𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

𝙱𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢, 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝙺𝚒𝚖 𝙼𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚐𝚛𝚘, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝙻𝚞𝚗𝚊 𝚂𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚣 𝙼𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚐𝚛𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙻𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙼𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚐𝚛𝚘, 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚍𝚞𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚊 𝙱𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜, 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚖 𝚒𝚜 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚗𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚙𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚊 𝚔𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚊, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚖𝚎, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍, 𝙸 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚞𝚗 𝚊 𝚋𝚞𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚍 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚝, 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎.

𝚂𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚊 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚗𝚢,𝙸 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚏 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎,𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚍𝚢 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚍𝚘𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗.𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚘𝚗 𝚒 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚢
𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚍,𝚜𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚍𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚊𝚐𝚞𝚗𝚊.

"𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐬, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚞𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍.

𝙷𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚋𝚢 𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚑 𝚙𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝙻𝚊𝚐𝚞𝚗𝚊 𝚜𝚘 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚒𝚖.
𝙸 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚝,𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌 𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚍𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚊𝚛.

𝚠𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘𝚘.𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚞𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍,𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚗, 𝚖𝚘𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚊𝚍 𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚕𝚎 𝚣𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜,𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚕𝚎 𝚣𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚢'𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝,𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚞𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚓𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚊𝚍 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚍𝚢.

we were almost there while we were outside, many nurses were also coming in, my brother just parked and we got out of the car and went to enter this hospital building.

"𝐇𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐧𝐚 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐨,anya ni kuya luke at hinila na ako papunta sa loob.

we are actually still training for a few months here at the hospital that's what the senior doctors said to us that it will take us almost 5 years to become a full-fledged doctor.
for us, that's okay, the important thing is that we will learn more .

" 𝐀𝐧𝐠 𝐀𝐥𝐚𝐦 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐬𝐚 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠",sambit ko sa kanya at hinila ko na papunta sa kabilang building ng hospital.

We went in and sat down and just wrote down the names of different types of medicine and what they treat. This work is quite difficult especially if you are not really an expert, you have to memorize them but they said that once you know the type of disease he is being treated for, we can move to the clinic to copy the name of other medicines, we are not only studying surgeries, sometimes we also go along with people like us who are training medtechs.para mas madami pa kaming matutunan.

"𝐇𝐨𝐲𝐲𝐲,𝐀𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐲𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐫𝐢 𝐭𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐥𝐚 𝐤𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧,ani ni kuya luke.

" 𝐀𝐡𝐡 𝐰-𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐥𝐚 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐤𝐨,sambit ko nalang.

Our senior doctor did call us and taught us how to save someone when someone loses consciousness or something.
He took a mannequin and taught us how to properly cut the abdominal skin when you are about to start surgery.

"𝐒𝐢𝐠𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐠𝐚 𝐠𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐰 𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐲𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞 𝐤𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐠 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐠𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐬 𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐨,Doctor shouted to us.

Natataranta naman kami habang nagtetraining dahil nga sa masungit itong senior namin.
When we finished our training, we went out to eat first, we went to the canteen and sat while waiting for our ordered food.

" 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐚𝐧𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐚𝐲𝐨𝐬 𝐤𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐧 𝐬𝐢𝐲𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐨 𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐲𝐚,naiinis kong sabi.

"𝐇𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐚𝐧 𝐦𝐨 𝐧𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐨 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐧 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐲𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐨,kuya luke said.

Dumating na nga ang order namin at nagsimula na nga akong kumain dahil nga nagutom ako sa pagsusungit ng senior namin.Habang kumakain kami may matandang babaeng lumapit sa amin ngunit hindi naman ganun katanda at kasama niya ang kanyang anak na mga ka age lang siguro namin.

"𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮?𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐡 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠,ani nito.

" 𝐎𝐡𝐡 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐦 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐚,𝐨𝐩𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐨 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠,𝐡𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐛 𝐢𝐦 𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮,nakangiting sabi ko at kinamayan ko ito.

"𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐤𝐢𝐦,𝐍𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬,nakangiti parang sabi niya.

" 𝐎𝐨 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧,𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐢 𝐤𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐥𝐮𝐤𝐞 𝐧𝐠𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐚 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫,natatawang pagpapakilala ko kay kuya.

I felt that he shook my hand, I invited Sab to eat but she said she was done, she went to the training building at naiwan naman kami ni kuya na kumakain.
Pagkatapos namin kumain ay bumalik narin kami,naiinis na naman ako habang papasok ng building dahil nga magsisimula na naman ang kasungitan ng senior namin,kung hindi lang siguro ako nag tetraining dito baka nabatukan ko na siya.

