this one is....gonna
hurt a lot honestly.
Remember when I
told you all that this
season will be sad and
that I am sorry for
everything in advance?...

I meant it. But like
I said, nothing brings
a couple close together
like ✨TRAUMA✨

Miss girl is currently
going it right now but
not to worry, she will be
okay....

The shadow doesn't
stay too long. There's
always a light at the end....

Also, I don't think Shoto
would be like...pissed off
if Tomomi knew that Touya

Mainly because he was never
that close to Touya like she
was to him and if Tomomi
hated Dabi, there wouldn't
be a good reason to tell
him now. Especially the hell
Dabi puts his family through
in the mangas.

She loves Touya but hates
Dabi.

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ps......extremely cold
fire does exist....just thought
I'd through that out there.

   Wanna know what was the first thing Tomomi Todoroki said when she faced her thought to be dead brother?

    "So I am not crazy...."

   That was the very first thing she said. No other words, just......that.

   Dabi, still keeping his head under his hood, looked at her blankly. Sighing softly. Something in him was itching to tell her and when he finally did....the hidden guilt still wouldn't go away.

   "Touya-niichan.....it's really you-" Tomomi slowly started to smile as tears formed in her icy blue eyes. The first time her tears were for joy.

   He looked very different with the burn marks and staples but it was her brother. She recognized those eyes.

   And just as she was about to rush over to hug him but was stopped when he suddenly stood up and walked a little away from her. Keeping his distance from her.

   Which surprised her a little. "T-Touya-niichan?" She mumbled, confused.

    Dabi felt himself feel jitters in his veins as he couldn't look her in the eyes. It was too much but he needed to see her. She had to, at least, know it was him.

    Kurayami was right. As much as he doesn't want to admit it, he was right. He should have done more for her.

   And that feeling was fucking him up.

   "You're here to come home?" She asked, afraid of the answer but she needed to know. She hoped his answer was anything but no.

   Dabi looked at her again, sighing. "....I can't."

    "Why?" She asked, scoffing lightly. "You know we all miss you, right?.....Fuyumi, Natsuo, Shoto......mom?"

    "I can never set foot anywhere that Enji has been." He replied back a little roughly.

   Tomomi noticed the way his voice went dark when mentioning their name. She never knew much of what he went through with their dad, for they bonded in secret. But she knew he wasn't an exception to the abuse.

   And she was too young to really understand what happened to him.

    "B-But you don't have to." Tomomi reasoned, stepping closer to him. "Dad.... he's.... he's-"

   "Don't tell me he's changed." Dabi interrupted her in a cold manner. "A guy like him doesn't change.....Men like him never change."

   Tomomi sighed, crossing her arms. Yeah....she believed some of what he said but just because she doesn't forgive him yet, doesn't mean she saw dishonesty. She was just too messed up because of him.

    "Can you answer me this?" She asked again. ".....Where have you been this entire time?"

    "I've been gone." Dabi shrugged, not knowing what else to tell her. "That's it...I've been gone."

   "Gone?"

   "Yeah, gone..." He repeated. "I don't know what else to tell you, Toto."

   "How about telling me why?" Tomomi's voice began to waver. "You told me that you would answer my questions....Why did you leave me?"

   "I couldn't stay there anymore." He said, his voice sounding stressed. "You know why....Enji is a terrible father and a terrible man....I couldn't stay there any longer. Because if I did, I would surely go insane in that house.....I was no longer welcomed there, anyways."

   "You were welcomed." Tomomi said, feeling a sob build up in her throat as her tears began to fall a little. She walked over to him and places a hand on his arm. "You were welcomed by all of us...by me..."

   Dabi looked into his little sister's eyes and saw the sadness in them. The brokenness in her eyes and the lost look in them. He was immediately taken back to a time where she would cry because of a nightmare. She looked lost and broken whenever he would rush in to comfort her. It was the same look she had in her eyes now.

   "Touya....please." Tomomi begged lightly as she held back her sobs. "Please....come home....you'll be welcomed back. Everything will be better, I promise!"

   She wiped her eyes with the sleeve of her skinny cardigan. "Everyone will be happy to have you back! I.....I know it."

   Dabi's face remained neutral but on the inside, his heart was battling with his brain. On one hand, his heart was telling him that she was maybe right. Maybe he would be welcomed back with open arms. But his brain told him that it was way too late and his hatred for Enji was too big to get over.

