come down to my face

But as soon as I feel someone steps I dry them

"Shay are you okay?"

It's Naomi

"Yes, just stress and everything," I say watching her get in the ring

"If you want to talk I'm here"

We talk about the job, our relationship, my problem with Elias and she really knows how to make people important, She listens, doesn't interrupt and say what she thinks

"Shay I wanted to say how much I'm thankful for everything you're doing to me, really, you're helping me"

"When I started this job, I promised to myself that I'd do everything in my power to help those superstars underrated, and with you, I know that I'm doing it"

➻

Unfortunately Roman's on raw tonight.

The shows just started with him and my grandpa in the ring

"I'm on Smackdown, but I've been on raw for the past 4-5 years, and I always say that I'll leave this place better than I found it and while I was out I saw you and your spoiled kids telling the whole world that you guys are no longer the authority, that they are now"

Oh, poor boy, we're the spoiled kids like he is innocent

Anyway, I need to be professional so...

The crowd cheers so he continues

"And you can cheer, but that was a lie, because what has he done? He had his spoiled kids running around trying to run this show, but it's over now, I'm not listening to you, I don't take your orders, I take them from the wwe universe now and if they're keeping making all this noise I'll show every single Monday"

You can bet on that, boy.

"Don't even think about that, in that case, I'd have no control"

Daniel, Kofi, and Drew enter the ring and my grandpa doesn't let go this occasion

"What if we have WrestleMania rematches?"

Later we'll have Roman vs Drew and Daniel vs Kofi for the WWE championship.

➻

In the middle of Roman and Drew's match, Elias and Shane interrupt it by attacking Roman and I'm smiling because he deserves it

"I'm sorry for Roman," Elias says entering the backstage

"You don't have to, he knows it's for the job," I say shrugging

"It's more than that"

"You really don't like him, do you?"

"I just think he wants to do something with you"

And..You're right

"Don't worry, I won't let that happen"

Liar

When Roman enters the backstage he doesn't even look at me, and Elias notices it

"What happened with you two?"

"I only know that he doesn't want to be my friend anymore"

He nods but drops the conversation even if I know he wants to know more

Raw is over, Seth asked me to go to the hotel with him and Becky but then Roman said  if I was in the car he wouldn't come so Seth decided to take him

So now I'm on a taxi because Elias went to his family for two days so I'm alone, but it's okay

I thank the Uber and pay him when I enter the hotel I go straight to my room, I don't want to see anybody

I only hope tomorrow is a better day than today

➻

I'm late and I have a promo on Smackdown, fuck me and my alarm that didn't wake me up

"Good morning Shay, what happened today?"

"Sorry boss, I didn't wake up on time," I say to my grandpa whose laughing

"I thought something happened to you"

"Don't worry, I'm safe"

The show is already on air, I'm only waiting for my promo

"You're right next" Vince says watching Carmella & Ember vs Mandy and Sonya

After ten minutes, Sonya and Mandy win, my music hits

"Mandy, Sonya, congratulations, you know I used to like you when you were someone, but as you can see I level up, way up; I've got Asuka and Kairi and they're gonna rip through the tag team division and they're gonna start next week, with you two"

Ops I killed it, I'm happy I did a good job

"So?" I ask my grandpa

"You were amazing, this is for you"

He's right, this my business.

➻

Becky is in my room, she didn't want to leave me alone even though I said I was fine

"So you and Roman?"

"I don't care about him anymore, but I don't know what my feelings are. when he said that the kiss was a mistake, my world fell down, but I have Elias and I think I love him, I don't know, I don't know"

"Shay.. I think we both know that you like Roman more than Elias, you only have to admit it to yourself"