Have you ever fallen in Love?

Think before you tell me. Have you ever felt that burning sensation, that feeling when you look into your chosen's eyes, that rush of adrenaline when you brush fingers? Even if it isn't intimate, just a love for a friend?

Have you ever told them, looking into their eyes, that you'll never lie to them?  Have you sworn your life to them, and theirs to yours? Have you ever touched them, held them in your arms while whispering how much you adore them? Have you ever created an invisible bond, ascending the ranks from just friends to somethings more?

Have you ever cried onto their shoulder, and felt them pet you and say "It's alright" over and over again? 

Have you ever felt something as miraculous as Love?

Liar.

Of course you haven't.

You never deserved it anyways.

You never were worthy of something as beautiful as Love. Never. 

The only thing that ever tethered you to life was your dear brother.

And what did you do?

You stabbed him in the back. 

All he ever did was care for you, and what did you do? You killed him. Murdered him in cold blood.

Filth.

What did you ever do to deserve them? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. You destroyed their home, and weaved a web of lies to keep them away. 

Moreover, what will you do when they find out?

They will tear you to pieces. It's everything you deserve and more.

Monstrosity.

They will never forgive you. Never.

Do not even hope. Do not dare to feel.

Do not speak. Do not complain. Do not stray from your chosen path.

Do not dream. Do not feel.

Do not.

Do not.

Do not...