NEW YORK
5:11 PM
AK'S POV.

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JENN STARED AT ME FROM ACROSS the table, making my cheeks burn red hot. "Stop." I smiled, picking at my food on my plate with my fork. Jenn laughed, seeing how nervous I got, "I don't even be doing nothing." She picked up a piece of her steak, "You look good. I can't help it."

I smiled, "Thank you, Jenn." I let out a laugh, "You look better." I said truthfully. Jenn smiled, "I clean up nice, huh?" She hyped herself up, "I always do though. This ain't nothing new, gangsta."

I playfully rolled my eyes, "Girl don't do that." I laughed.

"I'm just playing." She laughed, "I appreciate it tho, gangsta." She smiled at me.

Her eyes always made me so nervous so I just smiled and looked back down at my plate.

"You like your steak?" She asked.

I nodded, "Yeah, it's good. You like yours?"

Jenn hesitated, "Ehhh. It's aight. I'm not a big steak eater, ya feel me?"

I looked at her like she was crazy, "Then why would you agree for us to eat at a steakhouse, Jenn?" I asked.

Jenn smiled, "Because you wanted to eat here."

"Jenn.." I let out a laugh, "If you don't like the food. We could've ate somewhere else. I thought you wanted to eat here too. It's not all up to me."

"Yes it is." She said.

I playfully rolled my eyes, "It's not. I want you to enjoy your food." I said truthfully.

Jenn shrugged, "It's whatever you want." She said, "I don't really care what I eat. You here with me. That's all that matter." She sniffed, fiddling with her steak with her fork.

I just smiled at her. Ive been smiling so much all night, that my face was starting to hurt. Jenn dropped me off at school this morning, picked me up, made me get ready and asked where i'd like to have dinner with her at. She said she was going to cater to me this entire week. She was so sweet. I just can't get enough of her.

"Christmas coming up. What you getting me?" Jenn asked.

I laughed, "Well, what do you want?"

Jenn shrugged, "A million dollars."

I laughed, "I don't even have that much in my bank account." I said, "If I had it, i'd give it to you and more." I flirted.

"Word?" She smiled.

I nodded.

"That's wassup." She nodded, "But nah foreal though.." She laughed, "Ion want nothing. What you want?"

I shook my head, "I don't want anything either."

Jenn eyebrows raised, "Yeah, right."

I laughed, "You don't believe me?"

"Nah I believe you. I believe you one hundred percent, gangsta." She laughed, "Don't mean i'm not getting you nothing though." She said.

I smiled, "You don't have to."

"I want to though." She wiped her hands with a napkin.

"You're so sweet." I said truthfully.

Jenn playfully rolled her eyes, "No i'm not. Ima gangsta." She joked.

I busted out laughing, "Yous a sweetheart girl shut up." I said.

Jenn nodded, "I'm cool with that."

"You have no choice but to be cool with that." I said.

Jenn scrunched up her face, "Is that a threat?"

I nodded, "Yup." I took a bite of my steak. I picked up my glass water and shook it, "I need more ice." I said.

"I got you." Jenn said, "Ayo!" She yelled out to the waitress, making me look at her like she was crazy, "We need more ice over hea!" She motioned the waitress over.

"Jenn!" I gave her wide eyes.

"What?" She asked as a waitress came over and refilled my drink.

"My apologies." The waitress said.

"It's fine. Thank you." I told her.

Jenn smacked her lips, "Better bro." She rolled her eyes, "Niggas should've been refilled yo shit. We shouldn't even have to ask." She moved her plate away from herself.

I rolled my eyes, "You can't take black people no where." I muttered, "But thank youuuu." I blushed, "I told you that you were sweet." I cheesed.

Jenn just smiled, "Gangsta." She muttered. "Your brother talk to you about us going to Atlanta next month? You coming?" She asked.

I nodded, "I might. If I don't get back in this shop, ian going no where." I laughed, "But ima open back up this weekend. It's only tuesday, so, I got time I guess." I shrugged.

