A/N

So this is the second last chapter of the story

I hope you guys enjoy this chapter

- Tirza

- Y/N -

And I fell down further and further down the black rabbit hole.

And just before I reached the bottom, I woke up. I sat up, and felt somting soft under me, I was laying in a bed.

I felt something on my cheek, I was crying.

"I see you woke up." I looked around and saw Porlyusica. Now I looked around and saw that I was in her house.

"How did I? When did I? What happend?" I confused, while looking around.

"Calm down my child." Porlyusica said, and she sat next to me on the bed, I took deep breath. "What happend?" I asked.

"What is the last thing you remember, well here on Earth?" Polryuscia asked.

"That I got killed by HIM, and then everything went black." I explained, and Porlyusica nodded.

"I heard that you died in battle, but a few days after you died, your body was gone." Polryuscia said. "And seven days after your body dissapeared, I was walking home, and saw you laying in the forest, not so far away from here. First I thought that my mind was playing tricks on me, but I walked over to you, and you were breathing. So I took you with me to take care of you, until you would wake up. But what were you dreaming, it was like you were talking to people."

Now I remembered, Fubuki, mom, dad, Leilah and Blackmore, all saying 'It is not your time'.

"Yeah, I was with my parents, my godparents and Fubuki, my dragon 'grandmother'." I said, Polryuscia nodded, and she was silent for a while, she was thinking.

"Are you sure that it were your parents and your dragon?" She asked, I nodded. "Yes, I am sure that it was them."

"What did they tell you?" And then I told Polryuscia everything that happened when I was 'asleep'.

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"I see." Was all Polryuscia said, after I had told her everything. "I think it's time to see what you still can, and what you can't."

I nodded, and carefully got out of bed. I noticed I wasn't wearing my own clothes.

"I washed your clothes and cloak, (Chapter 1. pic for your outfit.) they're laying on the chair next to the bed. I will see you outside when you are dressed." And with that Polryuscia left the room.

Better get dressed.

I got dressed and walked outside, where Polryuscia was waiting for me.

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I did some training, and I still could do eveything, just like I could before is died. And I could even do a new spell.

It's called 'Forest Of The Shadow Dragon', it creates a giant forest of shadows, and also creates a giant shadow dragon.

The spell was for both, hiding, and attacking.

"I think you are completely in order." Polryuscia said, after I did my last spell.

"Yes, I feel completely fine too." I said, while sitting cross legged on the ground.

"Uh, Polryuscia?" I asked. "Yes?" She looked at me. "Did you tell anyone that you found me?" I asked, while patting one of the many animals, who came to watch me train.

"No. I thought that it was better to wait, I mean you were breathing, so I didn't want to give everybody false hope. What if I did tell them, that you were alive, but still would have died." She said, and turned to me, I nodded.

"I understand. Even if you say that you don't care about Fairy Tail anymore, and also day that everybody, especially Natsu-san, is too energetic or too loud, you still care about them, and Fairy Tail." I smiled.

"I don't care about Fairy Tail, nor its members." She spoke with a little hesitatetion.

"Whatever helps you sleep better at night." I coninued playing with the animals, but I could here Polryuscia chuckle.

"You are not so bad, at least not as bad as the other Fairy Tail members, (Y/N)." She softly said.

"Thank you." I got up. "But I think it's time for me to return to my home." Polryuscia nodded.

"I think they will happy to see you. But be careful." Polryuscia said. "Yes they will be, and thank you for everything." I nodded.

"Now go before it will be dark." She smiled, as I put on my hood, and walked to my home, Fairy Tail.

After a few meters walking, I turned around and waved to Polryuscia, and I continued walking.

"Thank you, mom, dad, Leilah, Blackmore and Fubuki. I love you." I mumbled to myself.

"You are welcome, and we love you too. Be careful, (Y/N)." I heard five voices in the wind, I turned around and saw them.

Mom, dad, Leilah, Blackmore and Fubuki, they all smiled and waved at me, I waved back. "Goodbye."

"Goodbye (Y/N)." And with that they dissapeard, gone with the wind.

