——❥ 𝗜 𝗚𝗘𝗧 𝗔 𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘 𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗖 𝗢𝗛 𝗪𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗔 𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘 
                     𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗖 𝗢𝗛 𝗜𝗧𝗦 𝗔 𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘 𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗖

                     strange magic by darren hayes ♫

                                           ★★★★

          𝗘𝗣𝗜𝗦𝗢𝗗𝗘 𝗘𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗡
𝙎𝙊𝙍𝙍𝙔 𝙉𝙊𝙏 𝙎𝙊𝙍𝙍𝙔 ❤︎︎

"𝙏𝙃𝘼𝙏𝙎 𝘼 𝙒𝙍𝘼𝙋 𝙊𝙉 𝙈𝙊𝙑𝙄𝙀 𝙉𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏" 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙃 read the message on the phone after kaylor and aaron just got done arguing after they showed the clips of joy

"thank god" kaylor said

"thank god" kendall said

everyone stood up going their separate ways in the villa to different sofa's like the girls went to a different area and so did the boys so they can talk abt what just went down

joy went to a sofa with leah and jana and sat right down still embarrassed

"your clips really had me breaking down" leah said

"no really joy I feel so bad like it was super sad seeing you breakdown on camera like that" jana said making joy tuck in her lips while nodding her head

"it is what it is.." joy said dryly while shrugging her shoulders

jana and leah both felt super bad they also felt like they were bad friends they thought they didn't do enough with the comforting

"are you okay.." jana said making joy just slowly nod her head

"joy please tell us what's going on even tho we already know.. we just wanna know more" leah said making jana nod her head

"I can't believe im saying this.. but i feel like these past days the reason why i just be breaking down crying is because I don't know.. I miss kordell" joy admitted making leah and jana look at her in awe

"yeah and you probably don't like seeing him with another girl right?" jana said

"it's not even probably i hate! seeing him with another girl especially a girl like daia" joy said

"right and i definitely feel like what that tweet said about her is true she doesn't give i want love at all she's here to like i guess target him to get to Odell" leah said making joy laugh

"but the thing that had me confused is the way she tried to make it seem like it was me.." joy said

"no really like girl" jana said before shaking her head

"oh and back to the kordell thing I know i said i miss him but like I don't know.. something is telling me not to try again with him like at all cause what he did was you know messed up" joy said

"fucked up" leah said while nodding her head

"and like the clips at the the movie night shit was crazy as fuck" joy said 

"yeah it is so bad and were really sorry I feel bad that we had to see you on the screen like that" jana said

"especially the boys their so weird and miguel got me fucked up" leah said making joy chuckle

"yeah and the way... I don't know her name" joy said while snapping her fingers

"who?" leah said

"I think she's talking about.." jana said but then paused not knowing at all

"I be forgetting all the casa girls is names I swear it's like all of them but the person I'm talking about I stephanie" joy said making both leah and jana laugh

"it's sierra joy" jana chuckled

"okay so I feel like she has secret animosity towards you" joy said looking at leah who nodded her head slowly

"I can tell.." leah said

"I don't know tho cause she gives very much of a bitch like rude and all" joy said

"and then miguel.." leah said before shaking her head and looking down

"just fuck him" joy said

"this is so messed up.. like we got kaylor and aaron lashing out on eachother.. liv and kaylor being weird" jana said

"there's even more on the list cause the entire shit is just straight up flabbergast and shit" joy said

"yeah but it's whatever tho fuck them two bitches and fuck kordell and miguel you know" jana said

"no for real they had leah there apologizing just for them to continue the shit" joy said

"and they keep bringing you into it" leah said

"right like their glad i didn't smack them in the face like i was gonna do kordell" joy said

"kordell seems like he wants to talk to you did you not see him crying? when your clip came up" jana said

"he was crying?" joy chuckled

"joy stop" leah said before she bursted into laughter

"im sorry" joy said

"you know what's funny tho kendall being fucking messy" jana said

"bro yes his weird as fuck that's why I cussed his ass out" joy said

the girls went quiet once they noticed the casa girls approaching behind sierra that was quickly making her way to the three girls

"joy I just wanted to ask you a question" sierra said making joy huff

"yes?" joy said

"okay me and the girls just wanted to like tell you how we've been feeling like lately" sierra said

"okay?" joy said

"we feel like you don't like us at all and there's secret animosity" daniela said making joy smile

"all y'all feel that way because?.." joy said

"everytime we come around you like either have a mug on your face or like go completely quiet" daia said making joy look at her in confusion

"wait if you felt that way why didn't you tell me the day me and you had that conversation the first time?" joy said

"i tried" daia said

"no you did not" joy said

"okay but still is there secret animosity" sierra said

"and if there was?" joy said then giggled

"okay so there is?" sierra said

"sierra who wouldn't have secret animosity towards you like you guys are talking about how i apparently go quiet everytime u guys come around but whole time sierra gives us very much bitch vibes" joy said

