We walk in silence for a while. i bring my hand up to my neck to feel the bruising. "Does it hurt?" a soothing voice questions. i turn to him. he.. cares? i mean i'd hope so, he just saved my ass. "A little" i fake smile back. he still looks concerned. "Um.. i don't want this to come off as invasive but, when we were back there, it was like" he pauses, looking at me for reassurance. i nod. "When the others found you, it was like all of your emotions just kinda.. Turned off? it sounds weird but i don't know, i just wanna make sure your okay" he smiles. Holy shit. this is bad. no. no. no. he noticed. he fucking noticed. "Oh... Um yeah" i chuckle. "I kinda do that sometimes, its kinda like my defence mechanism" i ramble. i look up at him. he smiles. "I dont want to vent and shit, you dont deserve to hear my problems" i laugh. "No! you can talk to me, its okay" he pleads while i open the door to my house. i tell him to sit down while i make us coffee. "Okay, so basically when i was younger, like 16. i had a really dark time in my life. i haven't told anyone about it, not even my brother." I can feel the pain in my chest as i talk. i take a seat with wilbur as i pass him his coffee. "I was in a really abusive relationship. i tried to leave it but they wouldnt leave me alone. i started to" i stop as i feel a tear forming in my eye. i quickly rub it away, hoping wilbur didnt notice. "I.. Cut myself. a lot.  i would lock myself in my room for days. it was really bad. it got better after a while. i got the cafe and stuff. and ranboo helped so much, but when i was 16, i would act like everything was fine, like i hadn't not eaten in days and that i didnt have fresh cuts down my arms. Im sorry i really shouldnt have put this on you-" im cut off by a pair of arms around me. Wilbur looks down at me. "You never have to hide yourself from me okay? from any of us." he smiles. i embrace him one more time. he smells like a forest after its rained with a hint of cinnamon. "thank you will" i mumble. "of course y/n" he grins. 

we make our way to my room. it decently big and lots of plants. "woah" he smiles. i sit on my hanging chair and he sits on my bed. "hey y/n, wanna stream with me?". "of course!" i exclaim.  we dicide to walk to his house. "i didnt know you lived so close!?" i whisper yell. he literally lives across the park connecting to my house. "Now ill be able to visit when ranboo leaves" he smirks. i laugh as my face goes bright pink with embarrassment.  we step inside. it has a  very modern x cabin vibe too it. "woah" i say. he grabs my hand and brings me to his gaming room. it has a pc, a few chairs and a bunch of posters. "Is that a lovejoy poster?" i ask. he must be the one in the band! "Yeah! why? do you listen?" his face goes bright with eximent. "Yeah! Ranboo kinda told me about it, your the singer right?" he nods and smiles. "Yeah!" i love his personality. "I met Ash at a concert once" i look at the other posters. "Really? ill tell him you said hi" he smiles. we set up the rest of his pc. he puts the title as "YLYL ft; Y/UN" im gonna win. i say as he starts stream. "Hello chat!" he beams. i see hundreds of thousands of people say hi back. "Today im with Y/n!" he does jazz hands at me while i shoot him with a nerf gun. "THE VLOG GUN!" he shouts as he throws a bit of paper at me. "WHAT THE FUCK" i yell, making sure its not too loud to get a noise complaint. "HA! Anyway! we will do a ylyl with Y/n and we get 3 lives." i smile. "Will you will loose". He shakes his head. "No, ive made you laugh so much i can do it now" he smirks. i read chat.

ISNT IT SISTERBOO?

DEFFO FLERTING

IS WILL PINK?

YLYL

I laugh at chat. the first video is a wario meme with "Shawty like a melody in ma head" playing. will screams and hits his head on his desk. i stay completley still exept i look down at will. "are you okay?" i question as he gets up, his head is completley red, i put my hand on the impact area and run it. "Im okay" he smiles as we look back to stream. chat is going Nuts. all of a sudden will gets an email. "Is that sam and colby?" i ask. "Yeah, they want us to go on a ghost exploration video at a haunted bridge" he says. "YES" i say. at this point will has stopped the stream. "Okay, we have two days to prepare. "Oh will by the way, heres my phone number" i smile, giving him a piece of paper. "If you do ever want to come over". i see his face go a slight crimson as he puts in in his pocket. "Thanks Y/n". i stay at his for a little longer before i get a text from Ran.

GenderMan

Hey! you okay? what happpened earlier.

Idk, some guy followed me and tried to asult me. didnt know wilbur could kick ass.

Holy, thank god will found you. he said something was wrong and headed back

yeah, we got invited to do a ghost stream in two days, lets test my luck 😍

LMAO STOP I DONT WANT YOU GETTING HURT

IKIK just kidding 

good, be home soon 

bye genderman

bye short stuff

im 5,11 >:(

im 6,6 >:)

"The others will be home soon" i smile. will leads me to the door. "See you later Y/n"

"see you later wilbur"

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