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I was walking for quite some time, and saw Fairy Tail in the distace. I was too happy to be back to move through my shadows.

(I know that in the anime and Manga Fairy Tail disbanded, but this is my fan fic, so my rules. And here Fairy Tail still exist)

I wonder how everyone is doing? Would they even believe me, that I'm (Y/N) (L/N)? Well only one way to find out.

I was now in front of the giant doors, of Fairy Tail, my home. I tugged my hood further over my head, and hide my face.

I took a deep breath and opened the doors. But what I saw was everything, except the Fairy Tail I used to know.

Everyone was sad, everything looked grey and the aura, which was always full of cheer and happiness, was replaced with gloom and sadness.

I looked around and I was about to cry, with what I saw.

Kina was not smiling, or laughing, like she normally did. Rogue was just sitting next to her, staring into space.

Natsu and Gray weren't fighting each other, nor arguing. Gary was not stripping or stripped. Juvia was not obsessing/stalking Gary.

Lucy was staring and fumbling with her keys. Loke was here too, but he wasn't trying to flirt with Lucy.

Erza had a cake in front of her, but she only stared at it. Cana was not drinking. Levy was not reading, Jet was not talking and Droy was not eating.

Gajeel was not teasing Levy about her hight, Lily was not by his side. Even Frosch was not smiling, even she looked sad, same with Lector.

Mimi, she was sniffing, she was all alone now, I was the last family she had, before we joined Fairy Tail.

Happy was not trying to get Carla's attention, Carla was staring at Wendy. Wendy and Romeo were looking at their own hands.

Elfman was not screaming about being a real man, Lisanna was not smiling, not trying to cheer everyone up, like she always tried when someone was down or sad.

Laxus and his gang were upstairs, but they were not talking, not laughing, not saying that they were the best in Fairy Tail.

And Master sat on a chair, like if he prayed hard enough, I would come back.

They were all in the same room, but also so far apart form each other. They were not looking for each others company.

But the worst thing was that they all looked broken, devastated, defeated, on the edge of crying.

It was as if anyone would just mentioned one thing about me, they would all burst out in tears or/and beat them to pulp

Probably both.

And Sting... Sting wasn't here, which didn't surprise me. He probably left, everything and everybody reminded him too much about me.

I swallowed my tears, guilt, sadness and walked to the bar, with Mirajane behind it.

When I was walking to the bar, I heard people talk, well more mumbling to themselves, so the others wouldn't get angry, or burst out into tears.

"It's all my fault, I wasn't by her side, I wasn't there to protect her, I broke our promise." It was Natsu.

I remembered our promise.

- Flashback -

I, an eleven year old girl, was sitting alone on a bench, in the Fairy Tail hall. Mimi was playing/talking to the other exceed, Happy.

Then the boy with pink hair, who I met yesterday, sat next to me. "Hey, you're name is (Y/N), right?" I nodded.

"My name is Natsu." He said and smiled. "I know." I said, looking at him. "You told me yesterday." "That's right." He laughed.

"Want me to show you around town?" I nodded, and Natsu grabbed my hand and he showed me around town.

We had been hanging out all week, and became like a big brother and a little sister.

Now we were sitting on a bench in the park, watching the sunset.

"Natsu-san?" "Yes, (N/N)?" Natsu looked at me. "Are you also gonna leave me, like the others?"

With others I ment my family, mostly my cousin, and my Godparents.

"Of course not." He smiled. "Really?"

"I, Natsu Dragneel, promise that, no matter what, I will always be there by your side, to protect you, (Y/N) (L/N)." He stuck out his pinky.

I grabbed his pinky with my pinky. "Then I, (Y/N) (L/N) promise that, no matter what, will always be by your side, to protect you, Natsu Dragneel."

"Promise." We said in unison.

- End flashback -

"Why was I so so weak? Why couldn't break free from his spell? I was just as weak when I first met her." It was Kina, my best friend, my (not biological) twin sister.

I wanted to hug her, tell her that I was here, but I couldn't find the bravery to do that.

It was true, when Kina just joined Fairy Tail, which was one year after me, she was weak, even for a normal wizard.