"Oh you going either way. Even if I gotta pay." She laughed.

I playfully rolled my eyes, "Nooo." I dragged out, "I got it, Jenn." I let out a laugh. "What we even doing down there anyway?" I asked.

Jenn shrugged, "Just gon vacation type shit, ya feel me? Asian down there and she wanna see us. Gon get an airbnb and probably shoot a music video down there." She said.

I nodded, "Oh that sounds like fun. It's about to be hella parties ain't it?"

Jenn busted out laughing, "Yooooo! Fasho!" She clapped her hands, "Gangsta. Hella niggas finna slide."

I shook my head, "You guys are always having parties."

"Fasho. Niggas be t'd, not gon lie."

"Y'all don't be getting tired of that?"

Jenn smacked her lips, "Bro.." She trailed off, "You know we do. It's niggas out here that do that shit 24/7. I can't do that shit all the time bro, I be tryna be in the crib, ya feel me? ima homebody." She shook her head.

"Yeah you are." I said. "Any new music you working on?"

"Yeah. We got some shit with FaZe Kaysan coming out. It's me, Kr, Ta, Dee, your brother and Kenzo Balla. That shit some heat." Jenn said.

"You gon let me hear it?" I asked.

Jenn nodded, "Yeah. You gotta come to the stu with me. Manager won't let us send shit out no more after that Mo Kartii bullshit." She rolled her eyes.

I let out a laugh, "I bet." I said.

"But nah.." Jenn sniffed, "We shooting a music video for it whenever we get back from Atlanta. It ain't coming out until February."

I nodded, "What's it called?"

"Black Ops."

Suddenly, my phone started ringing. I pulled it out my purse to see it was my mom, "Hollon." I got up and went off to somewhere quieter in the restaurant. "Hello?" I answered kind of annoyed because she was disrupting my date.

"I need you to be home as soon as I get home." Her voice sounded a bit shaken up.

"Why? You're scaring me." I said as I felt my heart drop to my ass. Whatever it was must not be good. I could feel the heavy energy through the phone, not only from her words but I could just feel it. Physically.

"Just be home, okay?" Mom said.

I nodded as if she could see me, "I will be but can you just tell me what's going on?" I asked. I was truly concerned.

I heard her sigh from the other side, "I'll tell you when I get home." She hung up.

I scrunched up my face, before looking down at the phone because never did she actually just hang up in my face as if she's not scaring the living daylights out of me.

I went back to the table and sat down. "It's my mom. She said she needs me home." I complained.

"We gotta go right now?" Jenn asked.

I shook my head no, "Nah we can finish." I cheesed.

"You sure?"

I nodded, "Yeah."

I walked into the door and closed it behind me. I sighed as I sat down on the couch. I just sat there smiling, thinking about my date with Jenn. She really got butterflies twirling in my stomach and Good Days by SZA playing in my ear at every moment i'm with her.

"Camrin!" I called because I knew he was home.

"Yo." Camrin said seriously as he stormed down the stairs to me, "Ay bruh." He threw my IPad on my lap. "Fuck you got going on?" He looked at me with pure anger in his eyes.

"Okay, Ow? What the fuck is your problem?" I fussed. I was confused on what he even was talking about. Already about to ruin my mood. I picked up my IPad and seeing Jenn and I messages was on the screen. My eyes went wide for a second because why was he even on my personal shit.

I briefly cursed myself out in my head for forgetting that my Icloud from my phone was connected to my IPad and that sometimes Camrin uses my IPad. That still doesn't give him any right to go through my fucking messages like he's my nigga or something.

"Yea nigga be shocked. You must've forgot I can get on yo shit." Camrin crossed his arms over his chest, looking like an angry father. He looks just like his dad right now.

I stood up, "This not even mine." I lied.

Camrin smacked his lips, "Bro stop playing with me. How long you been fuckin on Jenn bro?"

