I'M NOT GOING TO DO ANY OF THIS

«You can't decide, remember? only I can control and think»

I'm saying it, you won't stop me from not acting

«you bet? you are just a small and inisifying frightened boy, who can no react»

I'm certainly not afraid of you

«I'm sure you right, but, I'm also sure I know your fears»

what fears?

a small bubble appeared in the darkness of his head

showed a child running along a field

he seemed overjoyed, as his alleged father chased him tiredly, but also amused

this child was quite fast in everything, even in running

he had strands of auburn hair sticking out of his little blue cap

His eyes reflected immense blue every time he looked up

small sparks on them, as he enjoyed with all of himself. he looked at his father who continued to chase him, and every now and then his mother, who looked at everything with a cheerful smile printed on her face a little lived. she stood on the small red checked tablecloth, laid above the lawn, next to a tree that gave her shade. her chocolate hair fluttered gracefully in her small ponytail, above the other part of the hair resting freely on her back

the child, arrived still energetic towards his mother and thrown with his small arms on her, who she copied the gesture of his arms, and then immediately closed, enjoying the brief hug with his son

"uff! we should do it more often" the figure who followed the child said, not really wanting this sentence, since he was like hyperventilating from the little breath in his body

"YES!" still agitated

"does anyone want a nice piece of crumbled cake?"

"MWE!"

"me too, dear!"

«they seem happy, don't they?»

Yes.. but I don't understand what that means

«do you remember those people?»

um.. are familiar faces, but.. I don't.. remember.. it's as if I had the answer on the tip of my tongue, but nothing comes out..

«I'll help you. do you see those two elders next to the blonde woman?»

Yes.. they are-

«your parents, yes»

alright.. but what do they have to do with these people I just saw?

«those were always them, but much younger»

r-really?.. that's me as a child? .. but why don't I remember that?

«because I'm eating your memories. from the most beautiful .. to the most horrible»

you- 

«you are exactly like a robot right now. a simple command, and I can restore everything about you»

I swear that if I can get out of this room-

«this is your head, Jay. you can't get out of yourself. unless you die.. anyway, let's  continue»

another sphere appeared before his eyes, as they pierced in a "poof" in his torso, without causing him pain of course

it shows another boy, but with a more taller stature of before

he stood still, in front of a strange red figure and quite large.. but the dragon was not his interest.. but, instead, a simple girl with beautiful tan skin and raven hair. but in his eyes, she seemed anything but a simple girl

the memory had a slight sound of echo, while it was used as a background for other questions

«surely you will remember her»

of course! she- she is my..

«girl?»

Yeah! yeah.. but not only girl..

«uh really? I don't remember anything else.. simply that she cheated on you with your best friend.. what a shame..!»

what!? no!.. d-did she really cheat on me with my best friend?

«yes, and I also have the demonstration»

another bubble came to the end of his statement

there were two guys

a boy in blue pushed to the ground the other guy with darkest hair

and the girl of the last memory tried to separate them, but miserably losing, she came out of the small room where they were located

this- this is true? that is- did it really happen? they-

«yes, it really happened, and they decided to make it official with a promise»

promise?

«a strange medallion with a yin and yang. she received the yin part, and Cole held the yang»

oh.. that's hurts..

he also shows him the small memory, but what Jay obviously does not know, or that he does not really remember anymore, is the fact that that memory had been corrupted, replacing the Jay of the real flashback, showing precisely the exact gestures that happened, but with Cole instead

«look at them, they are so cute and in love!»

he continued to watch the scene reluctantly, despite feeling an emptiness on his chest, despite feeling his throat tighten, despite feeling his eyes burn, and despite the pain he was feeling at the discovery of the official relationship between his true and only real love and his friend, considered brother

anything, knowledge of the true facts or not, was very mad about this

«but you know.. you did the right thing»

Is letting my heart shatter right?

«in various points of view, yes. »

he diverted the memory, and looked through his eyes, at the real world outside his head

he immediately looked for the girl. the same one he had admired, before forgetting, and then remembering, but in a distorted way

he noticed how they were next to each other, but of course, seen from his eyes, all the intention of comfort and protection passed through betrayal and pain

reason no longer existed in his head. the action was more for the majority, and he wasn't trying to counter it this time

he had to have his revenge

a stronger, darker force enveloped him, darker and darker, until he no longer saw the slightest light

they completely ate his brains

«you finally realized that holding you back won't make you feel better. anger is the strongest weapon, especially to annihilate your friends. or in this case.. Enemies»

not even the time to respond, that Jay was brought back to reality in the next blink of an eye

"and in a snap of fingers, time has flown" the voice of the floating figure to his left bounced in his head

"time flown?" Cole asked, frown of confusion, and at the same time anger, mightily trodden on his face

Jay's body began to buzz, as the blood boiled, and his element gave adrenaline rushes throughout his body. discomfort present on his face, as Cole's voice passed through his eardrums

"the chatter was simply part of the plan. the time it took to eliminate every memory in his head, that's all. and honestly I did not expect such a positive result! you have to be more smarter, ninja" Nadakhan teased, as he was proud of the half success

"wait. wait. wait. delete his memories?" Kai spoke, as he froze the rest of the team

"yes, and it was also easy" the red-haired woman spoke

came closer to Jay's elegantly sealed body

"now he is simply a body without a head. everything will be decided only by me" and as a demonstration, she moved a simple finger of her hand, doing so by lifting her face

hate was the right definition of Jay's expression right now

"let's the dances begin"