"uh excuse me who are you calling a bitch?" sierra said

"oh please like you didn't call leah a bitch" joy said before waving the girl off

"look i just wanted to ask and make sure" daniela said while she held catherine's hand

"okay you should've came by yourself then" joy said

"that's exactly what im saying right now because if you guys all felt that way you guys should've spoke to joy alone all one by one" jana said

"jana please don't get into it" catherine said making joy and jana mug her

"okay i had enough with everyone telling me not to get into shit today when you guys are clearly coming for my friends" jana said

the boys all peeped the girls is littler altercation that was happening and immediately tried to make their ways there

"y'all can feel however way you guys want cause at the end of the day I don't give not one fuck about it at all" joy said

"but it's weird cause all of a sudden you have balls now but let's not act like in the beginning of episodes you were so quiet and scary" sierra said

"so quiet and scary is crazy combo I was quiet yes but scary never cause nobody never felt the need to say anything reckless to me" joy said

"this is why everyone chooses to try you cause your such a bitch" sierra said

"bro sierra I don't care please remove yourself away from my presence" joy said before standing up from the sofa

she had had enough tonight with kaylor and liv tryna start a argument then now sierra she was just so ready to start a whole brawl with her hands

"no cause that's so rude of you" sierra said

"oh my gosh okay now please leave me alone!" joy shouted causing all the boys to run towards them

aaron and rob grabbed sierra away from the girl and of course kordell grabbed joy

"like the fuck!" joy said while kordell held her arm

"i just wanted to state how i felt we all did, did we not daia?" sierra said

"we did and she lashed out" daia said causing joy to angrily laugh

"daia stop playing with me" joy said as she continued to chuckle

"girl im not doing anything" daia said

"okay but stop with the entire side comments" joy said making both leah and jana nod their heads

jana and leah stayed quiet cause they knew joy was literally gonna gag everyone in each argument she got into

"that proves that you have secret animosity towards me now" daia said

"whatever" joy said

"and kordell your weird" daia said once she noticed the boy being closely to joy

"what?" kordell said

"aw that's cute" joy said once she peeped daia being completely jealous

that's when the rest of the boys all moved the casa girls away from the girls

"what's going on?" rob said to joy who continued to stand next to kordell

"they came up to joy first" leah said making rob smack his teeth

"why is everyone keep starting bro" rob said

he was so tired of everyone trying to make joy mad or lash out cause he obviously hated seeing her breakdown

"okay kordell you can get off of me now" joy said tapping the boy is hand

kordell slowly removed his hand off her arm and walked towards rob

"the next person that says something to me is getting shocked in the face" joy said while she sat down at her spot

"damn just like that?" kordell said

"on national television?" rob said

"im not even joking" joy said

"your one soft ass crashout joy" rob said

"everyone should just leave me alone" joy said before shrugging her shoulders

"nah they for real should cause I don't like seeing you argue" rob said

"I don't too so you gotta chillout your name is joy for a reason" kordell said putting his eyes on joy who just lip smiled

joy mouthed thank you before the two boys walked away from the three girls

"that was crazy" leah said

"im never talking to those girls ever again i liked daniela but now is like what the heck" joy said before side eyeing both leah and jana

the girls continued to have their conversation before it was time to go upstairs and change into pjs

joy made her way inside the makeup room and took off her makeup while she sat there at her station

"the little interaction between you and kordell that was so cute and nice" jana said making joy shake her head

"he said your name is joy for a reason and joy means happiness that's so sweet" leah said looking at joy in aw

"I think you should have a real conversation with him" jana said

"you think?" joy said

"yes like I mean be friends or something you don't have to even have to try and couple up with him" leah said

"I guess" joy said before shrugging her shoulders

that's when leah and the other girls made their way out the makeup room leaving joy by herself

she sat there on the chair before she seen rob and kordell walking right inside

"joy I wanted to apologize about the whole kaylor and liv thing im very sorry like very" rob said

"that's fine but i think you should be apologizing to leah" joy said

"and i will" rob said

"now give me a hug" joy said before putting her arms out and hugging rob

that's when she let go and watched the boy walk out the room before he peeked his head through the door

"goodnight guys" rob said to both kordell and joy and immediately made his way out again

"joy" kordell said sitting at the window seat while he watched the girl

"I know you wanna talk to me about everything that happened between us and i do too so we can talk maybe tomorrow?" joy said making kordell throw his head back

"I wanna talk now" kordell said

"I wanna talk tomorrow" joy said

"I wanna talk now" kordell said

"kordell don't piss me off" joy said

"man come on" kordell said

"can we please talk tomorrow" joy said

"joy please" kordell said making joy look over at him confusedly

"i made a mistake a huge mistake I should've never bought her back you were the one I was thinking about the entire time I swear dawg it was you its always been you" kordell said

joy remained silent her jaw clenched as she fought to keep her emotions in check

"im sorry joy i was scared.. confused i swear you mean alot to me i like you and I can't lose you please give me another chance" kordell said as he's voice cracked

joy finally looked at him, her eyes shining with tears she refused to let fall

"kordell you made me feel like I wasn't enough how can I trust you again after what you did? you brought another girl back and I had to watch you be with her like I never even mattered" joy said

kordell's heart shattered at her words which caused him to stand up and walked towards her and dropped to his knees, he then reached out his hands gently wrapping around hers but she didn't reciprocate