"𝐇𝐞𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐤𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐠 𝐢𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐨,𝐤𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢 𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐲𝐚 𝐤𝐨,naiinis kong ani kay kuya luke.

Tinawanan niya lang ako at naupo na tumabi agad ako sa kanya at pinapanood namin ang ginagawa ng iba pang mga tranee.

"𝐇𝐨𝐲 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐧 ,𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐚 𝐛𝐚 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐩𝐮𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐚 𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐮𝐩𝐨 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠,𝐤𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐰 𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐰𝐞𝐬 𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐚 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐨,pagsusungit ng senior namin.

We didn't answer and came to him, we continued what we were doing earlier, we removed all the organs of the mannequin and pretended to sew them up,dapat dapat kung paano ang ayos ng pagkakuha namin ay ganun rin daw kaayos ang pagbabalik namin doon.
He also taught us how to properly sew the cut on the mannequin's skin.

Ilang oras na din kami sa pagtetraining at sa wakas ay makakauwi narin kami.

" 𝐊𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐦𝐨 𝐧𝐠𝐚 𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐚𝐤𝐨 𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤,utos ko sa kanya habang nagmamaneho.

Huminto nga siya sa isang tindahan at bumili ng maiinom.
Inabot niya sakin ang isang snacks at softdrinks,kinuha ko naman agad iyon at agad binuksan na parang ilang buwang hindi nakakatikim ng chichirya.

"𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬,𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐨 𝐩𝐚 𝐛𝐚?,tanong ko.

" 𝐇𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢 𝐧𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐧𝐠𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐝 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐢 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧,nakanginting sagot niya.

Inihatid na niya ako ng bahay aalis na sana siya ngunit niyaya ko munang pumasok sa loob ng bahay para mag meryenda.
Dumeretso kami ng kusina at nadatnan naman namin si nanay elena na nandun.

"𝐎𝐡𝐡 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐚 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐤𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐨 𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐛 𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐟 𝐚𝐭 𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧 𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐨 𝐧𝐚,𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐣𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐧 𝐣𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐨 𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧,utos niya at agad ko naman sinunod.

"𝐊𝐮𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐚 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐨,sambit ni mama na papalit saamin.

Napalingon naman kaming dalawa ni kuya luke habang sumusubo ng salad.

" 𝐎𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐩 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐨 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐛𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐦.

"𝐀-𝐚𝐡𝐡 𝐨𝐨 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐦,𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐚 𝐬𝐢 𝐤𝐮𝐲𝐚.

" 𝐋𝐮𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐮𝐰𝐢 𝐦𝐨 𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐚 𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐠𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬,sabi ulit ni mama at inabot ang carton na puno ng mga groceries.

Tumingin lang siya sakin at suminyas naman akong kunin na niya iyon.

Natapos na kaming kumain at nagpaalam narin si kuya luke na uuwi na,hinatid ko nga lang siya sa gate,at inantay na makalayo tsaka ako pumasok sa loob.

"𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐈 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐦 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨,natutuwang sabi ko.

Mama's face suddenly became serious as if she was not happy.

" 𝐌𝐮𝐤𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐬𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐠 𝐝𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐨,𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢 𝐦𝐨 𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐥𝐨𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐨 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐬𝐚 𝐤𝐮𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧,𝐩𝐚𝐚𝐧𝐨 𝐧𝐚 𝐤𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐠 𝐧𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐚 𝐧𝐚 𝐚𝐤𝐨,𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤 𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐚𝐥𝐮𝐥𝐮𝐰𝐚 𝐤𝐨?galit na sabi nito.

"𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭,𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐨 𝐬𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐤𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐚,𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐥𝐨𝐲 𝐤𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐠 𝐝𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐤𝐨 𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐩𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧,sagot ko sa kanya at tinalikuran ko na.

Pumasok na ako sa room ko at ni lock ko iyon,naiinis lang kasi ako kay mama lagi nalang ang kumpanya ang sinisingit niya.Ayaw ko naman talagang mag bussiness eh,hindi ko naman yun hilig,masaya ako sa pag aaral ko bilang isang doctor ngunit bakit tumatanggi si mama,pumayag naman na siya dati pero bigla nalang nag bago ang isip niya.

I know how to appreciate what people do but what about the things I want to do, should I just ignore them just because of that fucking business.I studied in America to learn how to manage a company, but I'm happy as a doctor I can't keep up with that.

I lay on my bed and was thinking, suddenly I remembered my dad the day he was shot in front of me,
I tried to remember the face of the woman who shot dad, but I couldn't see it.