"I'm not fucking on anyone. We're just talking, alright? calm down." I said.

He rolled his eyes, "It don't matter. The fuck you on that type of timing with one of my friends like that? That shit trifling as fuck." He fussed.

I looked at him like he was crazy, fed up with his words already, "Exactly. It doesn't matter. You know why? Because I'm older than you and I can talk to whoever the fuck I want. Stop treating me like a kid!" I yelled, getting angry as well.

"If you can talk to whoever the fuck you want then why'd ya hide it from me?" He yelled.

"Because I knew you'd react like this!" I said.

"Of course Ima react like this! I'm ya fuckin brother!" He yelled, "And Jenn is my son bro I know how she is. She's no good for you." He said.

I smacked my lips and rolled my eyes, "How would know if she was no good for me or not? You don't know what's good for me or not." I said.

"Bro Jenn my homegirl. I be with the bitch and she be different with mad bitches. She's a player bro. I'm not gonna let her hurt my sister." He said.

I scoffed and crossed my arms over my chest, "You just can't stand to see me with anyone. Jenn makes me happy. You didn't like Jazz when I was with her, now you don't like Jenn? Be fuckin foreal."

Camrin eyes went wide, "And how did you being with Jazz work out? The bitch cheated on you mad times with mad different bitches and was still entertaining her ex. There was a reason for me not liking her. This is different with Jenn. I don't dislike Jenn. I just know what the fuck Jenn on." He said.

"Why can't you be happy for me? She even took me on a date Camrin. I think she really likes me."

Camrin sighed, attempting to calm himself down, "Look Addy. Jenn just wanna get in ya pussy alright? She doin everything she can to get you to give it up. You just haven't gave her anything yet—" He cut himself off, "Hopefully." He said, "She just working a little extra hard."

I rolled my eyes once again, "Camrin." I said, "She doesn't even speak sexually to me." I semi lied. Even though Jenn sometimes makes slick comments it was never nothing major in my opinion.

"That doesn't fucking matter! Jenn thinks like a nigga and knows how to move like a nigga! I am a nigga so I know how this works!" He fussed.

"How about you leave me the fuck alone and mind your god damn business!" I pounded my fist into my hand.

"You are my fucking business!" Camrin yelled back at me loudly, making me soften up a bit. He yelled pretty loudly and it scared me a little.

"No i'm not." I said calmly. "Just mind your own." I sat back on the couch, "And you're not going to bother Jenn about this either."

"Oh yes I am." Camrin said, "The fuck."

"No you're not bro." I sat up.

"Yeah aight nigga." Camrin sarcastically laughed. He just stared at me and then shook his head, "Then you lied to me." He said with a little bit of hurt in his voice.

I just looked at him.

"You made up this whole story like you had a girlfriend that went to your school and shit!" He got angry again and pushed down a flower vase on a stand next to him.

"Hey! Stop it!" I stood back up, "You're breaking mom's shit!" I yelled.

"Well you broke my fucking trust!" He yelled.

I went quiet once again and just stared at him because that hurt, "You don't mean that." I said.

"I do." He looked at me with nothing but anger in his eyes.

"It's not that serious, Camrin." I stared at him.

"Yes the fuck it is." He spat.

Suddenly, the front door open and in came an upset looking mother of ours. She had tears in her eyes and she looked really drain.

"Mom what's wrong?" I asked.

"You good mama?" Camrin and I rushed over to her and sat her down on the couch.

"Hey!" I snapped in her blank face, "Talk to us." I grabbed her jaw, rubbing my thumb tip across it.

She looked at both of us and sighed, "Guys... She trialed off, "Papas sick."

What's funny is that Jenn used to follow the face claim for Ak on Instagram. What's funnier is that she never followed Jenn back and Jenn unfollowed her after noticing 😭

I was geekinnn i was high as fuck tweakinnn

Love this pic sm