- Flashback -

I was sitting with Natsu, Happy and Mimi, at a table, when the doors opened.

There stood a girl, probably one year older that me. She had short pastel green hair, she was wearing white clothes, with golden accents, the same with her combats boots.

I recognised the clothes from somewhere. I remembered, she was a Light God Slayer. She walked to the bar, I got up and walked to her.

"Hey, I'm (Y/N)." I said, and sat next to her on a barstool. "Hey, I'm Kina." "What kind of Wizard are you?" She aksed, while eyeing me from head to toe.

"I'm a Shadow God Slayer, and I have a little of Snow Dragon Slayer Magic, but that's nothing. And you, your clothes look like those form the Light God Slayers." I said, Kina nodded.

"I am one, well more the last one." We talked about our magic.

Then Mirajane came. "Hello, my name is Mirajane, and what can I do for you?" She asked cheerful, as always.

"I would like to join Fairy Tail." Kina said. "Of course, where and what color do you want you mark?" Mirajane asked.

"White and on my left shoulder blade." She said with a smile, Mirajane grabbed the stamp and stamped the mark on her shoulder blade.

"Super cool!" Kina exclaimed. "Where is yours?" "On my right shoulder blade, and he's black."

Kina told me that wasn't strong, actually she was pretty weak.

I promised her that I, with the help of the other Fairy Tail members, would make a strong wizard of her.

Fnd I for filled that promise. In return I got a friend and partner for life.

Kina and I become best friends, twin sisters. Not long after that we became one of the strongest duo wizards.

We went by the name, The Light and Shadow of Fairy Tail.

-End flashback -

I heard a few more things, but this broke my heart. "Please (Y/N)-nee, come back. We can't live without you. We need you, we love you, Mimi loves you, I love you, and especially Sting loves you." It was Romeo.

Romeo was my little brother, one I never had. Once a month we would go on a mission together.

Just to have some big sister, little brother time, and because his father didn't want him to go on a mision alone, but I never told him that.

I reached the bar, Mirajane saw me, she smiled, but not her normal happy smile, no it was a forced smile.

"Hello, and with may I help you?" She asked, not with her normal cheery voice, but with a voice full of sadness. And a little of regret?

She probably sounded extra sad because of me, because I looked exactly like how I looked before the whole fight against Tartaros.

"Hello, Mirajane-san."

She looked shocked, now also the other Fairy Tail members noticed my presents, and walked closer to the bar.

"I would like to have my Guild Mark back." I said, and took of my hood.

Everybody gasped and cried. "W-were w-would y-you y-your m-mark?" She asked between sobs. "O-on t-the o-old p-place, i-in t-the s-same c-color?"

I nodded, and took of my cloak, and Mirajane put the stamp on my right shoulder blade.

I looked at it. "Where it belongs." Everbody cried, then I realized I was crying too.

"(YYY/NNN)!!!!" And I got tackled in a hug, Kina.

"Hold a minute!" It was Natsu, he also was crying. "How do we know she is the real (Y/N) (L/N)!?"

I whispered something in Kina's ear, she turned bright red. "Yep, she is the real (Y/N) (L/N)!" Kina said, hugged me tighter.

I got free from Kina's death grip, and walked to Natsu, and whispered something in his ear, something only I knew.

"I know you have a crush on Lucy." And my eyes drifted off too Lucy, and I wiggled my eyebrows. Natsu turned red, and slapped his hand for my mouth.

"Yes, she is the real (Y/N) (L/N), no boubt." He removed his hand from my mouth, and hugged me.

"I missed you (N/N)." "I missed you too, Natsu-san. I hugged everyone and we cried the whole time.

"Where is Sting?" I asked between sobs. "He went to the hill." Mimi said, while landing on my head, I raised and eyebrow.

"You know, your favorite place. And your grave." Mimi mumbled the last thing. "I see..."

"You should go and see him, (N/N). He is been an emotional wrack since your death." Kina said, I nodded. "Yeah, I will."

I hugged everyone again, and ran to Sting.

A/N

This was the 2nd last chapter
I hope you enjoyed this chapter ^-^

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- Tirza