I hear Naynay Elena's calling me, but I don't pay attention to it, I'm not really hungry at all, it's better if I go to sleep than mom and I argue again.I just closed my eyes while thinking about the happy times I still had with dad.

Hindi ko na namalayan at nagising na lang nalang ako ay umaga na,tinignan ko agad ang Orasan at medyo late na pala,bumangon ako agad at tumakbo papunta sa cr muntik na nga akong mapadulas ngunit tila wala lang yun saakin.
Pagkatapos kong magbihis nagmamadali narin akong lumabas,tinatawag panga ako ni nanay pero dumeretso nalang ako.

buti nalang at nasa labas na agad si kuya luke na kanina pa daw nag aantay saakin nababagot na nga daw siya sa kaka antay sakin.

"𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐚 𝐤𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐧 𝐦𝐨 𝐧𝐚 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐲𝐨 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐚 𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐡,naiinis kong sabi.

Binilisan naman niya ang pagmamaneho hanggang sa makarating na nga kami doon.
Nagmadali nga kaming pumasok at buti nga ay wala pa ang mga senior namin nakahinga na nga ako ng maluwang.

" 𝐀𝐧𝐨 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐚 𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐨𝐝 𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐰𝐢𝐧 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐲𝐨𝐧,kuya luke asked.

"𝐃𝐢𝐤𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐦,𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐚 𝐚𝐤𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐤 𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐲𝐨𝐧.

" 𝐁𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐠 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐧𝐢 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐚 𝐧𝐨.

"𝐏𝐚𝐚𝐧𝐨 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐢 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐢 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐮𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐚 𝐧𝐚 𝐢𝐲𝐨𝐧.𝐤𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰 𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐡𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤 𝐧𝐮𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐛𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐤𝐢 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐬𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐞 𝐞𝐡,𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢 𝐤𝐨 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐚 𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐠 𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐞𝐡.

" 𝐒𝐚 𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐨 𝐛𝐚 𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐢 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐚?𝐬𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐭 𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐢 𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐦𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐧...

Bumuntong hininga nalang ako dahil narin sa inis,nandiyan na nga si sir sungit at dumoble pa ang inis ko.

"𝐌𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐓𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 54 𝐁𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐒𝐮𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬,𝐤𝐮𝐦𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐤𝐚𝐲𝐨 𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐠𝐚 𝐲𝐚𝐧,𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐫𝐮𝐩𝐨,𝐠𝐨 𝐧𝐚,sigaw ni sir.

Sobrang hirap nga imemorize ang mga ito,dapat daw kasi bago ka sumabak sa mga operasyon ay dapat hindi kana tatanga tanga.

"𝐀𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐩 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧,kuya luke said

Tinawanan ko lang siya,malapit na nga kaming susuko,siguro nga sa kumpanya rin ang bagsak ko eh.Pero kaya naman namin ito,konting kembot nalang din at magiging ganap narin kaming surgeons.
total nasimulan naman na namin edi tatapusin na total malapit naman na ang training na ito.

𝚂𝙴𝙰𝙽 𝙿𝙾𝚅...
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"𝐃𝐚𝐝, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬, 𝐰𝐞'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲?
𝐃𝐚𝐝, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦, 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝,ani ko kay dad.

I know that dad is very angry with mom because he is the one who killed his dad, but I know that mommy has changed now, she is in jail and she has suffered for her sins

"𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐦, 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐧, 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫..

"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭? 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥? 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐝, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰? 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.

" 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬, 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝?

I didn't say anything anymore and I just went back to my room, I don't even know what happened between the two of them and I don't want to judge dad either, I know mom's fault is big but that doesn't mean I don't recognize her as my mother anymore.

I went out to get a ticket back to the Philippines, if I can't come back here to America, maybe in the Philippines I will continue the life I started here.
I also want to see mom I can hardly remember what she looks like now I was too young when we left her.

While I was here at the airport, I got a ticket and immediately got into my car, I sped up the drive and immediately arrived at home, I immediately went straight to my room to pack my things.

" 𝐃𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 to 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞? dad said.

"𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

"𝐎𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭,𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐢 𝐩𝐚 𝐚𝐤𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐨, 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧, 𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐨𝐝 𝐚𝐤𝐨 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰.

I don't want to leave dad but I also want to be with mom and I also want to enjoy myself as a young man.
Ngayon na ang flight ko papunta sa Philippines,si tita shiela nga daw ang magsusundo saakin dahil hindi na daw kaya nina lolo na magbyahe ng malalayo.
I am excited because after a long time I will see the beauty of the Philippines again.

𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝙾𝚁𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶...

" 𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐨,pagtawag ni tita shiela.

Lumapit naman agad ako sa kanya at niyakap.Medyo tumatanda narin siya siguro pati rin si mama.

" 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐦? 𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞?Nagtatakang tanong ko.

Niyaya nga muna ako ni tita na sumakay sa kotse at habang nagmamaneho siya ay madami rin siyang kwento saakin
we got in the car and while he was driving he told me a lot about what they were doing.

"𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐣𝐚𝐢𝐥 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧,tita said.

After we arrived at their house, we went inside and I quickly hugged grandpa and grandma who were sitting in the living room.
They are also old, grandpa already has a cane because his leg hurts.

"𝐇𝐢𝐣𝐨, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐦? Grandpa asked.

" 𝐒𝐮𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐨𝐝 𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐚𝐰 𝐩𝐨,𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐢 𝐩𝐚 𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐢 𝐬𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐧,sagot ko nalang.

While I was sitting in the living room I noticed the young man coming out from a room at papalapit saamin.

"𝐋𝐨𝐥𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐞?nagtatakang tanong ko.

"𝐇𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐰, 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐚,sambit ni lola.

Ngumiti naman ako sa kanya at nakipag kamay,ngayon ko lang din alam na may anak pala siya,mas matanda lang siguro ako sa kanya.

I went with Andrew to visit mom in jail, he accompanied me when we got to that jail, I don't even know where mom is because I can't remember her face.
a woman came up to me while she's crying, I was surprised when she hugged me, maybe she was my mom, because of that I hugged her back.

" 𝐒𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐤 𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰 𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐚 𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐧?𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐚 𝐤𝐚 𝐧𝐚,sabi niya habang umiiyak.

I just stared at her, she's my mom, I don't know what to say to her, I also want to ask her many questions.

"𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐨𝐦 𝐢𝐟 𝐈 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 today, 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮? 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞,𝐧𝐚𝐠 𝐚𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠 ,tanong ko.

" 𝐈'𝐦 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐝? 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐦? 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞. 𝐈 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐨 come 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞,naiiyak niyang sabi.

I know that mom is still hurting, I can feel how much she misses dad, but I also understand dad because he lost his father because of mom, I don't want to interfere between the two of them, dad is right, I don't know anything about their past.

I said goodbye to mom and I left, I know she was left in tears but I can't do anything because the visiting time is over, but I will also do everything to free her, I am also hurt to see her suffering inside the prison.

"𝐇𝐢𝐣𝐨,𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢 𝐛𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐠 𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐤𝐚 𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐚 𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐤𝐚? 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐝𝐦𝐢𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐳𝐨'𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥, 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 know 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐦𝐫. 𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐳𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐝'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝,pag aalok ni lola.

"𝐒𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐦𝐚, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐈 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐭, 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?,sagot ko nalang kahit ang totoo ay ayaw ko naman talaga.

Andrew took me to the room, we were in the same room but we had different beds.I lay down and slept.

I woke up because someone was shaking me. Drew also woke me up because he said we were going to Lorenzo's hospital.
After I got dressed, I went out and we just had breakfast and when we were done, grandpa invited me to go to the hospital so that I would be admitted there as a surgeon.

Kahit nga sana ayaw kong pumunta sa sinasabi nila napilitan nalang akong sumama,nakarating na kami sa laguna,nang nakahanao na ng parking lot si drew inalalayan narin naming bumaba ang dalawang matandang kasama namin.

Pumasok kami sa loob at buti nga raw ay naabutan namin si Mr.Michael Lorenzo ang may ari ng hospital,
nagulat nga siya ng makita niya ako at hinahanap niya rin si dad,pinakilala niya rin ako sa kanyang unico hijo,na si Renz Lorenzo,Magkasing edad nga lang kami.

while grandpa and mr. lorenzo were talking, renz invited us to go around inside the hospital, there are so many patients in,its huge space almost all the rooms are full.

Habang naglalakad ako hindi ko sinasadyang may mabangga akong babae.

"𝐇𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢 𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐢 𝐭𝐮𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐡,inis na sabi nito at tyaka padabog na umalis.

Nabigla naman ako sa pagsusungit ng babae,ang sungit niya nakasuot paman din siya ng uniporme ng isang doctor,Dahil nga nabadtrip na ako niyaya ko nalang sina renz at drew na bumalik na sa opisina ni tito Michael.