   ".....I can't." He said quietly. ".....I will never be happy there again....not until Enji Todoroki is dead."

   Tomomi felt shockwaves shoot through her body. Dead? He wanted their father gone? What did he mean by that? What was he talking about? The Touya she knew would never hurt anyone on purpose.

   "Dead?" She whispered as Dabi moved out of her grasp. "W-What do you mean by that?"

   Dabi didn't want to do this. But he knew he owed her some honesty. Especially after everything that happened to her. He wasn't going to tell her everything but he was going to tell her enough. And that is why he will kill their father.

   "Think about it...Who is the root cause of our pain?" Dabi questioned. "Who is the reason we're all fucked up? You can't blame no one else but him....Heroes are nothing but liars and I attend to expose that to the world. Starting with him."

   "This is crazy." Tomomi sighed, running her fingers through her hair. Not wanting to believe what he was saying. But the crazed look in his eyes were enough to tell her that Touya was gone and this person took him away from her. "You're talking about killing dad? What good would that do for you?"

  "I'm not just doing it for myself." Dabi confessed." ......I'm doing it for our family....The only way we coulf ever be a family again is when that monster is gone and I tend to see it through.....And I want you with me on this."

   "With you?!" Tomomi nearly exclaimed as she looked at him with widened eyes. Her arms were shaking a little as she felt more tears fall. "You want me to help you kill dad?! Are you crazy?!"

   "No, I've woken up." Dabi argued, his face turning colder. "Now, I've answered your questions....Please answer mine.....Will you be with me on this?"

   Tomomi felt very much flabbergasted and petrified in that moment. He was asking her to leave her life behind just to kill their father and expose the heroes. And her head was spinning with everything that has been going on with her. All culminating to this. It was too much for her. It was very overwhelming.

   "You understand me more than the others do." Dabi continued on, sounding convincing. "You know what it's like....You know the real man Enji is and you are the only one who shares my mindset about him....He needs to die and those false heroes need to be stopped.."

   "I'm doing this for you and our family, Toto...This world will be a better place without them around."

   "...." Tomomi looked at him, not saying a word. She couldn't form words at all. Her heart was beating very fast and her nerves were shot. Her hands shook violently and her anxiety was through the roof.

   Dabi was.....She didn't know what Dabi was. But it sure wasn't her brother. But that didn't stop her from trying to bring Touya out. The brother she once knew and loved.

   "....Touya...." She pleaded, letting herself cry to him. "All of this is insane! You're.....I don't know but I don't want you to do this! I want you to come home."

   Her head lowered as she clenched her arms tightly. Tears falling to the ground. "I have been through so much since you've been gone.....I was hurt in so many ways by not only dad but by everyone else.....I've been tortured and humiliated.....I've even killed someone by accident."

   "Killing Shimesu was no accident." Dabi interrupted her, his voice unreadable.

   When he said that, Tomomi felt another shockwave go through her body. She whipped her head up to frown a little in confusion at him. Killing Shimesu was an accident....It was. She didn't mean to do it.

   "You did it because it was the right thing to do."

   "No, it wasn't, I-I didn't want to kill him! I only wanted to stop-"

   "Exactly. You wanted him to stop and you made him stop." He argued. "You did the right thing."

   "No! No!" She repeated, shaking her head. "I didn't mean to hurt him like that I-"

   "Come with me, Toto." Dabi tried again, this time, he sounded more desperate. "Please....you're better off with me than with them....It's either you're with me or against me....Don't make me have to go through you, too....so please, open your eyes and see the reality of it all."

   At this point, Tomomi began slowly breathing heavy as she looked at him with fear stricken eyes. He was really giving her an ultimatum. If she said yes, she would have her big brother again. If she refused, he was going to leave her again. But this time, it was for good.

   A million thoughts rushed into her mind as she contemplated on everything he said. Sure, their father was terrible and sure, they understood each other a lot but...She never wanted to kill again. She couldn't bare having any more blood on her hands. She didn't want to harm anyone anymore.

   "Touya..." She sobbed out softly, walking towards him but he took steps away from her again. ".....This isn't you! I know this isn't you at all! You're my big brother!....You're my protector and.....Please, stop this."

    Dabi closed his eyes, sighing deeply. He knew this would happen. He did. And as much as it will haunt him for the rest of his life, he had to do it.