"joy I was a fool I hurt you and I hate myself for it but I swear to you if you take me back I'll spend every day making it up to you I can't bear the thought of you not being in my life after this" kordell said while sniffling

joy shook her head before looking down tryna put everything in but she just couldn't

his tears were flowing freely now his voice breaking with every word

"please joy I like you don't let this be the end of us." kordell continued

joy looked down at their hands his grip on hers desperate, pleading.

she could feel his sincerity, his pain, but the hurt was still raw still burning deep inside her

she pulled her hands away slowly, causing kordell to look up at her with a mixture of fear and heartbreak

"kordell" joy whispered, her voice trembling

she swallowed the lump in her mouth before putting her hand on her forehead

"I need time. I need to heal from this. I can't just forget what happened" joy said

kordell nodded, fresh tears streaming down his face, but he didn't let go of hope

"take all the time you need joy I'll wait for you I'll do  anything just please don't shut me out completely dawg" kordell said

for a moment they just stared at each other the silence between them filled with the unspoken pain and love they still shared

finally joy closer tears finally breaking free as the boy put his head on her stomach

kordell still kneeling on the cold ground heartbroken but determined to win her back

"I won't give up on us joy i promise" kordell whispered while the girl ran her fingers through his hair

                                                ❤︎︎❤︎︎❤︎︎

𝙄𝙏 𝙒𝘼𝙎 𝙉𝙊𝙒 𝙈𝙊𝙍𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙅𝙊𝙔 𝙊𝙋𝙀𝙉𝙀𝘿 her eyes slowly before sitting up in the bed that she was in by herself rubbing her eyes before seeing everyone else up and having a conversation

"how's everybody feeling?" kendall asked

"kendall why? why would you ask me that?" leah said before sitting on joy's bed

joy looked over at kordell and daia's bed seeing kordell was still slumped peacefully on the bed while daia was up beside him rubbing her eyes

she then looked away once she heard leah's voice

"are you okay?" leah said

"oh yeah" joy said and slowly nodded her head

her head was still racing with lastnight with the sad interaction her and kordell had

she stood up from the bed and walked right inside the makeup room seeing the other girls already but she piss them no mind

she went inside the bathroom and started washing her face down

after a few minutes joy walked out and seen kendall setting a plate filled with breakfast at her station

"joy this is for you I just wanted to apologize to you it was very stupid of me, the way I was acting at casa I should've never did that knowing your a sweet girl and you have a very kind heart I was acting really silly and really weird knowing your my friend seeing you breakdown at movie night was really heartbreaking" kendall said

joy smiled before giving the boy a hug and letting go looking at him in aw

"thank you kendall and I'm sorry for cussing you oh and stuff I just felt like everyone was tryna go against me" joy said before she sat down on her chair

"your really a good friend and I was being a dick" kendall said

"it's okay i forgive you" joy said then started eating the breakfast food off the plate before he walked away

"i will be better!" kendall said

"period" leah said as she stared at kendall and nicole hug while the other girls hugged

"love you kendall" joy said as she continued to eat before the boy made his way out the makeup room

"yeah we love you" leah said

after joy was done eating she didn't even do her makeup she just put her bathing suit on and made her way out the room with the other girls

she made her way towards a sofa and sat down with jana and leah of course

"lastnight where were you?" jana said

"in the villa?" joy said

"no like you weren't in the bedroom" jana said

"oh i was taking my makeup off" joy said

"damn for that long?" leah said

"yeah.. and I was talking to rob" joy said

"speaking of rob.. I should go talk to him right now about everything going on with us" leah said as she stood up slowly

"yes please go" joy said

"im going" leah said as she made her way towards the boys who were talking

joy threw her head on jana's shoulder before huffing staring at everyone

"would I be stupid if i gave kordell another chance?" joy said making jana immediately shake her head

"fuck no girl" jana said

"but like I don't know.. you know we're all on tv people is screens" joy said

"who cares what people think joy i can see it in kordell is eyes that he likes you and he said he really didn't mean to do that shit to you" jana said

joy just slowly nodded her head before she felt tears rolling down her eyes

"I know what kordell did hurt bringing that girl back... it wasn't right. I won't defend that but you have to know it wasn't because he doesn't care about you he does so much" jana began gently

"how can you say that jana? he brought her back he made a choice.. and it wasn't me." joy said while she shook her head with her voice cracking

tears welled up in her eyes but she quickly wiped them away refusing to let herself break in front of jana

she was tired of feeling broken, tired of caring about someone who seemed to forget about her the moment something—or someone—new came along

jana reached out and grabbed joy's hand squeezing it tightly

"I saw the way he looked at you before casa amor and I've seen