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"Really?"

"Yes, and I know I was an asshole but I really like you"

"After what happened I'm not ready for another relationship"

That's the truth, he needs to hear the truth, I won't use him.

"I understand, but I'll wait for you, don't matter how much time will pass"

He leaves and I feel empty, why can't I stay quiet for a while?

I return to my spot, but my head is in another universe, I don't want Roman to feel sad or angry.

I want him to be happy but right now i can't help him, i need to restore my self first.

"Are you okay?" Seth asks sitting next to me

"Yes.. But i could feel better, you know" i say looking him

"Something happened, right?"

I nod and some tears start scrolling on my face

"You're worrying me"

"Roman said that he has feeling for me" i say wiping the tears

"That's beautiful, what's matters?"

"I just don't feel ready for a relationship"

"It's normal but why are you crying?"

"Roman's eyes were so different, like they were empty and i know it's my fault"

Seth shakes his head

"It's not your fault, you were honest with him and i know he appreciated it, but can i know what he said to you?"

"That he will wait for me"

Seth's face light up and now he's smiling like a fool

"Shay.. He's fine, Roman knows about your situation, you don't have to worry, he'll be there for you"

"Are you sure?"

"Of course, i know him..he's a keeper, time will make things right, just wait"

I nod and after he gives me a kiss on the cheeks he leaves

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The show is over, and now I'm heading back to the hotel

"Can you please give me a ride?"

I turn my head and i see Roman with a little smile

"Of course"

After getting into the car, I start, walking towards the hotel in an embarrassing silence

"Thank you for the ride" he says with a smile entering the hotel followed by me

"No problem"

We get into the elevator and the air gets more and more embarrassing every second.

"What floor?" He asks me

"Third"

"Coincidentally, I have a room on the third floor, too."

When we get to the third floor and the elevator doors open, we take our own path

"Good night," he tells me and then He goes to his room

I stop for a second to think about what I want to do, because part of me wants to invite him to the room and talk  a little with him, the other part of me Still hesitant to have love relationships.

"Roman wait"

He turns, facing me

"Yes?"

"I know what i said earlier but can you stay with me? I want to know you better" i say shyly

"Hell yeah" he answers making me laugh

"Welcome to my room big dog" i say shutting the door

"Thank you boss" he says sitting on the bed

"I'm really happy you asked me to stay"

"I didn't ask you to marry me"

"I know, but it means you want to stay with me"

"Cause you're my fav wrestler and I'm a fan"

"Yeah, of course that's the reason"

"You can believe that"

We laugh and we talk about everything, about his currently feud, his relationship with Dean and Seth, his family and of course his daughter

"I saw some photos, she's really beautiful" i say smiling

"She saw you on the tv and she thinks the same thing, and i can't disagree with her"

"Thank both of you, but she is cuter"

"I want you to meet her"

"I'd love to"

We stayed awake until 4 in the morning, we basically slept for three hours

I have work to do, but I'm happy and that's because of Roman.