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"Yes" was all he said and all he needed to say for my heart to stop beating. Metaphorically of course. "I wanted to tell you sooner but he prohibited me from doing so" he didn't look into my eyes after answering my question but if I'm being honest not all of what he said is being processed in my mind. Some of the information was decaying as soon as it entered my sensory register. He can't be... the man who had taken on the responsibility of being both my father and my mother was now all of a sudden a liar. He used manipulation and torture methods to establish his power and control just to make sure his followers were loyal? Bullshit I don't believe that for a second!

Without a second thought I burst out laughing, this causes Kageyama to scowl at me but I don't stop until my stomach hurts and no more tears can fall from my eyes. "What's so funny?" He didn't look pleased to say the least.

"You're a great liar Tobio I gotta hand it to you" I tuck my hair behind my ears and sit back on the chair with one leg over the other.

"You think I'm making this shit up?! Open your fucking eyes Y/n! He isn't the Angel he's made himself out to be!" Kageyama was now standing in front of me, hands balled into fists and veins were popping out on the back of them.

I stand up out of rage as well before gripping the collar of his T-shirt. "I know you dumbass! No one is perfect Tobio but I've just been told that my father, who I've looked up to and had to rely on for the majority of my life, is a huge liar who is wanted by every other mafia and gang in this country!" His arms relax and pull me into his embrace. I'm shocked at first but touch starved so I gladly accept the comfort. Kageyama isn't one to break down his walls often so this was a rare occurrence but when it did happen I always made sure to not make him feel ashamed or embarrassed. "I'm sorry I knew you weren't telling a fib* but I just wasn't ready to accept what you said..." I mumble into his chest and listen to his light chuckle. His chest is a lot harder than I imagined I knew this wasn't the time to be having such thoughts but I couldn't help myself

He pulls away and folds his arms across his chest. "I know you were upset but it really hurt me when you said that because of what he's done to me, I'm sorry too" we share a comfortable silence for a few seconds before what he said races through my mind again.

"What...if you don't mind me asking, what did he do to make sure he had your loyalty?" He froze at this. Shit did I go too far? He didn't respond just yet he sat down again and patted the spot next to him. I sat down hesitantly and waited for his response. Pushing him any further won't do any good...

He cracked his knuckles and creased his nose a bit. He was clearly distressed by my question and I will admit that I definitely wanted an answer but I wouldn't make him respond if he didn't want to. The aura he was radiating was one of extreme defensiveness yet lined with distraught at the same time. "My sister..." my attention shot up at this. His sister? "He used my sister against me..." he was no longer making eye contact and I assumed this was because he couldn't bring himself to do so. "He kidnapped her and sent me a video of her tied to a chair...her hair was a mess and there were droplets of blood on her clothes, I could also see cuts and scrapes on her legs...I was so fucking angry but he threatened to kill her if I didn't swear to be loyal to him..." I couldn't believe what I was hearing once again. My dad took someone's family member and tortured them just to make sure they wouldn't be a snitch. "He's got eyes on her 24/7 just in case I turn on him one day and I'm not the only one in this situation...he got eyes on a family member or a lover for every member in this damn mafia!" He bites his index finger and looks at me. His eyes were full of pain and I couldn't help but fell guilty. All this time I've been living a blissful life while everyone else is suffering in one way or another...I might as well be as bad as my father...

"I'm sorry..." I'm now the one to look away and I listen to the flames crackling and spitting as Kageyama had his fireplace on to heat up the room. Spring nights aren't always the warmest. "I wish I knew this sooner...I would've helped you all..." I felt to blame for this whole situation. If only I could've done something sooner...

He stood and completely turned his body to me and lifted me up before hugging me again. I don't know why he was being so touchy today but I didn't mind it. Truth be told I needed the comfort as well. "It's not your fault you had no idea but there is something else really important that I need to tell you..." he places his hands on my shoulders with a tight grip, keeping me steady. My heart was racing, not because I had feelings for the raven haired male but because the way he was acting indirectly told me that this could tear my whole world down. What's left of it anyway. "I know you're going to scream, shout and probably smash my house to bits but please don't" he looks at me with pleading eyes. I take a deep breath and nod. "Remember the night of your mother's death?" It takes me a few seconds but eventually I nod, why is he bringing up this now?

"Do you remember the silhouette of the person who shot her? And maybe how it was awfully similar to the body of your dad?" My heart stopped again. No... it was almost like he read my mind as he slowly nodded his head at me. His face was blank but his eyes were full of regret, he didn't want to tell me but we both knew the truth would of come from someone eventually. I felt like everything around me was fading away and the sound of Kageyama calling my name dissolved along with my rational thoughts.

"No...no...no Tobio you're lying, please tell me your lying!" I grip his shirt and pull him to the ground as my knees collapse. "No...no..." I keep repeating this word as tears stream down my face with no hope of stopping anytime soon. My father, the man who has been my role and main guardian for nearly all of my life...

Was behind the murder of my mother.

The supposed love of his life.

Why?

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I cried for a few more hours and Kageyama just comforted me. He brewed up some tea and tried to tell me stories from his childhood that were good memories for him, they helped a bit but I was still in my paralysed state. My eyes weren't moving, the only thing they were doing was blinking. My chest was heaving up and down from the heavy breaths I kept taking to keep myself calm. I held the tea cup with both of my hands but didn't drink from it, my legs also were frozen on the floor. I didn't want to move, I wanted time to stop and for everything to return to normal. Why was a peaceful life so difficult to obtain? "You feeling better now?" Kageyama walks back into the room with a cup for milk for himself. He still has his old habits...this makes me laughs internally but from my appearance you wouldn't be able to tell that I found it humorous.

"Will he kill you for this?" I finally speak up again.