   Reopening his eyes again, he looked at Tomomi's fragile state with hardened eyes. A sight that made her jump. He really wasn't the brother she remembered. This guy.....he was a stranger and that broke her soul.

   "Then I hope someday you will forgive me....." Dabi said in a darker tone. "This is goodbye."

    Tomomi felt panic rise in her as Dabi began to walk away from her. The panic only worsened when he didn't even look back at her. "Touya!" She called out to him.

  But he kept walking. Not even acknowledging her. But that didn't stop her from calling out to him.

   "TOUYA!" She screamed a bloodcurlding shriek, the further he got. "DON'T YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME AGAIN!"

   No matter how hard he fought himself to stop and go back to her, Dabi knew that not even his own baby sister will stop him from his goal. And as cruel and evil as it was, he knew now that if he had to go through her to get to his target, he will.

    "You got your answers...and I got mine!" He yelled back without looking at her.

   His words rose rage into her. Rage and heartbreak as she suddenly felt like he punched her in the gut.

   "TOUYA, YOU LEFT ME BEFORE, DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN!" She screamed through her tears as she glared at him angrily. "DON'T YOU FUCKING WALK AWAY FROM ME! YOU ABANDONED ME ONCE, DON'T ABANDON ME AGAIN!"

   But no matter how loud she was or how impactful her words were to her, Dabi continued his way. And that only angered her more.

   "DO WE MEAN NOTHING TO YOU?! WAS ALL THOSE PROMISES YOU MADE TO ME A LIE?!.....I HATE YOU!!!" She screamed as him as his figure started to disappear into the night. "YOU CAN'T JUST COME BACK WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST AND THEN LEAVE ME AGAIN!!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!! I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!"

   Tomomi fell to the ground, on her knees as she hugged herself. "I HATE YOU!!!! I...."

    She bowed her head, crying loudly. She felt an incredible amount of heartbreak and anger. And she needed to release it all. She felt like she was going to explode.

   "AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!" She screamed to the heavens as her tears felt like waterfalls. And she kept the screaming going.

    The skies above turned cloudy as the wind around her picked up. The air became colder and snow began to fall around her. Her hands and neck began to grow thin ice as her hair blew into the wind. Her angushed cries felt like they could be heard all around the country.

   But as she screamed in pain and sadness, something happened.

   The tips of her hair slowly started to ignite. Slowly but surely. And the more she cried and screamed, the more they flickered.

   "AAAAAAAAAHHAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!" She screamed and sobbed.

   Soon enough, the tips of her hair ignited into blue fire. And things began to shake around her like an earthquake as ice started forming around her. It reached the old playground, the grassy field and the trees as soon her palms ignited into blue fire.

     But she noticed none of that as her cries continued. And because of her pain and her quirk, she soon stopped as she began to feel weak. Soon enough, the below zero flames disappeared and she passed out due to exhaustion.

   And it was nothing but her, the cold and now icy fields, and her unconcious body laying on the ground as her tears still fell from her closed eyes.

    Not too long after, Kurayami stepped out of the darkness and looked at Tomomi and the now cold and snowy eviroment she caused. He sighed solemnly as she walked over to her.

   He frowned a little, kneeling down next to her. He looked over her face and felt nothing but sorrow and pain. Pain she will never come out of. Not unless he could stop it.

   Kurayami looked off towards the direction Dabi left in and shook his head a little. He told him this would happen. He was only hurting her this way. But Dabi was far too stubborn and into his suicide mission to see how he was causing the one thing he loved so much to feel so much pain.

    He felt very sorry for her and he felt her heartbreak. He felt her pain. And it almost made him shed a tear for her. She shouldn't be in anymore pain because of this. She didn't need anymore pain and she didn't need anymore anguish.

   So Kurayami did what he had to do.

   "I'm only doing this to save you, Dabi." He whispered as he waved his hand over her face. Black smoke fell from his palm and over her face, disappearing into her skin. "This is one big nightmare.....Let's keep it that way until you are really ready to learn the truth, Miss Todoroki."

I was listening to when the party's over
while writing this and I started
to sob out. Like....Listening to this
song while reading this hurts even more
given the fact that Dabi left her once.

And now, he's leaving her again.
Which is terrible to think about, honestly.

But anyways, I'm so sorry for the
sadness. Also this is the second to last
chapter to this Act and then Season 4's
act will be up after the next update.

Again, I'm sorry if anyone was crying
to this. I was crying while writing this
so you are not alone. ( I'm still crying )

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