I was suddenly awakened from sleeping when my bed started to creak. The duvet is falling down on my grasp so as soon as my eyes started to flutter I decided to finally get up and then I saw the person who cause the problem.

My 3 years old daughter is happily giggling whislt doing a high jumps. Dodger's with her and they are both playing.

Chris and I started dating for almost 5 years and for the 1 year and months of it, I got knocked-up by him unexpectedly. Well I am not complaining tho.

Chris is an amazing lover and a good father of our child but sometimes I expected more of him. I always wanted a family and I had one however I can't deny the fact that I also want to get married to the man I love and that idea was only kept on my self knowing that I don't want him to marry me just because I want to. I want him to marry me because he wants to do so.

I even caught him hiding a diamond ring in a red small box. I know that he's up for something so I didn't dare to question the thing that I saw. I don't want to expect but I can't stop my self to feel so.

"Goodmorning, honey!" I softly spoke, getting the attention of my baby girl.

When Celestine hear my voice, she instantly turn around and blurted a lot of cute baby words whilst Dodger roll his on my way and put his head on my lap making a puppy eyes on me.

"Good morning to you too, Dodge!" I chuckled on Dodger before opening my arms to my daughter. "Good morning again, Celestine Rhian Evans!" I greeted my daughter once again before planting a lot of kisses on her small face.

"Gomowning Momma!" she replied giddily before putting her small hands on her face to make me stop kiss her face. "Momma stwop! Cwestwine twickles! It twickles!"

Celestine is a carbon copy of Chris', she is Chris's girl version. A blue eyed baby with a cute and amazing smile, she also has the same expression with Chris' especially when she scrunch her nose and furrow her brows in annoyance.

When I stop harrassing my daughter. Celes end up laying out of breath on my and his father's shared bed. Chris is nowhere to be found but I am sure that he never leaves the house without bidding a goodbye to me.

When my phone started to vibrate from a message, I instantly left the side of my daughter to go near at my bed side drawer. My phone was putted on the top so I didn't need to rummage the drawer to search.

I was confuse at first when I saw that the number who sent me a message is unknown but when I open and read it. The confusion was wash away as I felt my fingers slowly became stoic.

I drop my phone off the floor as tears slowly build on the side of my eyes. It can be a fake news but why does it the picture itself is very convincing.

From the drop phone in the floor, I slowly wipe my tears as soon as I saw the face of my daughter Celes started to get worry.

Lily-Chris' ex just send me a photo-the same photo or whatever exact photo of the diamond ring I saw with him.

I even remembered Chris' said that she's just a friend. A friend that I shouldn't worry about.

"Y/n?" Chris' knock on the door before it slowly open revealing his whole body but before I face him, I instantly dried the tears on my face.

"Hi, Chris..." I whisperedly replied, not looking into his eyes. As soon as I saw Celes euns towards his father, the pain I felt instantlt multiplied.

"Are you okay?" Chris softly inquire, he then made his way near me but not until I get my phone on the floor. My eyes then move to Celes when I saw her on his arm father's chest, her small head is snuzzling on his neck as the little girl's hand wrap on the latter.

As soon as they made their way near me. Chris' then place Celes in between us before his arms engulfed our shoulders, gaving us the tightiest hug he ever done.

"I love you my girls." he whispered before alternately kissing the top of our head.

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It's been two weeks since the incident takes place and everything happen on our life was sailing smoothly not until this confrontation brought up.

"I-I'm sorry..." Chris stutteredly spoke before an one tear escape from his left eye. The red small box on his palm hardly roll on the ground and when it opens the ring on the inside was gone.

The pictures I receive earlier was all true. Chris does buy a ring but it wasn't for me. He really did choose to go back to his ex and continue the past life he had with her forgetting what he has right now.

"I-I know,"

Chris instantly tense up from his place before looking down guiltily. "Then why d-did you not say anything?" his eyes are now reddened from the threatening tears.

"I kept quiet so I could keep you..."

I feel my heart slowly torn into small pieces. My body is too heavy to handle that if I am not being careful, I might pass out in mentally exhaustion.

Afterwards that I didn't recieve a respond from him. I started to spoke again. "D-Did you even love me?"

Chris froze on his position before looking down on his feet. "I do... I love you, I always do."

With a clench jaw and mad glassy eyes. I hit his chest repeatedly with my both palm. "THEN WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LEAVING US!? WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO HAVE A LIFE WITH HER KNOWING THAT YOU ALREADY HAD THIS!" I angrily yell pointing everything we had. "DID WE DO SOMETHING WRONG? ARE CELESTINE AND I, AREN'T ENOUGH FOR YOU?"
"No..."

"THEN WHY?" And it was the last thing I yell my heart out before I slowly fall down on my knees. Both hands are now covering my face as I crouch down the floor.

Chris remain silent. Never I did imagine that a silent respond is more painful than hearing a words. He has his reason and he just keep it to self thinking that I doesn't deserve an explanation.

"I thought she's just a friend..." I added and Chris felt attack from my words, he look away.

"I-I also thought the same,"

Then Chris just stood up in front of me like he never love me, he stood up in front of me like I never make him happy, he just stood up in front of me emontionless like he didn't even thought that me and his child would be hurt. He stood up in front of me like both us didn't matter.

He just stood up.

Seconds from being on the floor, I really thought he'd help me but as soon as I saw how his feet started to walk farther across me, an another painful and heart breaking tears started to flow out my orbs.

"I love you both. I love you Y/n and you know that I also love Lily. But it doesn't mean that I do love you in the same intensity. Because Y/n, I never love you the way I love her."

🤧

It's already 8 in the evening and I am gonna fetch Celes on her room. I decided that we can go and rush to her Uncle Scott' house for the celebration.

Chris' mind is made-up and I know that even his daughter can't change his decision. Before I can finally knock on Celes door, I notice that the door is not properly lock.

Chris' voice can be heard on the same time at the same time is Celes' voice. The father and daughter duo are having a serious discussion and base on Chris' reaction he is now talking the earlier matter to Celes'.

"Celes you need to understand your Daddy-"

Chris was cutted off when Celes stood up from her bed as she throw her medium size barbie doll on Chris'

"NO! YOU GWONNA LEAWVE UWS!" Celes argue as she tried to hold her cry. "Y-YOU DWON'T LOVE BABY CELES ANWYMORE? AM I NWO'T YOUR BABY ANWYMORE? DWADDY DOESN'T LWIKE CELES? DID CELES BAD TO MWAKE DADDY LEAVE?"

Chris then instantly stood up and embrace her daughter tightly even the former is trying to restraint his touch. After a seconds of pulling away his grasps, Celes finally let him to be affectionate towards her.

Chris' kisses the top of her daughter hair before an a lot of 'I love you' on the small girl's little ears.

The scene was too much to bear so instead of proceeding, I just look up to our ceiling with warm tears that are slowly running down on my cheeks.

This is such a nice time to celebrate New Year.