"For what?"

"Telling me everything?"

"I've only told you what I know, there could be so much more dirt on him"

"So they were right..."

"Who?" Kageyama sits next to me and puts his glass on the coffee table.

I take a sip from my tea that was now lukewarm. "The Jackals..." his body tensed at the mention of their name. "Before you say anything they haven't harmed me in anyway, they actually provided me with food and a room to stay in so they aren't bad guys..." his muscles relax.

"I have a phone you can borrow if you wanna call them?"

"I don't know any of their numbers and that would be a terrible idea, dad has probably put a tracker in your phone that tells him where you are and also notifies him if you call anyone other than someone from The Alders..." his jaw dropped at this probably from the realisation of just how dangerous his idea was, but I appreciated it nonetheless. I looked at the clock and saw the time 11:34pm...they might still be at that warehouse... "do you know what warehouse belongs to the Jackals or anyone associated with them?"

"You gotta be more specific, describe it to me"

"Two large wooden doors painted navy blue that leads to a well lit and decorated interior. Wooden tables and seats are placed everywhere and there is a bar in the corner right by a polished black door that leads to a conference room" each object in the rooms were flashing into my mind as I remembered walking into them with Atsumu. They're probably planning an investigation as to where I ran off to so they'll definitely still be there... I stand up from my seat and walk towards the door, putting on my heels and walking out as soon as they were on.

"HEY! Where are you going?" Kageyama asks, panicked.

"I know the way I came from so I'll trace my steps, stay here if dad knows you've been anywhere near another group he'll kill you and your sister on the spot" and I wasn't wrong. I had only just found out about my fathers true methods of manipulation but I still knew he was ruthless.

Kageyama quickly catches up to me and grabs my arm, yanking me towards him but I manoeuvre around him so that his arms are pinned behind his back with me holding them there. "I was trying pull you back to give you a jacket chill out!" I mutter a sorry and let him go. He walks off and comes back with a jacket, puts it over my shoulders and wishes me good luck. I'll need it...

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I was close and I knew I was getting close. My adrenaline level was rising, I already had some answers but I knew there were so many more for me to discover and tonight would be the night that this occurred. Or tomorrow cause it's probably way past midnight by now...

Before I could blink again I was standing at the entrance of the warehouse. I take a deep breathe before raising my leg and kicking open the door, letting them all know that I was back. Gotta make my presence known. "SUP FUCKERS?" I yell as I walk in, hands on hips as they sway from side to side, my hair matching this motion as messy as it probably was.

But what I saw after doing this was not what I had planned to happen. Everyone was back in the main room but instead of drinking and laughing they were aiming their guns at me. Everyone had gone into defensive mode and I gotta admit, if I was new to all of this mafia business then my legs would be shaking like mad and I'd of legged it by now, but they didn't intimidate me in the slightest. "Yo I didn't come back just to get a bullet straight through my head!" I scan the room with my eyes and glare at them all. Some backed down but others stood their ground. Anyone knows that you put your life on the line if the lives of your own blood are at stake. And the reason I thought this was because each and everyone one of the Crows were still aiming straight down their guns sights at me.

"Way to make an entrance princess~ " Oikawa somehow managed to wander behind me and tried to snake his arms around my waist but my reflexes said 'not today!'. I grab his arm, spun around and put it in a position that made it very easy to break. He grunted in pain but I just chuckled at this before leaning towards his ear.

"Go to touch me with your filthy hands again and I'll chop your dick off, got it?" He just laughed at my threat.

"I've always loved how rough you were Y/n"

"Ew one sec..." I let him go and took a few steps away before fake gagging. I wiped the corner of my mouth and turned back to face the room that now had a heavy atmosphere of confusion. "Sorry I nearly brought up what I ate, god you disgust me Oikawa!" I shiver at his name and walk over to Iwaizumi, listening to the faint snickers around the room as I flip off Oikawa who was rubbing his arm.

"They're in the conference room" I got along with Iwaizumi during my time with Oikawa and we were always on the same wavelength. He knew what I wanted and I knew what he wanted, most of the time anyway. I thank him, walk towards the door and open it to see Atsumu pacing up and down the room with the other three watching him, expressionless.

"Atsumu-san calm down we'll find her!" Hinata was trying to lighten the mood with his optimism, that man can make anyone smile no matter what, it's amazing!

Atsumu just slams him hands down on the table. "HOW CAN I CALM DOWN?! IF HE FINDS HER HE'LL KILL HER NEXT!"

"Who will kill me now?"

"Her fucken' fath-" he stops and stares at me. "er..." he runs over to me and embraces me.

I choke on air but am unable to get away as he was holding me above the ground. After a while he hears me struggling so he lets me go and I rub my neck. "Why is everyone so touchy today?! Why'd you hug me anyway? We aren't exactly close..." he looks away at this.

"I was worried is all...why did you come back?" He shot right back at me. Ouch.

"I've made up my mind" I strut past him and lean on the desk that Sakusa was sat at. He eyed me up and down before finally making eye contact. I lean towards him. "I'll cooperate with you and work in any intelligence unit as long as you tell me something" I flick my tongue on the last word and smirk. Got em on the ropes now Y/n, nice one!

He puts his elbows on the desk and rests his chin on his hands. "And what would that be?"

"The truth"

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*a fib is a lie (I dunno if this is British slang or used frequently in other countries as well, sorry!)

Hope you enjoyed! And any slander of any character in this I do not mean! 😔Oikawa is my favourite character from the anime/manga as well as Suna 😌🤚
Sorry if my schedule is a bit off I absolutely hate online school and am ✨stressing✨, being an over thinker doesn't help either so I'm having a lotta fun! ✌️😃

Enough about me, have a good rest of the weekend(?)/Week! <3